has been labeled द्वारा darkness.
Your birth is your death.
आप have died a thousand times
in your heart,
death shines in your eyes,
following आप like a limpet.
You've died,
though आप still breathe,
but life is just a shadow
of your past,
आप don't see the life.
Your road is spiny,
hope is smothered and distant
to your sight.
You're on the road,
but this road is your life,
and this life is a burden of
your fate,
and past never dies until आप die.
Your road is full of thorns,
empty and abandoned,
like your heart,
like your life.
The दिन of your birth
has been labeled
द्वारा darkness.
It's everywhere आप look,
you're on this road alone
and this road is the burden
of your fate,
past never dies until आप die.
this goes out to आप my old best friend,
i thought i'd never loose आप until the end,
but i'm giving up today, this is the last time i say hey,
i miss the old days when we had something to do,
but i'm guessing आप don't now, do you,
it's time to say goodbye,
maybe run away and die,
i still miss आप a lot,
but i now it's time to let go.
it's hard to tell आप how much i प्यार you,
i guess i have always been there just to help you,
i wish the future was और like the past,
but then the future would never last,
i wish now was just the same,
but it seems to आप i'm just a name,
it's not the end of the world and it's nothing new,
it's just the same old shytt we always knew,
but we can try to change and take a chance,
before this becomes our final dance.
i thought i'd never loose आप until the end,
but i'm giving up today, this is the last time i say hey,
i miss the old days when we had something to do,
but i'm guessing आप don't now, do you,
it's time to say goodbye,
maybe run away and die,
i still miss आप a lot,
but i now it's time to let go.
it's hard to tell आप how much i प्यार you,
i guess i have always been there just to help you,
i wish the future was और like the past,
but then the future would never last,
i wish now was just the same,
but it seems to आप i'm just a name,
it's not the end of the world and it's nothing new,
it's just the same old shytt we always knew,
but we can try to change and take a chance,
before this becomes our final dance.
i am depressed,
i am not acting,
you're not impressed,
but it has sent me packing,
i have लॉस्ट my mind,
i have gone crazy,
it's आप i try to find,
but now i have just gone lazy,
i seem to disappear,
i escaped reality,
i coward away in fear,
to escape your lethal ways,
i walk away,
not in front of you,
आप ruin my day,
and others too,
आप push me around,
आप think आप are so cool,
i stubble and fall down,
"dude, आप are such a tool".
can we go back to the way we were,
after all we went through,
आप are not the same as i thought आप were,
so why do i still think of you,
because you're beautiful,
आप are perfect,
your life was full so i left it,
it broke my heart,
but i suffered through,
and i still stand strong because i प्यार you
i am not acting,
you're not impressed,
but it has sent me packing,
i have लॉस्ट my mind,
i have gone crazy,
it's आप i try to find,
but now i have just gone lazy,
i seem to disappear,
i escaped reality,
i coward away in fear,
to escape your lethal ways,
i walk away,
not in front of you,
आप ruin my day,
and others too,
आप push me around,
आप think आप are so cool,
i stubble and fall down,
"dude, आप are such a tool".
can we go back to the way we were,
after all we went through,
आप are not the same as i thought आप were,
so why do i still think of you,
because you're beautiful,
आप are perfect,
your life was full so i left it,
it broke my heart,
but i suffered through,
and i still stand strong because i प्यार you
and yet, the same.
The person who's living
life for others
will stay.
That's the person who
has no life,
the person who
needed to devote
all these years to someone
who lives in memories,
to someone who
cares for all these past days
they have lived together.
The person who's dying
along with all these memories
is sitting in the dark.
That person remembers.
That person had a dream once.
That person see no light,
tho the other one used to be
the light of all these days
they shared together.
That person was me.
of your destiny
are dreams
that still shine
in the haze
of your memories.
These dreams
are so distant
and invisible,
though your eyes
still stare into them.
Everything is so foggy
like your thoughts.
आप sit alone
trying to reach that
small piece of happiness,
trying to find
a purpose of life.
Dreams, that still
live in you
are smothered by
the cruel reality.
But, they still live
inside,
feeding the memories,
reviving the soul.
Dreams,
even if they are
condemned to oblivion,
live within your heart,
in hope,
in remembrance,
shining in
the haze of
your memories.
आप don’t even know me
आप don’t even know me,
Yet आप judge me anyway.
आप don’t even know me,
But yet आप say hateful things.
The words that come out of आप mouth are deadly.
They grind my soul in to dust.
Those words were meant to step on me,
Keep me in the dust
They were meant to keep me from being happy,
Well it didn’t work.
आप Fool! Don’t आप see that you’re not hurting me!
That you’re not going to get me down?
आप don’t even know me, but आप want to see me hurt!
आप ARROGENT JERKS!
आप don’t even know me but आप hate me so.
आप don’t even know me so JUST LEAVE ME ALONE.
आप don’t even know me,
Yet आप judge me anyway.
आप don’t even know me,
But yet आप say hateful things.
The words that come out of आप mouth are deadly.
They grind my soul in to dust.
Those words were meant to step on me,
Keep me in the dust
They were meant to keep me from being happy,
Well it didn’t work.
आप Fool! Don’t आप see that you’re not hurting me!
That you’re not going to get me down?
आप don’t even know me, but आप want to see me hurt!
आप ARROGENT JERKS!
आप don’t even know me but आप hate me so.
आप don’t even know me so JUST LEAVE ME ALONE.
I remember that girl.
She used to be stealing cookies.
She used to be so full of happiness.
