I never thought i would end up like this.Alone dying and not being able to care for my brother.Running away from gaurds into the alley या our so called home.We never left the city border but my brother dreams of it when he grows up so he can care for me."Brother it's ok"I कहा giving him half of the warm soft loaf of bread.My brothers hand shook while he reachout ands grabbed the रोटी and slowly nibbled every last piece of it.As he and i listed the reasons why would should go to heaven and so far we came up with one reason hat both of us were suffering with."Dear god keep us alive for at least another दिन and we promise to be good children"My brother prayed."Okay Adam let's go"I कहा standing on my blood covered knees."Kathrin will god let us go to heven,i mean we've been bad kids"Adam said.My brother and i were twins both thirteen but Adam didn't know how to care for me and still had a little kid mind still in him like the cowardly lion.My brother was no coward but he was afraid of being alone.I ran away at the age of nine and mey brother stayed and when i tried to come घर my brother wouldn't leave.And yet he doesn't think that HE left."Kathrin"Yelled my little brother.His heavy breathing and panting scared me.Was he running to me या away from somthing.My plan as that he running to me."Adam where are you"I yelled out."Get out alive"A scratchy voice yelled out.I Relly bright light lit up the whole alley i saw my brother on the ground his eyes blood shot red and he was scared to death.He told himself he wasn't scared and i held onto him and felp his दिल beat.Thump thump thump thump and wouldn't slow down and i knew i had to calm him down so i sang a luliby."Don't be scared little one for i shall never leaver you"I sang out"Never forget my beatring दिल for it shall guide आप home."Adam soon fell asleep and so did i.But while trying to sleep i heard a breath and a voice."Over here son"Said a loud but calming voice.Footsteps boomed and echoed donw the long alley.A flashlight shone and two people saw me and my brother who was still lazily sleeping द्वारा me side.The younger boy looked like he was my age या at least fourteen and a half."What do we do with em"The boy कहा pulling out a small hand gun.I cringed at the sight of it."Jamie put your gun away"ordered the man.Adam woke up but his eyes closed cuz the light hurt them."Kristen what do they want"Adam कहा with his fingernails digging into my skin.I maoned and Jamie sat stood on his knees and looked at all of our cut bruises and scraps and he told us that we had to come with him."How can we trust आप and why should we trust you"My brother and i कहा in unsion.Jamie smirked and stood up tall and fearless he walked down the long alley and punched th wall.He cursed under his breath and i knew it.I let go and stood up and walked over to Jamie.I smiled and held out my hand.Jamie looked at my hand and then at me like i was crazy and at that point i probably was."You little bastard"Jamie कहा with his hands in his pockets.My eyes widened my hand fell and tears ran down my face."You want to get on my good कहा so आप can take my over"Jamie said."Y-You idiot that's not at all i was trying to do.Jamie punched the दीवार again but he ran back and ran towards the दीवार stepped on the edge and flipped over."I got और skill than आप have आप dying disease"Jamie said.Tears ran down my face but then my vision got blurry and i fell to the ground."Kristen"ADam yelled at the चोटी, शीर्ष of his lungs.Jamie dropped to his knees."I didn't say die आप idiot"Jamie said.I woke up in a hospital बिस्तर with wire taped to me and people with needles poking with them.I couldn't feel hear या smell any thing.My hands were numb and my throut was dry.Jamie walked in with a leather जैकेट on with a white कमीज, शर्ट on and his only change of pants on while he was chewing gum."Hey disease your doing better"Jamie कहा beside my bed.I closed my eyes and opened them again."Why do आप hate me"I asked him."He doesn't hate आप sis he was the one that carried आप the five miles to the hospital"Adam कहा in the same clothes as Jamie and for once he didn't act like scared Adam he was actully brave.My दिल beat in side my lifeless body and i felt like Jamie actully cared.Adam and Jamie held one of my hand."Oh and Jame please don't call me diseas any more"I asked.Jamie rolled his eyes but he still nodded.
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First ch. a lil long but i think it's awsome.