Can आप believe that, that monster?
I sacrificed my freedom for papa but he didn't even let me say goodbye, I'll never see him again!
I now सवाल myself this: is this home? Is this where I should learn to be happy?
I never dreamed that a घर could be dark and cold.
Papa told me everyday in my childhood, घर will be where the heart-never were words so true.
My heart's far, far away- घर is too.
I just can't find something good, in this tragic place.
What I'd give to return to the life that I knew, to think I complained about that dull and provincial town.
Am I here for a दिन या forever?
Shut away from the घर until who knows when.
I लॉस्ट my freedom but didn't deserve to lose it in this way!
If my life has been altered once, it can change again!
Build higher walls around me, change every lock and key.
Nothing lasts nothing holds all of me.
Yours sincerely,
Belle
