The moment आप took your life
I felt mine ended too.
If I could only turn back time
there’s so much I would undo.

I didn’t see the warning signs.
आप held them deep inside.
Struggles आप were going through
आप did so well to hide.

I’m left with guilt and sorrow,
and confusion as to why
आप didn’t tell me of your pain
and felt आप had to die.

The Sadness of the sight was just to much to bare
And now its me lying here
Cold,Crimson and Dead

आप will never know how I feel inside,
The pain that still resides,
Happiness was once in my life,
Those days have long since ceased.