Dear Ex-Best Friend,
Hey.
It's been a while.
How are you?
I hope you're okay.
Do आप remember me?
I used to be your best friend.
We used to hang out every weekend.
We'd make पॉपकॉर्न and watch movies.
We'd play games and make stupid वीडियो together.
We would sit outside and talk for hours.
And laugh until our sides hurt.
Do आप remember that?
Do आप remember when I took आप to see Green Day?
या all those parties we went to together?
Do आप remember when we cried as we shared our darkest secrets?
या when आप कहा we'd हटाइए in together, and put ऐनीमे posters all over the walls?
Do आप remember how आप कहा how proud आप were of me? How thankful आप were to have me in your life?
How we'd always be friends?
...
Do आप remember that?
...
It's been over a साल now...
Since the last time we spoke.
I'm not angry.
I could never be angry at you.
I'm just confused.
I'm so, so confused.
Confused about how आप suddenly decided to lie to me.
To make any excuse आप could to not talk to me for weeks at a time.
To ignore me, to put everything else before our friendship, leaving me to cry myself to sleep every night for months because I was losing the person most important to me, and blaming myself for all of it.
I'm confused about how easily आप threw me away.
How easily आप broke my heart.
How easily आप gave up everything we were.
Everything we would've been.
I'm confused about how everything we had could turn into nothing in a single instant.
How quickly my best friend could become a stranger.
...
I don't hate you.
I'm not angry.
आप were there for me in my darkest times.
आप were what kept me going.
आप were the light at the end of the tunnel.
आप were everything to me.
And I gave आप all that I had.
And as I watched आप throw our friendship away,
As I felt my life being drained away द्वारा the same person who gave it to me,
As the world लॉस्ट its color and everything went numb,
I still couldn't hate you.
Even as I sit here with this gaping hole in my दिल that can never be filled,
I could never hate you.
...
I hope you're doing well.
I hope you're succeeding at all your endeavors.
And I hope you're happy.
I wish आप nothing but the best.
And if a दिन comes where आप need me again,
I will always be here.
-your ex-best friend
Hey.
It's been a while.
How are you?
I hope you're okay.
Do आप remember me?
I used to be your best friend.
We used to hang out every weekend.
We'd make पॉपकॉर्न and watch movies.
We'd play games and make stupid वीडियो together.
We would sit outside and talk for hours.
And laugh until our sides hurt.
Do आप remember that?
Do आप remember when I took आप to see Green Day?
या all those parties we went to together?
Do आप remember when we cried as we shared our darkest secrets?
या when आप कहा we'd हटाइए in together, and put ऐनीमे posters all over the walls?
Do आप remember how आप कहा how proud आप were of me? How thankful आप were to have me in your life?
How we'd always be friends?
...
Do आप remember that?
...
It's been over a साल now...
Since the last time we spoke.
I'm not angry.
I could never be angry at you.
I'm just confused.
I'm so, so confused.
Confused about how आप suddenly decided to lie to me.
To make any excuse आप could to not talk to me for weeks at a time.
To ignore me, to put everything else before our friendship, leaving me to cry myself to sleep every night for months because I was losing the person most important to me, and blaming myself for all of it.
I'm confused about how easily आप threw me away.
How easily आप broke my heart.
How easily आप gave up everything we were.
Everything we would've been.
I'm confused about how everything we had could turn into nothing in a single instant.
How quickly my best friend could become a stranger.
...
I don't hate you.
I'm not angry.
आप were there for me in my darkest times.
आप were what kept me going.
आप were the light at the end of the tunnel.
आप were everything to me.
And I gave आप all that I had.
And as I watched आप throw our friendship away,
As I felt my life being drained away द्वारा the same person who gave it to me,
As the world लॉस्ट its color and everything went numb,
I still couldn't hate you.
Even as I sit here with this gaping hole in my दिल that can never be filled,
I could never hate you.
...
I hope you're doing well.
I hope you're succeeding at all your endeavors.
And I hope you're happy.
I wish आप nothing but the best.
And if a दिन comes where आप need me again,
I will always be here.
-your ex-best friend
