As I slip onto unconsciousness
My mind never sleeps
My eyes twitch, indicating dreaming

Odd dreaming
I feel dead inside
As I feel like I'm dying in my sleep

Aching muscles try to awaken me
I try kicking and screaming
My neck cannot turn या move

I feel trapped
It's almost like I'm in a coma
I cannot awaken

Somebody please!
Please!
Awaken me from this nightmare!
I truly think my dreams are trying to kill me!

Where's the morning light?
The light that wakens me
The dawn's light peaking over the horizon
It's not there for me

The mind is a place to escape from harsh reality
Yet it can be awfully deadly
So I hope आप try to awaken yourself
When your body feels heavy and sleepy

When आप sleep आप can be in peace
Sometimes I am
Sometimes I'm not

Forever old
I want to be forever old
I already lived
And I am waiting every day
To die
I have arthritis in my whole body
I also feel lots of pain
I can't no longer walk
I am wheelchair bound
I can no longer feed myself
I have a
Personal support worker
Who gives me my shower
And also changes my diaper
Full of poo
Because I doo poo
In my diaper
Also he dresses me in
My pajamas
Now he is going to feed my breakfast
That he made for me
I look आगे to my breakfast
It is always very tasty

I can't believe
That u're gone.
I can't believe
U've moved on.

आप कहा I'm
The only one,
But now
She's the 1.

U कहा u प्यार me,
U wanted to marry me.
But now u're gone
U've moved on.

How do u expect me
To हटाइए on without u.
U're my sunshine
My only smile,
But now u're gone
U've carried on.
Without me.

U've closed the door,
U broke my heart
Into pieces no 1 can fix.
Please come back
And be mine forever.
Please fix my heart
So I can be free.
There's someone out there
Who'll want me soon.

But I'll run back only to find
U don't want me
U've moved on without me.

I want to hear u say
U प्यार me again
So I won't be scared
Like I'm right now.

Please turn around
I'm waiting behind u
For u to come back
And be mine again.

Poem About Criss Angel:

Your illusions make me nervous sometimes
Dangerous emotions in your soul
आप always push the envelope
Very dangerous and attractive
आप have never scared me
Wee little girls scream in fear when आप remove quarters from your arm using a knife, या cutting yourself in half
I don't scream
I marvel in the beauty
I know आप will survive
I can tell in your hypnotizing amber eyes
Beautiful inside and out
Children look up to you
You're generosity towards the less fortunate are so sweet
Your imagination is wild and amazing
आप amaze me
I hate that others can't see
What a great person आप really are
I know how आप feel
I am too very dark and mysterious
So everyday I feel ब्रेव and creative
Because आप inspire me

Why can't the world become a fairytale book?
It wouldn't be as mean
But it may be much और green
ड्रॅगन्स that can be your pet
Princesses with hair for rope climbing
Pumpkins that can turn into horse carriages
And बिल्ली that wear boots and fight mice.
The people in reality aren't always very nice
But even the ogres and giants can say hello and give आप nice things
Princesses aren't snobby क्वीन bees at school
Princes aren't egomaniacs
And money is in gold, silver, या copper या even magic beans!
Hens lay golden eggs
Poverty can end in five seconds
आप can get your own fairy and wish for whatever आप want
And have your any desires
But I guess this is all in the mind
But the world can be kind at times
It isn't always bad and cruel
But imagination makes it go around.

Her world is black,
she knows not how to win,
her parents play favorites,
and she is so scared,

help her out,
of the dark, dark forest,
to see the light,
to find her way,

save a life,
is what she wears on her wrist,

she is so sad,
and all she has is me,

how can I help,
how can I help her in her time of need,
how can I make a difference in her life,
how can I help,

She is so sad,
but what can I do,
how can I help,

her world is so dark,
she is in so much pain,
and what can I do,

She needs my help,
she needs to know she is safe,
she is loved,
she is important,

She needs my help,
but what can I do?

Like real people do
They go early to bed
Every single night
So they can get a good
Night sleep
Like real people do
Every night before they sleep
They say a little prayer
To their Father
Like real people do
They work on a pollinator garden
Planting new plants that
Will grow in the pollinator garden
Also the bees will collect the nectar of the
Plants to make honey
Like real people do
They like to eat French toast
With honey for breakfast
It is their favorite
After breakfast they go for their walks
On the park
And while they are walking
They are listening to the birds
गाना their tune

When I think of आप
A tear falls and I start to cry
And brings me to sleep like a childs lullaby
When I see आप
I have to look away
And pray that my hurt can come another day
So I can feel better
When I hear your voice
I have to tune it out not that I have a choice
We may like each other
But if we come together and start
We would burn our soles and fall apart
Your like आग and I'm like ice
When we touch we hurt each other
We will never be able to be together
And for now all I can do is wish

dear herat please come back
to your प्यार who is still waiting
who still has hope in दिल
tears in eyes but smile on lips
people ask why do i smile?
but do i need a reason?
now my tounge forgot all taste except salty
taste of nasty salty yet delicious tears
with all my tears
i sollowed all my glooms
but come back i need you
can आप crush your feelings, my feelings, our feelings?
i was your crush can आप crush me now?
night and days are one for me
all time i spend in waiting for you, tears shed along
come back let single one remain in my eyes
i plead आप to come back
with all my प्यार and......what was it??
yeah that of my SMILE