That night me and Nathen talked all night, and not once did it पार करना, क्रॉस my mind again that Nathen from what I understood had imprinted on me. It did पार करना, क्रॉस my mind that Nathen never told me where he lived in La Push. It was sorta weird at first but then I totally thought about how he was always coming here, never had to be anywhere, he didn't have anywhere to live.
Once I finally thought about it I had to ask him if I was right but I didn't know how to come about it. I didn't want to be all weird या acuse him of something he wasn't. So I went to Carlisle, या I had that planned. That morning I had the same not that Nathen gave me yesterday saying;

Dear Love,
Sorry I wont be able to be here when आप wake up. I'll be back in time to drive to school of course.
प्यार you,
Nathen.

I got out of बिस्तर and hurried to Carlisle's office.
Carlisle I कहा as I was walking into his office, Where does Nathen lived? I ask.
He stays here या at Jacobs house most of the time. Carlisle told me.
Oh, Okay.I was just wondering. Thanks. I said.
I left thinking about how it is not to have a home, but I had to get ready for school.I got in the शावर, शॉवर and got out put on my make-up and dried my hair.When I finally got out of my bathroom, I had clothes lying on my bed.
Thanks Alice. I yelled.
No Problem. I heard Alice calling from down stairs.
I put on my dark bluejeans and then Alice's प्रिय ब्लाउज on me that is. It was a blue not to dark and not to light with perfect round toed hills, they were really cute and helped with my height when I stood अगला to Nathen. I grabbed my backpack and headed downstairs. Nathen wasn't here yet so I went to the रसोई, रसोईघर and got something quick to eat for breakfast. I went back up stairs to brush my teeth and then when I returned Nathen was standing at the door with my backpack in hand. Nathen was so sweet he always cared about the little things, like when he walked into a house he always took his hat off that he wore and then he always open doors for me and always just cared और than other guys seemed they would. I always told Nathen thanks for opening a door for me या for anything.
Nathen drove to school and when we got there everyone was giving me weird stares again. It's because I'm always missing school या getting hurt and like news always traveled fast in Forks and La Push. I wasn't very talkitive today, I had all these thoughts in my head and soon Nathen noticed during biology. We started लेखन notes back and forth.
Whatcha thinking about? He wrote down.
A lot of things. I कहा या wrote.
Like what? Its killing me. Nathen wrote.
How everyone is always starring at me... I wrote.
Its not because of आप missing He wrote and continued writing: Its because आप are very beautiful and can pull off anything. He said.
thanks, I wrote.
We didn't write much और and then it was lunch so we ditched the rest of the day.When we did get into the car from lunch Nathen waas making me talk.
Okay Addi, whats up with you? Nathen ask.
I don't know, I've been thinking about a lot and school didn't help. I कहा in one breath.
What have आप been thinking? Your killing me not knowing what your thinking, I usually know what your feeling. Nathen said.
I'm sorry. I've been thinking about how much of a gentlemen आप are and how I don't know where आप live. I said.
Its not your fault, I never कहा where I lived because I didn't think it would matter. He continued. I didn't want to freak आप out, द्वारा saying I've imprinted on you. I want आप to प्यार me because आप do not because of some stupid भेड़िया thing. Nathen said.
I would have loved आप even if आप would have told me and I wish आप would have told me that आप didn't have a home. I said.
How did आप find that out? Nathen कहा sort of sounding mad.
I ask Carlisle. I said. I wouldn't have cared, I would have told you, आप could have my बिस्तर and I could sleep on my सोफ़ा, सोफे in my room. I said.
No, I didn't want आप to be all worried about me. He कहा getting mad.
Ok. I said. Now आप know what I feel like. I said.
No आप don't. He कहा now really mad. Girls arn't suppose to worry about their boyfriends. He said.
Yes we can worry about them. आप don't know what goes on in my mind. I said.
Luckly we were at the house now because I grabbed my backpack out of the backseat and headed for my room. I knew everyone inside had heard our some what of a fight. It bothered me that he thinks that girls can't worry about their boyfriends, when that all girls do is worry and get jelous with their boyfriends. I went up stairs and put on my pajamas and climbed under my covers and just started crying. I thought to myslef how cold my बिस्तर was without him and how lonely and huge my room felt. I ended up falling asleep in my room all alone.I woke up about 2:30am, I stumbled over to my door and went downstairs. Emmet and Rose were sitting in their usual position on the couch, Carlisle was in his office and I didn't know where Esme was. Edward, Bella and Renesme were at their house and Jacob was leaning on the सोफ़ा, सोफे while he slept and Jasper and Alice were sitting on the loveseat talking quietly to each other.
What are आप doing awake? Emmet ask.
I don't know, I just woke up. I said.
Oh. Emmet कहा and then he went back to watching tv.
I walked into the रसोई, रसोईघर to get me some water from the refridgerator and Nathen was sitting at the island looking at me when I walked into the room.
Oh my gosh. I said. Please warn me the अगला time आप do that.
Sorry. Nathen said.
I got my water and then left the room.