I closed my eyes and listened as the waves hit the rocks below. I could almost taste the salt in the air. I took a deep breath and opened my eyes.
"Don't do this." He stood beside me holding my wrist. But now, not even he could stop me.
"I can't take it anymore." I told him. "I have had all I can handle and it stops here."
"Bella, Love-" He pleaded.
"Don't call me Love. आप left me remember. Shouldn't आप have seen this comming?"
I took off my जैकेट and layed it on the bolder beside me.
"Put it back on and leave." He was despret. He shouldn't have left me like this. He should have known.
"I प्यार you." I looked at him. "And this is the only way I can be with you."
"I'll come back."
"No आप won't." I shook my head. "And neither will I." And with that I stepped off the cliff.
"Breath!" My दिल was being forced to beat. "Please, Bella! Breath!"
No! Where did he go? I was finally with him. I could finally feel him again. "Bella." The voice breathed out. "Please." I could almost hear the tears in the voice. "I प्यार you."
Jacob! Of course! I couldn't leave him. He kept me alive. I loved him too, and I couldn't just leave him. I gasped.
"Bella!" Jake grabbed me in his arms not only bringing me comfort but warmth from the icy water that soaked my clothes. "God." He whispered.
"Jake." I कहा hoarsly. "I'm-I'm sorry." I shivered. I opened my eyes and met his tear filled dark eyes.
"Bella, don't आप ever do that to me again." He pleaded. "I can't lose you, Bells."
I nodded in his chest and he picked me up. "Let's get आप home." I didn't protest. I needed him right now और than ever. And I would take what he would give.
He stopped द्वारा Leah's place and she made me some सूप to take home. I wasn't sure I could eat anything right now, but I would be hungry tomorrow, so I didn't decline.
He helped me into the house and as I shurgged out of his जैकेट he took the सूप into the kitchen.
"I left it in the microwave. आप gonna' be okay tonight?" He asked taking back the over sized jacket.
"Yea." I nodded.
"Kay." He kissed my fourhead. "I प्यार you."
"Love you." I meant it the exact way it sounded. But he didn't know that, and for right now, I didn't want him to.
"Night Bells." He smiled and closed the door.
I sighed and trugged my way up the stairs. I looked at the clock hung on the hall wall. Eleven-thirty. Charlie wasn't घर yet, but I didn't plan on him being घर soon.
I opened my door and turned on the light.
I jumped because I wasn't alone.
"Bella?" Edward whispered.
I closed my door and my eyes. "You're not here." I sighed. "You're my imagination, and I have to let आप go." I opened my eyes but he was standing infront of me now. "You're gone. I get that. And I have to हटाइए on." I tried to walk through him like every time before but I just bounced back, and he didn't budge.
I thought for a moment. "Oh great." I threw my arms up. "This is just fantastic." I went around him and sat on my bed. "I knew it was to good to be true. Charlie is going to be crushed. As if one death wasn't enough." I fell back on my bed.
He was standing over me smiling. "What?" I asked.
"Bella, you're not dead." He chuckled.
I sat up and turned around. "Well sure Iam. You're here aren't you?"
"Yes, Love. But I'm truly here." He stroked my cheek with his finger tips.
"Don't play games." I told him.
As to prove a point he bent down and kissed me. He pulled me to him, crushing my body to his. I could feel the current flowing through every vein in my body. His hands mangled in my hair and my arms made there way around his waist. He pulled back and I gasped for air.
He smiled. "I'm really here."
He was here. He was back in my arms, and I was back in his. He came back. He loved me. "Edward!" I yelled and threw my arms around his neck. He wrapped his arms around me fully, as if trying to get closer.
"I'm here, Love." He whispered in my ear. "I'm here and I प्यार you."
He really truly loved me. I pulled back and hit his chest. "You lied to me!" I yelled.
"Only to protect you." He confessed. "But Bella," He took my face in his hands. "That was the hardest thing I had done in over one hundred years. I thought about comming back sooner, but I was afraid आप would hate me. But I couldn't take it any longer. I decided that if all आप could give me was friendship, than I would take it. Just to be in your life. But fully trust me when I say, I will not leave आप again untill I am ordered away."
I kissed him feverishly. I longed for his icy lips, and tender touch. Now that I had it back, I wouldn't let it go. Ever.
"Don't do this." He stood beside me holding my wrist. But now, not even he could stop me.
"I can't take it anymore." I told him. "I have had all I can handle and it stops here."
"Bella, Love-" He pleaded.
"Don't call me Love. आप left me remember. Shouldn't आप have seen this comming?"
I took off my जैकेट and layed it on the bolder beside me.
"Put it back on and leave." He was despret. He shouldn't have left me like this. He should have known.
"I प्यार you." I looked at him. "And this is the only way I can be with you."
"I'll come back."
"No आप won't." I shook my head. "And neither will I." And with that I stepped off the cliff.
"Breath!" My दिल was being forced to beat. "Please, Bella! Breath!"
No! Where did he go? I was finally with him. I could finally feel him again. "Bella." The voice breathed out. "Please." I could almost hear the tears in the voice. "I प्यार you."
Jacob! Of course! I couldn't leave him. He kept me alive. I loved him too, and I couldn't just leave him. I gasped.
"Bella!" Jake grabbed me in his arms not only bringing me comfort but warmth from the icy water that soaked my clothes. "God." He whispered.
"Jake." I कहा hoarsly. "I'm-I'm sorry." I shivered. I opened my eyes and met his tear filled dark eyes.
