I see you.
I feel you.
I reach to you.
आप are not there.
My hand goes right through you.
I must be a ghost.
I whatch you.
I need you.
आप are a life time away.
I am just a ghost.
I call to you.
आप turn.
आप look right at me.
God do आप see me?
No आप dont.
आप look right threw me.
आप turn and walk away.
I am left alone.
In darkness.
I am just a ghost.
I have लॉस्ट you.
I whatch आप walk away.
I feel the pain.
WAIT!
I cant feel.
For the dead doesnt feel pain like this.
I run to you.
"I am here!" I scream!
आप look right pass me.
I am not dead.
Nor am I alive.
The dead I am is much और painful.
I am dieing form a beoken heart.
A लॉस्ट प्यार I can never get back.
Now I know.
I am just a ghost.
Waiting to expire.

Crying tears of blood.
Becuase my hear has burst.
Dieing inside becuase theres no way out.
The pain from being alone is to much to bare.
The only relife.
Is to hear आप voise.
Feel your touch.
प्यार and be loved द्वारा you.
The razor blade is a comfert.
Feeling the blood drip to the floor.
Seeing it.
Hearing it.
Smelling it.
It makes me smile.
प्यार is always the best cure.
To me loved.
I am scared of dieing in Hell.
But it never ends.
Just know I प्यार you.
I miss you.
For I am always with you.
Waiting for you.
My only love.

When your minds are
upset
and so many thoughts
circling around
your head,
आप try to make
this right,
to find the best way
so आप could feel better,
so आप could be free.

Pain will never
go away,
it always stays
to remember you
that life is not a dream,
life is unpredictable.

Endless questions,
so many "Why",
but the answer
we will
never find!
The strength within
will not let us crack,
life is unpredictable,
who's to say?

Today you're happy,
and yet
despair waits
stealthily
to engulf you.
But,
आप need to be prepared.

Not only bad things
happen to bad people.
Unfortunately,
so many pure,
honored hearts
have been broken for
so many times,
in so many pieces,
and yet
they live,
they live with
their agony,
they live with
their groan,
but they live,
tho their eyes are
always sad,
their hearts are
still softly.

Therefore
they know...
Therefore
they are...

The brightest star
that shines
in the dark,
that spark of hope
for all of us
who deserve better.

eveyday I walk lonely
through that way
I don't wanna go
I wanna back
I don't wanna stay In that way
I need something To
keep My दिल strong
and to correct My wrong
I don't know What to I belong
But I खोजिए for it for time
I don't know how long
I need something to never let me cry या
to let my tears dry
I need some thing
That's Inside your and my heart
To let my soul fly
up so high Into the sky
It's always needed to heal your heart
from this killing hurt
To light your and my way
when the darkness has to stay
through our way
Did आप know What it is?
that when everyone want to go away
backs them to stay everyday ,
It's the प्यार
That warms your दिल inside
and makes आप pride!!!!

Look through the window
and tell me what आप see.
Everything lives,
everything blossoms,
it's only you
in your autumn.

Your soul is seeking
for something that
is left a long time ago.
Something to cherish,
something to be attached to.

Why did the beast within
wake up suddenly?
Who called the restlessness?

Who shall win?
Will the autumn itself leave?
Nobody knows,
nobody cares
but you!

It's आप trapped within,
your mind gives आप nothing
but और anxiety.
Peace is the place
आप seek within your heart,
trying to find consolation.

Why you?
Why is this happening
to you?
Will the peace find you
one और time,
या you're the one
who should find peace
within?

When everything is black
in your heart,
आप beg the darkness
to leave आप be,
but the darkness
is not coming
where the joy
glows,
no,it's not coming
where the hope
still holds on.

ok just want आप to know that I just started लेखन poems so if they aren't good srry.
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Blue
its the color of sadness
the color that reminds me all about you
I know आप will never प्यार me the was I प्यार you
but how can i survive without my color blue?



What makes क्रिस्मस bells ring?
What makes birds chirp in the spring?
What makes kids laugh and have fun?
What scares the deer to make it run?
All of these things are hard to explain
like answering why it has to rain
या answering why प्यार is so दिल breaking
even though at first its so breath taking
We cannot keep someone forever
but why do they have to change just like the weather?

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Hope आप liked them!

for those of आप that dont know what lore means it mens mtyhs of folk tales kinda. i know it seems a bit old a chessy but just go with it x.x i wanted something like that D:<

a moonlight beam may often seem, a plain and tranquil thing.

but when moonlight snares upon a yonder shore. it seems to resemble scene straight from a book of lore.

yes,yes,oh yes indeed.
a scene with प्यार and many marvelous things

what every human being desires.
a प्यार at घर to start there fire, and gaze out upon that yonder shore

with a happily ever after straight from lore....

i usually write लेखाए on all my क्लब्स so i will probably write one soon on here probably about Edgar allen poe या Shakespeare ect. but for now i have a few poems i wanna post. i write lots of लेखाए about pretty much every club im in. if there is an artical आप want wrote just टिप्पणी दे and ask me to.


His smile makes me
tingle, my vision starts to mingle.
I gotta close my eyes cuz he gives me
butterflys.

my knees start to shake as he leaves me in his wake
butterflys,shivers,chills
he is one of my lifes greatest trills

romeo romeo i wanna be your juliet
tho i cant confess that yet

I must be pretending,
I must be dreaming,
I saw him bleed,
I heard him breathe,
We all live,
We all die,
But that doesn’t justify,
It’s not the same,
It’s not so different,
It must be a dream,
It’s only in my mind,
Leave it all behind,
But then he dies.

I fear him,
But I प्यार him,
I hate to see that die,
I can’t say goodbye,
I must be dreaming,
I tell myself it’s not real,
But I don’t believe,
Because I know what आप did,
आप took his life.

Pleasant Death

(I know I seem to write short poems..>_<)

My death is approaching, how long will it be 'til the एंजल of death takes me?

Is there a heaven या hell?
To me it is neither only the cosmos will tell

Will my soul leave this body in खोजिए for peace या will I return to this world to haunt या live once again?

I have lived many years but I have a hundred pasts..I feel I am at peace for once

My soul is now free...no longer am I in the physical world

As I ascend to the heavens that watch over आप
I feel my time on Earth is complete and I shall rest in forever peace in starlight

A poisoned mind,
tainted with what आप see,
what आप feel.

Silence burns inside,
thoughts are constant
and kept inside,
so far from others,
disturbing for you...

You're on your own,
nobody will see
who आप really are,
nobody will dare to
try!

Stop talking,
stop apologizing,
fight for your peace
of mind,
scream for your
desires!

Fight back,
fight not,
take a stand,
या not.
आप know who आप are,
stop apologizing
to the world,
that burden is
आप yourself.

The justice
has never been found,
look at yourself,
nobody else is there
to cry.

Knowing who आप are
is who you're never
going to be,
fight back,
fight not,
take a stand,
या not.

So far away
And yet so close
We change each others ways
We make each other smile
We make each other cry
This is our प्यार

We cannot hold each others hand
We cannot touch each others skin
We cannot feel each others warth
This is our प्यार

I reach for your hand but it isnt there
I stretch my arms out to hug आप but there is no embrace
I look for your face but see only thin air
This is our प्यार

I think about आप at night
आप give words to soothe me
But its no enough
This is our प्यार

I long to hear your voice
To see आप face to face
For all this to be clear in front of me and yet it cant
This is our प्यार

pain sadness प्यार happyness tears laughter joy despair
This is our प्यार

Watching waiting longing listening comforting
This is our प्यार

आप and me
This is our प्यार