As a teenager/adult आप are now, what do आप miss from your childhood?

The friendship
not having periods
not knowing pain (like दिल brake)

The School was so much better

Being innocent of world problems
Not having to deal with the stress of applying for university
No periods

My lack of knowledge. I wish I could still just play in my backyard without a care in the world. Now a दिन doesn't go द्वारा without me planning another part of my future, and worrying about some part of it.

To see my cat, Robin
and not have a care in the world

My grandfather who died in 1988
My old house were I lived in when I was 5-7
My cartoon shows

my dad
my grandparents
my childhood home

parents, siblings, my home, the country i lived in.

Not having periods
Not having boobs
Looking gender neutral
Not knowing my sexual orientation

my daddy and pawpaw and mawmaw all past

No periods
Homework was easier
Nothing to set off my anxiety
Not having to make huge choices on my own
Friendships

god yes i could do without periods
i suppose the biggest thing i miss is not having to worry about daily expenses that much

I miss the innocence. I had a very happy childhood. My sister and I were very close we'd always go outside and have fun. Now we just don't have the time and she has been dealing with panic attacks. Now that an adult I can see that my family has money issues Andy dad and sister have mental health struggles. I also noticed how dysfunctional my family is; my sister and I grew apart dad hates my grandma and she hates him back. Plus I just don't think I can make it in the real world. Holidays aren't as fun anymore because of busyness...
आप just asked this at the wrong time, it's been a rough week.