Nathen had went back to our house. I walked in and he was sitting there on the सोफ़ा, सोफे with his head in his hands. I went over there and sat अगला to him.
Nathen. What's wrong? I ask.
I'm not going to be a good dad. He told me.
Yes, आप will. I told him.
How do आप know? He कहा looking up at me. I can barely keep आप safe.
Nathen that wasn't your fault and the way आप always play with Renesme. She adores you. I said. If anything I worried.
Awe babe. आप will be fine. आप know आप will be great. He कहा to me.
I know but wonder if I don't hear them cry या know what's wrong with them when they are crying. I said.
Addi आप will be the best mother. He said.
आप will be the best father. आप can do everything with them. I said. आप can go hunting and do भेड़िया things with them and I won't be able to. I said.
I sat there for a मिनट and finally let it all soak in. I'm having a baby not just one but two of them. It was still quite early in the दिन so Nathen and I started making plans for the twins bedroom. We planned that we they get older they can have their own rooms but while they are शिशु they can sleep in a babybed in our room. We picked out paint for the rooms but we did t want to to buy it untill we knew the gender of the शिशु and then I thought about names. What could I name them? That would take some time to figure out. That night me and Nathen stated घर and watched tv and ate some super. Nathen had cooked him something but I just felt like toast. I fell asleep soon after रात का खाना अगला to Nathen.
The अगला morning I woke up before Nathen which usually never happens because I'm a night owl and not a mornig person and well he was both. I reached down to rub my stomach and noticed it had gotten larger. I mean like looking like I could pop! I stared at the size for quite some time until Nathen spoke to me.
Your going to be fine. He said.
I know I just can't believe it. I said.
He kissed me on चोटी, शीर्ष of the head and then got up and walked around to my side of the bed. He help me sit up and then I went and took a shower. It was weird seeing myself with a big stomach.I got dressed and noticed that none of my tops were going to fit so I grabed a कमीज, शर्ट from Nathens dresser. I looked like crap. Nathen carried me from our house to the house. When we got through the doors I thought Emmet's eyes were going to pop out of his head.
Emmet your eyes are going to pop out of your head. I told him.
Your going to pop soon. He कहा with him booming laughter.
Funny. I told him.
Carlisle walked down the stairs. Addi can I take an ultrasound of the babies? He ask.
Sure. I started walking over to the stairs and Nathen quickly grabbed me up gently and took me up stairs.
Thank आप honey but I can still walk. I said.
I know I just wanted to do that for you. He कहा giving me a kiss.
We walked into the room that Carlisle had set up like a doctor office would. He took a ultrasound of the शिशु and told me they were doing fine. He also told me that I was going to have a boy and girl.
How car along am I compared to a normal pregnancy? I ask.
If this was normal आप would have probably 5 weeks left. He told me.
Okay. Nathen what are we going to name them? I ask.
I don't know. He said.
We went back downstairs and Alice ask if I would like Togo shopping and I कहा I would प्यार too.
Nathen will आप come? I ask.
Sure why not. He said. Come in Jasper.
Coming he said.
Alice took me to her bedroom first to give me a कमीज, शर्ट that would actually look good on me.
Here आप can wear this. Alice कहा handing me a blue top.
Thanks. I told her.
We web downstairs and the boys were waiting for us in the car. We took some kind of SUV type of car and then we were off to a mall. Jasper and Nathen were sitting up front with Jasper driving and then me and Alice were in the back.
Nathen. What's wrong? I ask.
I'm not going to be a good dad. He told me.
Yes, आप will. I told him.
How do आप know? He कहा looking up at me. I can barely keep आप safe.
Nathen that wasn't your fault and the way आप always play with Renesme. She adores you. I said. If anything I worried.
Awe babe. आप will be fine. आप know आप will be great. He कहा to me.
I know but wonder if I don't hear them cry या know what's wrong with them when they are crying. I said.
Addi आप will be the best mother. He said.
