hiya im renesmee carle cullen black, well everyone calls me ness या nessie it was something that jake made up when i was little so it just stuck but my full name is a mix of my grandma's names: esme and renee, my middle name is a mix of my grandads, carslile and charlie also my official last name is cullen but i like to add black on the end for jakey (but dont tell mummy या daddy cos they will get mad) jakey's my little भेड़िया boy and i प्यार him soo much. alots happening at the moment, mummy, daddy, auntie alice and uncle jasper are figuring out what i have to pretend to be when i start high school because i look the same age as mummy and daddy. i think they कहा i had to be the cousin of daddy cos mummy and alice कहा that i looked a lot like him but daddy कहा that i looked और like mummy, im only 3 years old द्वारा the way so as i grow so quickly i am being दिया lessons द्वारा everyone in my family. daddy teaches me संगीत lessons and he taught me how to play mummys lulluby which mummy cried when i played it then kissed daddy, mummy teaches me maths and other bacic things, grandad teaches me science becuse he is a doctor and knows a lot, uncle jasper teaches me about socalising with people and tells me how i must make sure i think before i speak, auntie alice is supposed to teach me drama and english lessons but she always just teaches me about whats in fashion, uncle emmmett teaches me p.e but daddy has to supervise because he says that emmett can get a little over exited, rosalie and esme teach me geography and history along with various other subjects. i प्यार my lessons but i have never had real teacher so school should be interesting oh well ill write और tomorrow diary xx

renesmee


i went to school today. it was really fun but kinda creepy too, when we walked in everyone looked at us, they stared at everything we did and when i asked alice why her and jasper laughed, they कहा it was because to them, we were all beutiful and they wanted to be like us, my first lesson was with alice and jasper chemistry, so i was quite good but alice and jasper had done it so often they found it easy. it was really funny becuse becuse jasper and alice are married the teachers thought that it was shocking when alice came in whith an engagement ring on, i think alice wanted to draw little attention to it but when this stupid boy spilt stuff all down her, the teacher came over. jasper कहा this beutiful speech to the teacher about alice and द्वारा the end alice looked like if she could cry she would, it was nice, apart from the constant staring school was ok but when i got घर my freinds where there. "jake!" i shouted as i ran and hugged him really tight. jake and seth had come to see me, it was so exiting, i took jake hunting and talked to him a lot. unfortunatly, mummy told me that i had to go to बिस्तर and i became really annoed i wasnt full vampire and didnt have to sleep at all, so mummy and daddy let jake sit at the end of my बिस्तर and stay with me. of corse i couldnt sleep at first because i was so happy to see jake and he's gone to get some spare clothes now thats why im writing. i hope mummy doesnt know im still awake but unfortunatly i can tell that daddy is पढ़ना my thoughts now, oh jakes coming back, ill write tomorrow when hopefully there will be something good to write about bye!

renesmee