THIS CANT BE HAPPENING TO ME ITS TOO EARLY THEIRS SO MUCH WE DIDNT GET TO DO या SEE या या I J-JUST CANT HANDLE THIS!!!! I कहा as I punched rocs chest
Me:Roc please tell me this is a bad dream please please please please please please I कहा as I cried my eyes out
Roc:LEAH LEAH LEAH LEAH wake up Your having a nightmare
I opened my eyes and found myself in rocs arms ,still crying "Why has this happened to me" I hate this I hate it I hate it!"
I got up and ran to the bathroom and grabbed a razor I cut and cut and cut my arms until my wrists were covered in bright red blood
Me:Why did he have to die Roc why?
Roc:Who? Who died?
Me:Princeton he just died yesterday at the hospital remember he got fucking shot द्वारा fucking aiden!!"
Roc: Leah. ..babe aidens in prison and Princeton's not dead hes at his cousin's house"
Me:What!?
Roc:Leah आप had a nightmare it wasnt true,I had to wake आप up before आप screamed any louder
your sleep
Me:Y-you -mean- Princeton's Princeton's alive
Roc: Wow आप really had a bad Nightmare didnt you
I nodded my head and put my head in his chest "Im really sorry roc I dont know whats happening to me roc, I just cant think straight anymore"
Roc: it's ok as long as your ok
Me:I was really scared I thought he was dead, and I kept taking my anger out on आप
Roc: Come downstairs ive got a suprise for you!
Me:Roc im not really in the mood right now
Roc:Trust me you'll प्यार this one
Me:Roc promise me आप won't tell anyone about this
Roc:That might be hard cos im pretty sure आप screaming woke the whole neighborhood" He कहा as he giggled and wiped the tears from my face
Me:Thank you!
Roc:What for?
Me:For everything your always their when I need आप and your just amazing , I mean even when I take all my anger out on you, And I do that alot, आप still stick with me,thank आप so much
Roc: Cmon lets go downstairs
He grabbed my hand and pulled me up from the cold, Bloody bathroom floor,He told me to close my eyes,So I did what I was told
Roc: 3-2-1 open your eyes
Me:No way O my god! A puppy, I have always wanted a कुत्ते का बच्चा, पिल्ला but my mum कहा its too much cleaning up after and a waste of money!
I ran up to the कुत्ते का बच्चा, पिल्ला and gave it a huge hug
Roc:So what do आप think? Do आप like? I thought आप needed some cheering up
Me:"Roc I प्यार it, Your the best" I कहा running into his arms and giving him a huge hug "I प्यार आप Roc"
Roc: I don't think Princeton would approve of आप saying that
I giggled and pulled back "you know what I mean" I कहा as I looked down to the ground
Me:Im so sorry I just got blood on आप shirt
Roc: I really don't care, I just (GCO because आप start crying)
Me: Roc im scared I cant take care of this baby on my own
Roc:Your not alone आप have me, Princeton,ray,Josh, all आप friends, Your family
Me:Ha what family, My mum and dad never come घर cos their always travelling and Princeton is mad at me and just left
Roc: Princeton is not mad at आप he just needs some time to get his head around everything, just give him some Time
Me: He should be mad at me, This isn't even his baby roc
Roc: Calm down Leah things will happen how they happen, Everything happens for a reason
I walked over to the सोफ़ा, सोफे and played with the puppy
Me: whats its name?
Roc:Her name is whatever आप want
Me:Ill name her truffles
Roc:O Cmon thats so common
Me:I know but ive planned this to be her name since I was 4 im not changing it now
Roc: ok ok
Very sorry about making आप guys cry in the last chapter but at least it was only a dream and dnt u think roc is just soooooooo sweet and sorry for not publishing in a while ive been pretty busy but im back
Luv u guys and wait for it #Staymindless :-P
Me:Roc please tell me this is a bad dream please please please please please please I कहा as I cried my eyes out
Roc:LEAH LEAH LEAH LEAH wake up Your having a nightmare
I opened my eyes and found myself in rocs arms ,still crying "Why has this happened to me" I hate this I hate it I hate it!"
I got up and ran to the bathroom and grabbed a razor I cut and cut and cut my arms until my wrists were covered in bright red blood
Me:Why did he have to die Roc why?
Roc:Who? Who died?
Me:Princeton he just died yesterday at the hospital remember he got fucking shot द्वारा fucking aiden!!"
Roc: Leah. ..babe aidens in prison and Princeton's not dead hes at his cousin's house"
Me:What!?
