Nathen had went back to our house. I walked in and he was sitting there on the सोफ़ा, सोफे with his head in his hands. I went over there and sat अगला to him.
Nathen. What's wrong? I ask.
I'm not going to be a good dad. He told me.
Yes, आप will. I told him.
How do आप know? He कहा looking up at me. I can barely keep आप safe.
Nathen that wasn't your fault and the way आप always play with Renesme. She adores you. I said. If anything I worried.
Awe babe. आप will be fine. आप know आप will be great. He कहा to me.
I know but wonder if I don't hear them cry या know what's wrong with them when they are crying. I said.
Addi आप will be the best mother. He said.
आप will be the best father. आप can do everything with them. I said. आप can go hunting and do भेड़िया things with them and I won't be able to. I said.
I sat there for a मिनट and finally let it all soak in. I'm having a baby not just one but two of them. It was still quite early in the दिन so Nathen and I started making plans for the twins bedroom. We planned that we they get older they can have their own rooms but while they are शिशु they can sleep in a babybed in our room. We picked out paint for the rooms but we did t want to to buy it untill we knew the gender of the शिशु and then I thought about names. What could I name them? That would take some time to figure out. That night me and Nathen stated घर and watched tv and ate some super. Nathen had cooked him something but I just felt like toast. I fell asleep soon after रात का खाना अगला to Nathen.
The अगला morning I woke up before Nathen which usually never happens because I'm a night owl and not a mornig person and well he was both. I reached down to rub my stomach and noticed it had gotten larger. I mean like looking like I could pop! I stared at the size for quite some time until Nathen spoke to me.
Your going to be fine. He said.
I know I just can't believe it. I said.
He kissed me on चोटी, शीर्ष of the head and then got up and walked around to my side of the bed. He help me sit up and then I went and took a shower. It was weird seeing myself with a big stomach.I got dressed and noticed that none of my tops were going to fit so I grabed a कमीज, शर्ट from Nathens dresser. I looked like crap. Nathen carried me from our house to the house. When we got through the doors I thought Emmet's eyes were going to pop out of his head.
Emmet your eyes are going to pop out of your head. I told him.
Your going to pop soon. He कहा with him booming laughter.
Funny. I told him.
Carlisle walked down the stairs. Addi can I take an ultrasound of the babies? He ask.
Sure. I started walking over to the stairs and Nathen quickly grabbed me up gently and took me up stairs.
Thank आप honey but I can still walk. I said.
I know I just wanted to do that for you. He कहा giving me a kiss.
We walked into the room that Carlisle had set up like a doctor office would. He took a ultrasound of the शिशु and told me they were doing fine. He also told me that I was going to have a boy and girl.
How car along am I compared to a normal pregnancy? I ask.
If this was normal आप would have probably 5 weeks left. He told me.
Okay. Nathen what are we going to name them? I ask.
I don't know. He said.
We went back downstairs and Alice ask if I would like Togo shopping and I कहा I would प्यार too.
Nathen will आप come? I ask.
Sure why not. He said. Come in Jasper.
Coming he said.
Alice took me to her bedroom first to give me a कमीज, शर्ट that would actually look good on me.
Here आप can wear this. Alice कहा handing me a blue top.
Thanks. I told her.
We web downstairs and the boys were waiting for us in the car. We took some kind of SUV type of car and then we were off to a mall. Jasper and Nathen were sitting up front with Jasper driving and then me and Alice were in the back.
Nathen. What's wrong? I ask.
I'm not going to be a good dad. He told me.
Yes, आप will. I told him.
How do आप know? He कहा looking up at me. I can barely keep आप safe.
Nathen that wasn't your fault and the way आप always play with Renesme. She adores you. I said. If anything I worried.
Awe babe. आप will be fine. आप know आप will be great. He कहा to me.
I know but wonder if I don't hear them cry या know what's wrong with them when they are crying. I said.
Addi आप will be the best mother. He said.
आप will be the best father. आप can do everything with them. I said. आप can go hunting and do भेड़िया things with them and I won't be able to. I said.
I sat there for a मिनट and finally let it all soak in. I'm having a baby not just one but two of them. It was still quite early in the दिन so Nathen and I started making plans for the twins bedroom. We planned that we they get older they can have their own rooms but while they are शिशु they can sleep in a babybed in our room. We picked out paint for the rooms but we did t want to to buy it untill we knew the gender of the शिशु and then I thought about names. What could I name them? That would take some time to figure out. That night me and Nathen stated घर and watched tv and ate some super. Nathen had cooked him something but I just felt like toast. I fell asleep soon after रात का खाना अगला to Nathen.
The अगला morning I woke up before Nathen which usually never happens because I'm a night owl and not a mornig person and well he was both. I reached down to rub my stomach and noticed it had gotten larger. I mean like looking like I could pop! I stared at the size for quite some time until Nathen spoke to me.
Your going to be fine. He said.
I know I just can't believe it. I said.
He kissed me on चोटी, शीर्ष of the head and then got up and walked around to my side of the bed. He help me sit up and then I went and took a shower. It was weird seeing myself with a big stomach.I got dressed and noticed that none of my tops were going to fit so I grabed a कमीज, शर्ट from Nathens dresser. I looked like crap. Nathen carried me from our house to the house. When we got through the doors I thought Emmet's eyes were going to pop out of his head.
Emmet your eyes are going to pop out of your head. I told him.
Your going to pop soon. He कहा with him booming laughter.
Funny. I told him.
Carlisle walked down the stairs. Addi can I take an ultrasound of the babies? He ask.
Sure. I started walking over to the stairs and Nathen quickly grabbed me up gently and took me up stairs.
Thank आप honey but I can still walk. I said.
I know I just wanted to do that for you. He कहा giving me a kiss.
