The Last Goodbye
I am standing on my tiptoes with my arms around him and he is bending down so that I can reach. There are tears of joy, and cheering. It is too loud to hear even my own thoughts but somehow I still manage to hear the sound of my दिल in my ears as I cling to my friend. After a long moment, we both pull back slightly and my hands slide over the strange fabric of his bright blue graduation gown. I look up at him knowing this could be the last times I see my most treasured friends. His hand leaves my shoulder, and he places it lightly on my face. My दिल nearly stops as something in his face changes. Every nerve in my body is on edge. Why is he doing this to me? I know he doesn’t feel the same he has never even considered it. Still he slides his hand slowly आगे and down until his thumb is touching the corner of my mouth. The tip of his finger traces the line of my bottom lip until it reaches the center of my lips and rests there. He isn’t looking at my eyes he is looking at his hand as he slowly pulls his thumb lower and the pressure causes my lips to separate. I let out a hot breath and the air hits his skin, and he lowers his thumb and the rest of his fingers हटाइए until he is holding my face द्वारा the chin. I have been waiting for this moment for so long. I have been waiting for him to stop seeing me as his young freshman friend that he watched graduate high school and finish the first साल of college. He is finally seeing me, a young woman. He really is the perfect guy. He never thought of me in a degrading way, he was always gentle, kind, and wise. He never saw how much harder that made it for me to resist, and now he is looking at me and I know he is truly seeing me for the first time. He is leaning toward me, it’s a scene I’ve played in my head so many times it hurts, and all I can think is:
“Don’t.”
I whisper the word with closed eyes and pull away. He lets go and both our arms fall to our sides. The confusion in his light brown eyes is clear, but I don’t know if it is caused द्वारा my words, या द्वारा his sudden realization that I’m not a little kid anymore but I explain anyway.
“Jonathan, this isn’t you, and I can’t do this. As much as I would प्यार to just stand here and let this happen—let आप किस me—and forget that आप are leaving soon, forget that I may not ever see आप again after this summer, forget that afterwards आप will regret it with all your heart, and then have to break mine, I can’t. But if आप do, if आप can see us. If आप think आप could प्यार me, for और than just today then do it. किस me. But unless आप have thought about it, unless आप have weighed the pros and cons, unless आप see the possibility for a real relationship here—don’t. Unless आप know in your दिल that this isn't just something आप will feel now and regret later, then please, don’t.”
A tear rolls down my face and और swim in my eyes blurring my vision and I can hardly see his face. In that विभाजित करें, विभक्त करें second—my taste of eternity—it felt as though all the hurt in the world was mine to bear. The moment stretched forever, I was conscious of ever heartbeat that didn’t happen, while I waited for my dreams to shatter या come true. Then I blinked, and the rest of the tears came flooding down clearing off my eyes so I can see him. He is just staring and thinking. He doesn’t हटाइए and I don’t breathe. Then his gaze leaves the floor, and he is looking in my eyes again. For the सेकंड time in all the years that I’ve known him he touches my face and pulls me close, but his lips instead of meeting mine draw close to my ear, and in a chocked voice he whispers:
“I’m sorry.”
I am standing on my tiptoes with my arms around him and he is bending down so that I can reach. There are tears of joy, and cheering. It is too loud to hear even my own thoughts but somehow I still manage to hear the sound of my दिल in my ears as I cling to my friend. After a long moment, we both pull back slightly and my hands slide over the strange fabric of his bright blue graduation gown. I look up at him knowing this could be the last times I see my most treasured friends. His hand leaves my shoulder, and he places it lightly on my face. My दिल nearly stops as something in his face changes. Every nerve in my body is on edge. Why is he doing this to me? I know he doesn’t feel the same he has never even considered it. Still he slides his hand slowly आगे and down until his thumb is touching the corner of my mouth. The tip of his finger traces the line of my bottom lip until it reaches the center of my lips and rests there. He isn’t looking at my eyes he is looking at his hand as he slowly pulls his thumb lower and the pressure causes my lips to separate. I let out a hot breath and the air hits his skin, and he lowers his thumb and the rest of his fingers हटाइए until he is holding my face द्वारा the chin. I have been waiting for this moment for so long. I have been waiting for him to stop seeing me as his young freshman friend that he watched graduate high school and finish the first साल of college. He is finally seeing me, a young woman. He really is the perfect guy. He never thought of me in a degrading way, he was always gentle, kind, and wise. He never saw how much harder that made it for me to resist, and now he is looking at me and I know he is truly seeing me for the first time. He is leaning toward me, it’s a scene I’ve played in my head so many times it hurts, and all I can think is:
“Don’t.”
I whisper the word with closed eyes and pull away. He lets go and both our arms fall to our sides. The confusion in his light brown eyes is clear, but I don’t know if it is caused द्वारा my words, या द्वारा his sudden realization that I’m not a little kid anymore but I explain anyway.
“Jonathan, this isn’t you, and I can’t do this. As much as I would प्यार to just stand here and let this happen—let आप किस me—and forget that आप are leaving soon, forget that I may not ever see आप again after this summer, forget that afterwards आप will regret it with all your heart, and then have to break mine, I can’t. But if आप do, if आप can see us. If आप think आप could प्यार me, for और than just today then do it. किस me. But unless आप have thought about it, unless आप have weighed the pros and cons, unless आप see the possibility for a real relationship here—don’t. Unless आप know in your दिल that this isn't just something आप will feel now and regret later, then please, don’t.”
A tear rolls down my face and और swim in my eyes blurring my vision and I can hardly see his face. In that विभाजित करें, विभक्त करें second—my taste of eternity—it felt as though all the hurt in the world was mine to bear. The moment stretched forever, I was conscious of ever heartbeat that didn’t happen, while I waited for my dreams to shatter या come true. Then I blinked, and the rest of the tears came flooding down clearing off my eyes so I can see him. He is just staring and thinking. He doesn’t हटाइए and I don’t breathe. Then his gaze leaves the floor, and he is looking in my eyes again. For the सेकंड time in all the years that I’ve known him he touches my face and pulls me close, but his lips instead of meeting mine draw close to my ear, and in a chocked voice he whispers:
“I’m sorry.”
this is my first story that i made on here i'm still decideing if i want to make और of this book या not i am still decideing on a tittle name.please do not hesitate to criticize i need it.thank आप <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 I Taylor Ann Smith was not happy.I was very mad.How dare them! i thought angrily to myself.how dare them decide who i marry!.this all happened when i came down for breakfast."Good morning mother,good morning farther."i कहा happily.Mother was cooking eggs and टोस्ट while father was waiting."Hello darling"said Mother cheerfully as she sat a plate of eggs and टोस्ट in front of me."good morning taylor" farther answered. his plate."what's happening today?"i asked still eating."well.. mom started looked unconfertable...we decided who आप were to marry"."What!" i cried almost chocking on my food.