Finally प्यार is back in the house :D LOL

Bella's pov

I just laid there again for a long time again, when I suddenly heard something at my window. I jumped up saw Edward standing there.
“What are आप doing here” I whispered to him
“I’m sorry Bella, for not believing in you” he कहा with snobs. I just looked at him not knowing what to say. I wanted to confer him but I was still angry, so I didn’t do any attempt moving myself to him. I just took place on the side of the bed.
“I was so selfish to believe the volturi and I ended up hurting you” he still कहा with snobs. “I’m not asking for your forgiveness, I don’t deserve it, I don’t deserve आप या Mason”
I got up and took his hand and pulled him to the side of the bed. “How did आप found out” I asked him sad and concerned

“I was listening to Jane’s head, but there was nothing wrong, but when I started looking in Alec’s head and some other vampires, I saw the true meaning of they arrival, I saw what they were really planning, I told the others what there true intentions were, even Alice saw it now in her visions. But they are still there, we can’t defend ourselves with Jane and Alec, we asked politely to leave, but they didn’t. I told Jane I would try to convince आप again so she let me go talk to you. He कहा with snobs and pain.
“I don’t know if आप are lying या not, It will be hard for me to trust आप again, My प्यार never changed for you, but I will never be the same as before” I कहा with pain and sadness.
He looked into my eyes and I looked into his and I saw how much I hurt him saying this.
“I deserve it” he कहा sad and painful
“If आप didn’t came today, I would have left Forks with Mason tomorrow” I कहा with snobs too and I felt him starring at me again but I just looked at Mason.
“Oh, Bella I’m so sorry” he कहा now with snobs too.

There we were sitting on the side of the बिस्तर both feeling sadness and pain. I couldn’t restrain myself and I kissed him on the lips. But he didn’t किस me back so I stopped and looked at him.
“I don’t deserve this, Bella” he कहा sad
“Don’t आप प्यार me anymore, Edward” I कहा with pain back to him
He looked at me with discussed, sadness and pain,
“How could आप even think that, I प्यार आप और than anything in the world, I प्यार our kids और than anything in the world. Of course I प्यार आप Bella and I always will” he कहा sad but strong and determent.
I kissed him again but this time he kissed me back. I pushed him down on the बिस्तर and I crawled on चोटी, शीर्ष of him and kept चुंबन him, I felt his hands on my waist pulling me closer to him. We kept on चुंबन till I straightened myself on चोटी, शीर्ष of him and took of my brown चोटी, शीर्ष and kissed him again.

He grabbed my waist tight and turned me so he was on चोटी, शीर्ष of me now, but we didn’t stop kissing. I could feel his hands grabbing mine tight, so I couldn’t go anywhere. He kept चुंबन me from my lips to my neck down to my waist. I was enjoying this but I kept my voice low so I wouldn’t wake Mason या my Dad.
“You’re wearing a squirt” he कहा between the kisses
“I didn’t had anything else than this squirt या my jeans” I कहा back with the little breath I still had.
I felt his hands losing his grip on my hands, but I didn’t know where his hands went, but what he was doing was heavenly, my hole body started tingling. My two hands grabbed his cheeks and I pulled them to me and I kissed him with all the intension and passion I was feeling and he did the same.
I missed this, him touching me, चुंबन me. But I still had it hard trusting him, I wanted too but I guess I was scared to fall into a trap and loose Mason.
I sat straight on the बिस्तर and looked at Mason.
“What’s wrong” Edward asked me worried
“Nothing, I’m just afraid” I कहा back to him
Now he started sitting straight and hold me against his chest.
“I’m sorry Bella, for hurting आप like this” he कहा sad “Maybe आप should go with Daniel, it would be a lot safer and I wouldn’t hurt आप like this anymore”
I looked up and stared at him confused
“You want me to leave, you’re my husband, I प्यार you, I can’t just leave like that” I कहा in a hurry and panicking
“Bella, please, don’t panic I just want आप to be safe” he कहा upset
“They only place I ever felt सुरक्षित is with you” I कहा back to him loveable. He looked at me not knowing what to say and then suddenly he kissed me, his hands pushed me back down on the बिस्तर but we didn’t stop kissing, till we heard a noise. We both froze and starred at the door.

“Bella, I’m going to work, okay, call me if आप need anything” I heard Charlie say on the other side of the door.
“I will dad” I कहा back with a regular voice. That was the hint to get up.
I grabbed my चोटी, शीर्ष and got dressed and I saw Edward pulling his कमीज, शर्ट over his body.
“Mason will be up soon for his bottle” I कहा looking inside the पालना at Mason. Edward came towards me hold me tight and looked over my shoulder at Mason.
“He’s grown” he कहा with regular voice
“Of course he grows” I कहा laughing a little and he laughed a little too
“I should go back, to see the others and to found out a plan to get them out of forks” he कहा seriously now and he gave me a quick किस and walked towards the window.
“Be careful” I कहा and he smiled at me and disappeared