We walked into the room that Carlisle had set up like a doctor office would. He took a ultrasound of the शिशु and told me they were doing fine. He also told me that I was going to have a boy and girl.
How car along am I compared to a normal pregnancy? I ask.
If this was normal आप would have probably 5 weeks left. He told me.
Okay. Nathen what are we going to name them? I ask.
I don't know. He said.
We went back downstairs and Alice ask if I would like Togo shopping and I कहा I would प्यार too.
Nathen will आप come? I ask.
Sure why not. He said. Come in Jasper.
Coming he said.
Alice took me to her bedroom first to give me a कमीज, शर्ट that would actually look good on me.
Here आप can wear this. Alice कहा handing me a blue top.
Thanks. I told her.
We web downstairs and the boys were waiting for us in the car. We took some kind of SUV type of car and then we were off to a mall. Jasper and Nathen were sitting up front with Jasper driving and then me and Alice were in the back.
Edwards pov
"Bella family meeting " I कहा while eating my elk.
"okay i am ready are you?"
"yes "
So we so we started to run या race i would say to the family meeting . When we all got there and got seated the meeting started .
Carlise Pov
"thank आप guys for coming to the meeting , and sorry for interrupted your hunting time . But we have some important news " i said
" what is it Carlise " edward कहा very serious
"Well esmee and i have decied to leave are coven and come back in a साल या so okay and आप guys can leave if आप want to . But I am Going to start द्वारा asking rose and emmett . so what is your desion ."isaid "well rose and i have decideed to go away for a little while and come back when आप come back ,and we will not be enrolling in forks this year.." emment said
"okay alice ,jasper are आप leaving या staying" i कहा " well we are staying " alice chimed in.
"Bella family meeting " I कहा while eating my elk.
"okay i am ready are you?"
"yes "
So we so we started to run या race i would say to the family meeting . When we all got there and got seated the meeting started .
Carlise Pov
"thank आप guys for coming to the meeting , and sorry for interrupted your hunting time . But we have some important news " i said
" what is it Carlise " edward कहा very serious
"Well esmee and i have decied to leave are coven and come back in a साल या so okay and आप guys can leave if आप want to . But I am Going to start द्वारा asking rose and emmett . so what is your desion ."isaid "well rose and i have decideed to go away for a little while and come back when आप come back ,and we will not be enrolling in forks this year.." emment said
"okay alice ,jasper are आप leaving या staying" i कहा " well we are staying " alice chimed in.
हे ... This is my first fanfiction :D so if its not good just give me some constructive critism to make it better. Thanks (:
Preface.
The reason i left was to save my family. The one I cant live without. But i wish they were here. To hold my hand. Promise me everything will be ok. But i push that thought to the back of my mind when i hear the approaching footsteps. I stand there. Alone. Preparing myself for terror that i am about to face. If i could cry, tears would be running down my face. But when the hunters prepare to attack. I crouch forward, my lips pull back over my teeth. I let out a deep growl which was cut short. My head snapped up to the sound i heard behind me.
Preface.
The reason i left was to save my family. The one I cant live without. But i wish they were here. To hold my hand. Promise me everything will be ok. But i push that thought to the back of my mind when i hear the approaching footsteps. I stand there. Alone. Preparing myself for terror that i am about to face. If i could cry, tears would be running down my face. But when the hunters prepare to attack. I crouch forward, my lips pull back over my teeth. I let out a deep growl which was cut short. My head snapped up to the sound i heard behind me.
consider me warned i have been scorn to breach a life i envisioned for us
i will not mourn anymore. my दिल conflicting a war a rage inside i cant deny what आप have taken from me im in a blissful state of insanity i will not wake on my own i have लॉस्ट all my rights to humanity i am so torn.walking away as आप did i wasnt your equal i felt like a kid i wanted to die right there lay down my tears no longer did i care how could आप leave did आप not feel the pull.another of my delusions i am such a fool.why couldnt i be enough.i will always प्यार you
i will not mourn anymore. my दिल conflicting a war a rage inside i cant deny what आप have taken from me im in a blissful state of insanity i will not wake on my own i have लॉस्ट all my rights to humanity i am so torn.walking away as आप did i wasnt your equal i felt like a kid i wanted to die right there lay down my tears no longer did i care how could आप leave did आप not feel the pull.another of my delusions i am such a fool.why couldnt i be enough.i will always प्यार you
edwards pov
' rachell u look beautifull i कहा ' then she blushed ' i प्यार u' i कहा scared a little for her reaction she looked at me and कहा 'i प्यार आप two ' ' do u mind missing school today ' sure no prob ' what do u want to do edward ' well i wanna take u to this medow remeber how i कहा i needed to tell u somthing ' yes ' well it is time ' ok ' dont be scared ' ok ' do u trust me ' yes ' ok well lets go 5 मिनटों later we r here so i want u to close ur eyes and hop on my bac ok ' ok y ' ull see w.e and she climed on ur eyes closed yes y r u so cold ull figure it out ' ok ' then we were there and i took her off my back and कहा stand over there ok she said.
' rachell u look beautifull i कहा ' then she blushed ' i प्यार u' i कहा scared a little for her reaction she looked at me and कहा 'i प्यार आप two ' ' do u mind missing school today ' sure no prob ' what do u want to do edward ' well i wanna take u to this medow remeber how i कहा i needed to tell u somthing ' yes ' well it is time ' ok ' dont be scared ' ok ' do u trust me ' yes ' ok well lets go 5 मिनटों later we r here so i want u to close ur eyes and hop on my bac ok ' ok y ' ull see w.e and she climed on ur eyes closed yes y r u so cold ull figure it out ' ok ' then we were there and i took her off my back and कहा stand over there ok she said.