"Bella, don't आप ever do that to me again." He pleaded. "I can't lose you, Bells."
I nodded in his chest and he picked me up. "Let's get आप home." I didn't protest. I needed him right now और than ever. And I would take what he would give.
He stopped द्वारा Leah's place and she made me some सूप to take home. I wasn't sure I could eat anything right now, but I would be hungry tomorrow, so I didn't decline.
He helped me into the house and as I shurgged out of his जैकेट he took the सूप into the kitchen.
"I left it in the microwave. आप gonna' be okay tonight?" He asked taking back the over sized jacket.
"Yea." I nodded.
"Kay." He kissed my fourhead. "I प्यार you."
"Love you." I meant it the exact way it sounded. But he didn't know that, and for right now, I didn't want him to.
"Night Bells." He smiled and closed the door.
I sighed and trugged my way up the stairs. I looked at the clock hung on the hall wall. Eleven-thirty. Charlie wasn't घर yet, but I didn't plan on him being घर soon.
I opened my door and turned on the light.
I jumped because I wasn't alone.
"Bella?" Edward whispered.
I closed my door and my eyes. "You're not here." I sighed. "You're my imagination, and I have to let आप go." I opened my eyes but he was standing infront of me now. "You're gone. I get that. And I have to हटाइए on." I tried to walk through him like every time before but I just bounced back, and he didn't budge.
I thought for a moment. "Oh great." I threw my arms up. "This is just fantastic." I went around him and sat on my bed. "I knew it was to good to be true. Charlie is going to be crushed. As if one death wasn't enough." I fell back on my bed.
He was standing over me smiling. "What?" I asked.
"Bella, you're not dead." He chuckled.
I sat up and turned around. "Well sure Iam. You're here aren't you?"
"Yes, Love. But I'm truly here." He stroked my cheek with his finger tips.
"Don't play games." I told him.
As to prove a point he bent down and kissed me. He pulled me to him, crushing my body to his. I could feel the current flowing through every vein in my body. His hands mangled in my hair and my arms made there way around his waist. He pulled back and I gasped for air.
He smiled. "I'm really here."
He was here. He was back in my arms, and I was back in his. He came back. He loved me. "Edward!" I yelled and threw my arms around his neck. He wrapped his arms around me fully, as if trying to get closer.
"I'm here, Love." He whispered in my ear. "I'm here and I प्यार you."
He really truly loved me. I pulled back and hit his chest. "You lied to me!" I yelled.
"Only to protect you." He confessed. "But Bella," He took my face in his hands. "That was the hardest thing I had done in over one hundred years. I thought about comming back sooner, but I was afraid आप would hate me. But I couldn't take it any longer. I decided that if all आप could give me was friendship, than I would take it. Just to be in your life. But fully trust me when I say, I will not leave आप again untill I am ordered away."
I kissed him feverishly. I longed for his icy lips, and tender touch. Now that I had it back, I wouldn't let it go. Ever.
So I found one Twilight page which, among other things, has a सूची of ships and stories for every ship. I didn't make any of these, all credits goes to link. there are some ships still available for fanfic so if आप are interested go on that page and make it.
I allocated a सूची of most interesting ships. What do आप think about hem?
Alec/Jane
Alice/Ben
Alice/Jacob
Alice/James
Angela/Edward
Angela/Jacob
Aro/Edward
Aro/Esme
Aro/Jane
Bella/Embry
Bella/Emmett
Bella/Felix
Bella/James
Bree/Jasper
Carlisle/Siobhan
Charlie/Esme
Edward/Jessica
Edward/Tanya
Emmett/Sam
Jacob/Leah
Jacob/Victoria
James/Rosalie
Jane/Jasper
Jasper/Mike
Jasper/Tanya
Leah/Paul
Maggie/Seth
Mike/Rosalie
Seth/Renesmee
Vladimir/Sulpicia
I allocated a सूची of most interesting ships. What do आप think about hem?
Alec/Jane
Alice/Ben
Alice/Jacob
Alice/James
Angela/Edward
Angela/Jacob
Aro/Edward
Aro/Esme
Aro/Jane
Bella/Embry
Bella/Emmett
Bella/Felix
Bella/James
Bree/Jasper
Carlisle/Siobhan
Charlie/Esme
Edward/Jessica
Edward/Tanya
Emmett/Sam
Jacob/Leah
Jacob/Victoria
James/Rosalie
Jane/Jasper
Jasper/Mike
Jasper/Tanya
Leah/Paul
Maggie/Seth
Mike/Rosalie
Seth/Renesmee
Vladimir/Sulpicia
हे twi-fans, after seeing New Moon in theaters we all want 2 see it again right? well now there is a release तारीख, दिनांक for the New Moon DVD: March 24, 2010!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is the prediction तारीख, दिनांक not an official one, it is positive that it will be released early 2010. it is कहा that it may be early cuz of the demand!!!!!!! right now some sites have New Moon available for pre-order!!!! so as of today-November 26, 2009-we have 119 days till New Moon is on DVD!!! oh and 217 days till Eclipse is in theaters!!!!
Preface
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the दिल which will stop beating soon, the दिल which was the reason for me to live, the दिल which she had दिया to me to keep सुरक्षित just like how I had दिया her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the दिल which will stop beating soon, the दिल which was the reason for me to live, the दिल which she had दिया to me to keep सुरक्षित just like how I had दिया her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.