Now, I'm pretty sure all आप guys think of me as a fun, lovable, and hyper person. I can see why आप think that. I play and joke around like everything is alright. Well... The truth is....I'm not who आप think I am.
The truth is, I hide my emotions from the world. No one knows who the real "me". I hide myself, द्वारा being, kind, fun, weird, wacky, but I'm nothing like that. I feel as if everyone hates me. I feel alone...like no one cares. I act annoying, and obnoxious just so I can get attention.
As a kid, my parents never liked me. My father always कहा he hated me. He called me worthless, stupid....
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