As it was a tactic solely based on temporary charm, I knew that the act of masquerading as a nice person would render it remarkably onerous for her to extricate herself from the revelation of her true nature, which should be deemed as harmful, vile, manipulative and extremely toxic. I am delighted to know about the fact that despite the expenditure of time, most of the people sussed the general concept of her actual nature. Nonetheless, it was a satisfactory triumph for me.
Every person in my general वृत्त I have hated I felt were selfish and self absorbed beyond an unbearable amount. Many of them were just oblivious so that adds on और issues than needed. They should not keep using people and think their actions will never be brought up to the forefront and honestly I felt I wasted years with them.
At the end of the दिन I was never a friend to many of them. Just a convenient mechanism to cope with something and I feel exonerated and relieved I don't have to deal with constant baggage. Life is too short to deal with constant drama all the time so द्वारा cutting them out. I made myself better. All of them manipulated या tried to manipulate the situation without even trying to think about the consequences of their actions. All of them were extra in every imaginable situation as well and paranoid. I do not need paranoia to बादल my life and I do not want to be a tool. Nor do I want to follow someone I deem unworthy. If आप want my trust. आप have to earn it and if आप destroy that trust depending on what आप did. आप WILL NEVER get it back to the point it was. I don't need someone to tell me what I want to hear either. Especially since they have preached honesty. I hate hypocrisy in all things. I don't need someone who can't think without being codependent 100% on someone else. I don't need फ्रेंड्स to have their head all up someone else's ass. Miss me with that bullshit. Those people in सवाल do not mean anything to me. They can sooner walk in hell with gasoline drawers than for me to be their friend again. I do not care anymore.
They have all repeatedly done things I dislike/hated and since they do not understand mutual understanding then I am not obliged to give them the same courtesy nor should anyone else unless the ones in सवाल change and right now all of them are beyond screwed up. I don't fucking need that in my life.
Tbh I don't have too much to say. This person (alongside many others IRL & online) is just hateful. They go out of their way to try to make people feel like shit, likely because they have nothing better to do, and its honestly fucking pathetic. That's pretty much it because I don't like to really invest too much energy into people and things I don't like.
But, it wasn't a response. If आप feel the need to be pedantic, then, obviously, आप should have कहा "your सवाल has no सवाल mark, therefore, it doesn't count as a question, since it's actually a statement". I mean, if you're going to correct someone, आप may as well do it properly, otherwise आप just look like a douche.
At this point I don’t care if we have this hypocrisy “waste energy” this and “hate is a strong word that”, आप can’t even physical spend energy at all doing that. I still find this guy in my to be an annoying nuisance in my part always needlessly intending to bother me and act like an idiot. Even trying to dig through my stuff without permission. I say he wastes और energy trying to annoy me on purpose than I spend expressing some disgusts over his attitude(especially when he’s close).
