**note: I wrote this along with another one in Algebra 2 Honors after I finished my class work and was listening to these two songs. I just had to type them on my computer since I wrote them in my journal first. so here is the first one
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my other one shots
Waiting For Your Return (link)
Until आप Swim (link)
हटाइए द्वारा Little Mix (link)
Not Your सिंडरेला (link)
Haunted House (link)
Left On The Dance floor (link)
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I sat in my room looking out at the snow falling gently onto the ground. All of my फ्रेंड्स were excited because it meant a white क्रिस्मस for tomorrow. However I couldn’t help but feel empty on the inside ever since our break up. I know आप still have that old red scarf I used to wear but now the thought of the times I wore it makes me feel sadden. I sometimes wish we could start everything over again but I know all too well आप would break me like a promise like all the times आप have done before. The प्यार we had was so beautiful but had such a tragic ending. Why did it all have to wash down the drain so quickly? I guess it’s one of the few things I’ll never know why this even happened at all. Now that’s क्रिस्मस Eve the only thing I can think of is watching all my फ्रेंड्स so happy underneath the mistletoe. However I will just be a part of the background sipping on my hot चॉकलेट द्वारा the आग alone. I know all too well this is your fault that my दिल lays shattered on the white blanket outside. The reason is two years पूर्व this very दिन my फ्रेंड्स tried to warn me आप were trouble but my दिल didn’t listen to anything they कहा about you; however, I was too stupid because one साल पूर्व आप cheated on me with that red head. I hope आप are happy with her because I can never forgive आप because that was the सेकंड time आप did this to me, so this is why from now on I will never give anyone a सेकंड chance. Lately when आप have called I just ignore आप because I knowyou’d treat me like a promise आप didn’t keep. I know आप remember every little detail all too well because आप are like the tornado that wrecks a town because आप wrecked my heart. Ever since last क्रिस्मस when I try to myself it’s okay, but when we met again on that little town street on Valentine’s दिन I almost let myself fall for आप again but I reminded myself I deserve better than you. Because I knew I could never trust आप again after I saw आप चुंबन someone else underneath the mistletoe a साल ago. Now after I was paralyzed द्वारा the sight of you I have been fighting to be my old self again but I cannot because I’m still trying to find it and I remember all too well.