Don't Read This
(seriously)
If आप clicked this, and if आप are about to read this, be prepared to listen to a real life situation. I told आप not to read this, even the शीर्षक कहा so. But go ahead, read it, just don't get too involved.
Bad दिन again. Oh boy, it made me smile. :D
Okay, so आप all know that I draw, but I don't post much. Why? Well kind of a long story...
Everyday, या most days, I'm caught drawing द्वारा my "friends". And every time they see my work they give me a not so warm smile, then lean down and whisper while still staring at my work. "You call that drawing?"
I seriously die inside sometimes.
So yes, even if I have कहा " आप should ignore what people criticize about your work...." I can't even help it myself. As they point out flaws, the feeling towards my "artistic" drawings start to fade in a dull hatred way.
So yes, thanks to me so-called "friends" I'm not liking my art anymore.
I might be overreacting, but this has been going on ever since I picked up a pencil and started to use my imagination.
The only thing they didn't make me feel bad about was my "Winter Grace the Fox."
But that's all pretty much.
And another thing, I might give आप all encouraging words about your art या something, but I can't even help myself. I get so emotional when I get called a "horrible" artist, 'cause I always wanted to be born to draw, but the people around me make me throw that dream away.
To make it even worse, I'm thinking of leaving.
Thinking only. I haven't really made up my mind.
If आप can help me to actually "like" my art, then I can stay.
I'm thinking of leaving because of what's happening in the real world, I don't think आप can help me with that situation. I just need to learn to ignore, but it's hard if आप barley get compliments.
So, I'm still thinking about this, I just have to प्यार my art, but that will only happen if i improve. It's hard for me right now, but I just need a break from posting things on here, even if I look at others work, I start to dislike how I draw.
It's just how I am. So don't blame anyone या yourself.
Only a few people actually know me on here, and I don't post much, so me thinking of leaving won't change this club.
The शीर्षक "Don't Read This." I did that because I don't want आप involved with my real life situations. But if आप clicked here, and your पढ़ना this, thanks for listening. -.-
Alright, thank आप all for helping me learning a few tips. But I'm not positive about this decision, so don't try to stop me in the comments, yet.
A Sonic प्रशंसक Characters Member,
Monsterosity101
(seriously)
If आप clicked this, and if आप are about to read this, be prepared to listen to a real life situation. I told आप not to read this, even the शीर्षक कहा so. But go ahead, read it, just don't get too involved.
Bad दिन again. Oh boy, it made me smile. :D
Okay, so आप all know that I draw, but I don't post much. Why? Well kind of a long story...
Everyday, या most days, I'm caught drawing द्वारा my "friends". And every time they see my work they give me a not so warm smile, then lean down and whisper while still staring at my work. "You call that drawing?"
I seriously die inside sometimes.
So yes, even if I have कहा " आप should ignore what people criticize about your work...." I can't even help it myself. As they point out flaws, the feeling towards my "artistic" drawings start to fade in a dull hatred way.
So yes, thanks to me so-called "friends" I'm not liking my art anymore.
I might be overreacting, but this has been going on ever since I picked up a pencil and started to use my imagination.
The only thing they didn't make me feel bad about was my "Winter Grace the Fox."
But that's all pretty much.
And another thing, I might give आप all encouraging words about your art या something, but I can't even help myself. I get so emotional when I get called a "horrible" artist, 'cause I always wanted to be born to draw, but the people around me make me throw that dream away.
To make it even worse, I'm thinking of leaving.
Thinking only. I haven't really made up my mind.
If आप can help me to actually "like" my art, then I can stay.
I'm thinking of leaving because of what's happening in the real world, I don't think आप can help me with that situation. I just need to learn to ignore, but it's hard if आप barley get compliments.
So, I'm still thinking about this, I just have to प्यार my art, but that will only happen if i improve. It's hard for me right now, but I just need a break from posting things on here, even if I look at others work, I start to dislike how I draw.
It's just how I am. So don't blame anyone या yourself.
Only a few people actually know me on here, and I don't post much, so me thinking of leaving won't change this club.
The शीर्षक "Don't Read This." I did that because I don't want आप involved with my real life situations. But if आप clicked here, and your पढ़ना this, thanks for listening. -.-
Alright, thank आप all for helping me learning a few tips. But I'm not positive about this decision, so don't try to stop me in the comments, yet.
A Sonic प्रशंसक Characters Member,
Monsterosity101
Sijira and Kat