Roc:Leah आप had a nightmare it wasnt true,I had to wake आप up before आप screamed any louder
your sleep
Me:Y-you -mean- Princeton's Princeton's alive
Roc: Wow आप really had a bad Nightmare didnt you
I nodded my head and put my head in his chest "Im really sorry roc I dont know whats happening to me roc, I just cant think straight anymore"
Roc: it's ok as long as your ok
Me:I was really scared I thought he was dead, and I kept taking my anger out on आप
Roc: Come downstairs ive got a suprise for you!
Me:Roc im not really in the mood right now
Roc:Trust me you'll प्यार this one
Me:Roc promise me आप won't tell anyone about this
Roc:That might be hard cos im pretty sure आप screaming woke the whole neighborhood" He कहा as he giggled and wiped the tears from my face
Me:Thank you!
Roc:What for?
Me:For everything your always their when I need आप and your just amazing , I mean even when I take all my anger out on you, And I do that alot, आप still stick with me,thank आप so much
Roc: Cmon lets go downstairs
He grabbed my hand and pulled me up from the cold, Bloody bathroom floor,He told me to close my eyes,So I did what I was told
Roc: 3-2-1 open your eyes
Me:No way O my god! A puppy, I have always wanted a कुत्ते का बच्चा, पिल्ला but my mum कहा its too much cleaning up after and a waste of money!
I ran up to the कुत्ते का बच्चा, पिल्ला and gave it a huge hug
Roc:So what do आप think? Do आप like? I thought आप needed some cheering up
Me:"Roc I प्यार it, Your the best" I कहा running into his arms and giving him a huge hug "I प्यार आप Roc"
Roc: I don't think Princeton would approve of आप saying that
I giggled and pulled back "you know what I mean" I कहा as I looked down to the ground
Me:Im so sorry I just got blood on आप shirt
Roc: I really don't care, I just (GCO because आप start crying)
Me: Roc im scared I cant take care of this baby on my own
Roc:Your not alone आप have me, Princeton,ray,Josh, all आप friends, Your family
Me:Ha what family, My mum and dad never come घर cos their always travelling and Princeton is mad at me and just left
Roc: Princeton is not mad at आप he just needs some time to get his head around everything, just give him some Time
Me: He should be mad at me, This isn't even his baby roc
Roc: Calm down Leah things will happen how they happen, Everything happens for a reason
I walked over to the सोफ़ा, सोफे and played with the puppy
Me: whats its name?
Roc:Her name is whatever आप want
Me:Ill name her truffles
Roc:O Cmon thats so common
Me:I know but ive planned this to be her name since I was 4 im not changing it now
Roc: ok ok
Very sorry about making आप guys cry in the last chapter but at least it was only a dream and dnt u think roc is just soooooooo sweet and sorry for not publishing in a while ive been pretty busy but im back
Luv u guys and wait for it #Staymindless :-P
प्रशंसकों have one meaning of the word mindless
And MB has a different meaning
Fans:if ur a big प्रशंसक of mindless behavior youre mindless-true
Princeton:if ur smart and confident ur mindless-also true
But the प्रशंसकों keep asking सवालों and saying if u get this wrong ur not mindless
Mindless behavior clearly कहा that anyone could be mindless
If youre smart,confident and not afraid to express yourself ur mindless
So girls just because आप know about mindless behavior और than somebody who claims themself mindless think before u tell them theyre not really mindless
Heres my definition of mindless:
-if youre smart youre mindless
-if आप प्यार mindless behavior youre mindless
-if आप dont care what people think about आप youre mindless
-if youre confident your mindless
P.S this was my opinion and people who dont agree it was all me no one else
#StayMindless
Peace-Abigyal
And MB has a different meaning
Fans:if ur a big प्रशंसक of mindless behavior youre mindless-true
Princeton:if ur smart and confident ur mindless-also true
But the प्रशंसकों keep asking सवालों and saying if u get this wrong ur not mindless
Mindless behavior clearly कहा that anyone could be mindless
If youre smart,confident and not afraid to express yourself ur mindless
So girls just because आप know about mindless behavior और than somebody who claims themself mindless think before u tell them theyre not really mindless
Heres my definition of mindless:
-if youre smart youre mindless
-if आप प्यार mindless behavior youre mindless
-if आप dont care what people think about आप youre mindless
-if youre confident your mindless
P.S this was my opinion and people who dont agree it was all me no one else
#StayMindless
Peace-Abigyal