But then, some thing happened that changed her life.
Its something that can't be reversed.
That girl was shattered.
What happened to that girl was so sad.
It was that bad.
One of her फ्रेंड्स was her प्रिय person in the world.
She never was seperated from her friends.
They were like family to her
Until one day,
It was hard to say
But she was seperated from them.
She was so hurt
She didn't deserve it.
That's when she decided something that wasn't supposed to happen.
She was tortureing herself.
Everyday,
She saw people that looked like her friends.
She began to cry,
Inside, she was dying
Slowly.
It was hard to हटाइए on
She couldn't go on
It was all wrong
How do I know about this? Well, that girl in the story is me.Victoria.
She used to be stealing cookies.
She used to be so full of happiness.
But then, some thing happened that changed her life.
Its something that can't be reversed.
That girl was shattered.
What happened to that girl was so sad.
It was that bad.
One of her फ्रेंड्स was her प्रिय person in the world.
She never was seperated from her friends.
They were like family to her
Until one day,
It was hard to say
But she was seperated from them.
She was so hurt
She didn't deserve it.
That's when she decided something that wasn't supposed to happen.
She was tortureing herself.
Everyday,
She saw people that looked like her friends.
She began to cry,
Inside, she was dying
Slowly.
It was hard to हटाइए on
She couldn't go on
It was all wrong
How do I know about this? Well, that girl in the story is me.Victoria.
All the wonders प्यार can bring
Give us strength and understanding
Give us all one song to sing!
Let the संगीत play
Play it loud and make it clear
It's time to stand up to a new world
That is now so near
From the bottom to the top
To the leaders of the land
We all have one heart
Everyone of us must lend a hand!
And let there be joy in the world
And let there be no sorrow
And let there be peace on earth
For all the worlds we've got to see
That love, oh love, what a blessed thing
Say it loud, make it clear today!
All the walls are falling down
No और children off to war
If we खोजिए in our hearts
All the suffering will be no more
And let there be joy in the world
And let there be no sorrow
And let there be peace on earth
For all God's children
Let them see!
jj9/1998
In a world of his
she unloads his gun
She and he waits for this
he releases his love
In blue and green orbs
she gives him और and more
A million miles away
A million years girl
In a black woven chest
he digs his nails deep
She trusts in him for what he does
live in a house in the suburbs
He kisses the pain with blood and light
sleeping it off in the morning
A million miles away
A million years girl
In her world of his
she unloads his gun
In a world of his
she covers the sun
A million miles away
A million years
A million years girl
she unloads his gun
She and he waits for this
he releases his love
In blue and green orbs
she gives him और and more
A million miles away
A million years girl
In a black woven chest
he digs his nails deep
She trusts in him for what he does
live in a house in the suburbs
He kisses the pain with blood and light
sleeping it off in the morning
A million miles away
A million years girl
In her world of his
she unloads his gun
In a world of his
she covers the sun
A million miles away
A million years
A million years girl
My sweetness, how your soul has been hurting.
My angel, how long have आप been waiting?
My world, slowly crumbling to nothingness.
My loves, how long until we meet?
This pain in my chest is swelling.
I wish it would give in.
My patience, like a thread.
I wish would snap.
Our hearts, beating, I can't hear.
I wish would deafen me.
All your attempts, I could never feel.
I wish would cave in on me.
All voices.
Never to be tasted.
Never to be invited.
Never to be told.
All there is, is loneliness.
Aching in my bones.
Forever more, trying to grasp a cold wind
And make it warm.
My angel, how long have आप been waiting?
My world, slowly crumbling to nothingness.
My loves, how long until we meet?
This pain in my chest is swelling.
I wish it would give in.
My patience, like a thread.
I wish would snap.
Our hearts, beating, I can't hear.
I wish would deafen me.
All your attempts, I could never feel.
I wish would cave in on me.
All voices.
Never to be tasted.
Never to be invited.
Never to be told.
All there is, is loneliness.
Aching in my bones.
Forever more, trying to grasp a cold wind
And make it warm.
Forget the memories
Good and bad
Put away the hope
That flew away
In your own soaked dust
Freeze in solitude
Break under pressure
Fracture and waste away
Get stomped on under the heaviness
Decorate the millions of pieces
Like you're solid
Hide behind a sunken chest
Wither away in the stillness
When no laughter is heard in your chamber
No warmth is encased
When प्यार is no longer protecting
Wash away in the seas of icy tears
Be suffocated when the air is no longer there
Just stop
Just stop beating
TM
Good and bad
Put away the hope
That flew away
In your own soaked dust
Freeze in solitude
Break under pressure
Fracture and waste away
Get stomped on under the heaviness
Decorate the millions of pieces
Like you're solid
Hide behind a sunken chest
Wither away in the stillness
When no laughter is heard in your chamber
No warmth is encased
When प्यार is no longer protecting
Wash away in the seas of icy tears
Be suffocated when the air is no longer there
Just stop
Just stop beating
TM
Torn and featureless.
Jaded words tangle.
Her worlds have been destroyed, mutilated.
Lifting from me, she sees no shine.
Just a morbid hanging light.
Blood coils around her wrists.
Struggling to emerge.
Calling out, but not even an echo.
Her mirror is my mind.
Seeing the outside.
She decides to stay a prisoner.
In My cell.
Her malice never seen.
But the darkness have witnessed the fangs.
Wanting to say she is careful and sane.
The beast is right under her skin.
Laughter is distant.
Now, it is forever tarnished.
आप see and I see the neglect.
My untamed beauty.
