I looked through my bag again and found a pen and paper, I then started to write my letter

Dear whoever reads this
Firstly alisha आप have been the bestest friend a girl could ever have and I प्यार आप with all my heart, we have been फ्रेंड्स for like ever and now it's my time to go, thank आप for always pushing me towards my dreams and because of आप I found the प्यार of my life लोल during camping
Lakinda I know we haven't known eachother for very long but your already a great friend and I do hope आप and रे रे stay together forever because आप truly are destined to be together

रे रे we have had our ups and downs but through all of that आप have the most beautiful दिल and आप have a beautiful girlfriend to share it with so keep hold of her she's a keeper
Autumn: I've known आप since the beggining of school and we became the greastest of फ्रेंड्स द्वारा just sharing jokes with eachother, im really sorry for blaming prodigy for all of this and I really hope आप have forgiven me

Prodigy Im sorry for blaming आप for all of this I just needed to take it out on someone and आप were easiest to tackle, im really sorry for hurting आप and I really hope आप and autumn stay together and don't fight

Roc आप have been the most sweet,kind sharing and helpful to me when I needed a shoulder to cry on या someone to talk to and I प्यार आप so much या that, please don't ever change, I wish I could say goodbye properly but I have to go
PRINCETON I प्यार आप so much I can't even describe it everytime आप talk i shiver, Everytime आप say my name I feel like the most special girl in the world, when आप hug me या even touch me I end up staring straight into your georgous brown eyes and I feel like im melting
we've been through so much during this realtionship and alot of the times आप end up getting hurt and I can't see आप getting hurt all the time because of me So I hope आप know why im doing this, I hope आप forgive me and know that im doing this for आप so आप can have a better life I प्यार आप my little afro puff get well soon baby

I प्यार all of आप with all my दिल and please forgive me for what im about to do
My life hasn't been going very well latley and I don't know what to do anymore so please forgive me and if आप dont mind me asking please dont forget me

प्यार from leah(signed with a heart)


I finished लेखन my letter, I looked back over it and it was all smudged because of my tears and it had a little blood on it from the cuts and it was very messy because I was scared, cold and I was still shaking really bad
I went into my bag and I got out the चाकू I brought from घर "I knew this would be useful"
I lifted the चाकू and put it straight to my chest "Please god don't let this be to painful, Goodbye world, I प्यार you"
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