That even if I'm feeling lonely या depressed, not to completely rely on others to entertain me या make me feel better. In the end, the one person I can completely rely on is myself, and that having my own activities I can do in my own free time will be less of a let down than when others get too busy and pay less attention to me. Relationships, whether they be friendships या the whole deal, aren't here to make me feel less lonely, but are here for me to learn how to प्यार someone other than just myself, and it's not okay to be in a relationship for the wrong reason like because I'm scared of being alone. It puts too much pressure on another human being, and taking the time to get to know myself in situation like those will be the key to finding self-content. I know this now, but it would have saved a lot of friendships if I had known it all then.
Prepare yourself for challenges life throws your way. Never give up. Never compromise on your hopes and dreams. Don't procrastinate. Always be there for your फ्रेंड्स and family. Go to college don't take a break.Make better educated judgments on how to proceed.
It really will get better. All this pain will become a distant memory. If आप keep working hard towards your dreams, you'll be able to learn from those experiences and be a better person for it.
I would change nothing. Sad as parts of my life may have been, to change them is to warp every experience I've had since, which in turn destroys the person I am now.
Start watching ऐनीमे and पढ़ना मांगा sooner....it's very soothing to realize how many of the characters are not much different then you...
Hide yourself better...
Don't let anyone in...the ones that are closest will hurt आप most...And the ones आप think are close फ्रेंड्स will always stab आप in the back. They'll be talking behind your back in front of you...by whispering to each other as if you're not standing right there.
Do not get excited over anything under any circumstance...every time आप get excited whatever it is will be ripped away from you...
Don't be yourself, it'll only get आप in trouble...
LIE! Lie about everything because no one can handle the truth and it'll only cause issues when आप tell it!
Be फ्रेंड्स with the voices...they may be annoying but आप made them to help you, remember?
Keep लेखन and keep drawing no matter what they say...it'll keep आप sane...
Humans are not to be trusted with anything आप think या feel, because they will only use it to their advantage.
The only way आप are to tell your true emotions is through poetry, because they will not take a सेकंड look at it.
Do not blame yourself for them hurting you. Do not think it's your fault...
Your little brother will be taking your place in your father's eyes after the divorce. After that there will be more...he will forget about आप and yet he will complain to family that आप were the one never there. Do not let him convince आप of it, he'll have made it very clear that the others are much और important.
Learn the true definition of feminism 'Beauty begins the moment आप decide to be yourself' (Coco Chanel) so stop trying to be anything other than yourself Think before आप speak ESPECIALLY on the internet and ESPECIALLY if it's a contentious subject. आप won't marry him, but you'll achieve और important dreams The विश्वविद्यालय of your dreams will say no. Apply anyway. Be less self conscious. Study Law, फोटोग्राफी and Textiles rather than German, संगीत and Systems. Love. Your दिल will break. प्यार more.
