I miss him. Cheating on Geoff was a huge mistake. चुंबन Alejandro was not even worth it. Now that me and Geoff are over I guess I should हटाइए on. But he keeps haunting my dreams, appearing in my thoughts and causing me to regret everything. In my bedroom sulking, I know now that I'm all alone.

I've told Geoff am sorry a million times but he never forgave me. I can't believe I लॉस्ट the best thing I ever had. Being humiliated on INTERNATIONAL TV is one thing, being DUMPED द्वारा the प्यार of my life is another. I can't live like this ANYMORE. I can't sleep. I can't eat. I miss Geoff so much. But he is not a part of my life anymore. I'm all alone.

I remember our first kiss. It was so sweet. Even if Geoff was not a romantic guy. He captured my दिल nevertheless. Our प्यार was a rollercoaster. Once we were on the top, over the moon, through the stars. Soaring into the sky our प्यार was so strong. Until the rollercoaster crashed downwards, plumetting towards the earth. Our प्यार died after that especially when Geoff exited our प्यार ride. Leaving me sobbing into the तकिया with no one and nowhere to go to. All Alone.

Geoff leaving me was for the best. I HURT him and CRUSHED his spirit. I broke his heart, I don't deserve him. I'm a (inappropiate language) heartbreaker. Now that Geoff has changed his phone number, I can't contact him anymore. Wishing he was here to comfort him. I wish I could see him anymore. It is boring alone.

Drifting into sleep I dream about Geoff. He was holding me, चुंबन me, comforting me it was bliss. Suddenly the dream turned into a nightmare. Rejected द्वारा my old lover, he runs off with an even prettier blonde. So unfair. I wake up from the nightmare from a text message. Yeah! I'm not alone.

The text message was unknown but I already knew who it was. It कहा हे WANNA GET ब्रंच AT SHINE WITH MCCLEAN.
I quickly texted him back. My spirit is lifted not only because of the outdoor sunshine but Geoff still wants to see me. I can't mess this up. I glam myself up द्वारा putting eyeshadow, coconut lipgloss (Geoff likes coconuts), mascara, curl my hair and wear a glamorous blue dress with matching heels. I wear my diamond earrings that Geoff gave me for an anniversary present. I take my bag and walk out the door...
I'm un alone now.