आप will be the best father. आप can do everything with them. I said. आप can go hunting and do भेड़िया things with them and I won't be able to. I said.
I sat there for a मिनट and finally let it all soak in. I'm having a baby not just one but two of them. It was still quite early in the दिन so Nathen and I started making plans for the twins bedroom. We planned that we they get older they can have their own rooms but while they are शिशु they can sleep in a babybed in our room. We picked out paint for the rooms but we did t want to to buy it untill we knew the gender of the शिशु and then I thought about names. What could I name them? That would take some time to figure out. That night me and Nathen stated घर and watched tv and ate some super. Nathen had cooked him something but I just felt like toast. I fell asleep soon after रात का खाना अगला to Nathen.
The अगला morning I woke up before Nathen which usually never happens because I'm a night owl and not a mornig person and well he was both. I reached down to rub my stomach and noticed it had gotten larger. I mean like looking like I could pop! I stared at the size for quite some time until Nathen spoke to me.
Your going to be fine. He said.
I know I just can't believe it. I said.
He kissed me on चोटी, शीर्ष of the head and then got up and walked around to my side of the bed. He help me sit up and then I went and took a shower. It was weird seeing myself with a big stomach.I got dressed and noticed that none of my tops were going to fit so I grabed a कमीज, शर्ट from Nathens dresser. I looked like crap. Nathen carried me from our house to the house. When we got through the doors I thought Emmet's eyes were going to pop out of his head.
Emmet your eyes are going to pop out of your head. I told him.
Your going to pop soon. He कहा with him booming laughter.
Funny. I told him.
Carlisle walked down the stairs. Addi can I take an ultrasound of the babies? He ask.
Sure. I started walking over to the stairs and Nathen quickly grabbed me up gently and took me up stairs.
Thank आप honey but I can still walk. I said.
I know I just wanted to do that for you. He कहा giving me a kiss.
We walked into the room that Carlisle had set up like a doctor office would. He took a ultrasound of the शिशु and told me they were doing fine. He also told me that I was going to have a boy and girl.
How car along am I compared to a normal pregnancy? I ask.
If this was normal आप would have probably 5 weeks left. He told me.
Okay. Nathen what are we going to name them? I ask.
I don't know. He said.
We went back downstairs and Alice ask if I would like Togo shopping and I कहा I would प्यार too.
Nathen will आप come? I ask.
Sure why not. He said. Come in Jasper.
Coming he said.
Alice took me to her bedroom first to give me a कमीज, शर्ट that would actually look good on me.
Here आप can wear this. Alice कहा handing me a blue top.
Thanks. I told her.
We web downstairs and the boys were waiting for us in the car. We took some kind of SUV type of car and then we were off to a mall. Jasper and Nathen were sitting up front with Jasper driving and then me and Alice were in the back.
Preface
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the दिल which will stop beating soon, the दिल which was the reason for me to live, the दिल which she had दिया to me to keep सुरक्षित just like how I had दिया her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the दिल which will stop beating soon, the दिल which was the reason for me to live, the दिल which she had दिया to me to keep सुरक्षित just like how I had दिया her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
Okay so I was just looking through my pictures, and I found this:
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what आप think- does it help at all??
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what आप think- does it help at all??
Okay so here's a little game that I found. Just like the real bingo, but for when आप say one of the टिप्पणियाँ -and you've probably कहा one of the टिप्पणियाँ और then once lol.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure आप can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so लोकप्रिय if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my फ्रेंड्स just don't understand lol). How many do आप think आप can fill, टिप्पणी दे below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what आप think please.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure आप can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so लोकप्रिय if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my फ्रेंड्स just don't understand lol). How many do आप think आप can fill, टिप्पणी दे below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what आप think please.
So these are, द्वारा far, my प्रिय कोट्स from the first 3 books. (I haven't read breaking dawn yet :P)
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I प्यार you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I प्यार you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD