As I sat there,
All alone and stare
I overheard आप say,
"I प्यार you, Renee."
I tried not to cry,
But why?
Was it something I did?
या did आप want me to be dead?
All I want is my pain to just go away.
But what way?
I did everything could,
But it is still hurting me, like any pain should.
I would do anything to get आप and the pain gone,
But how?
All I want is everything to go.
I tried and tried to see why आप do this to me,
But आप just ignored me, my heart, and hated the sight of me.
How could आप actually think I was going to be okay?
Okay about me and आप just being फ्रेंड्स with that all to say?
All I want is that...that..
आप never hugged,
Kissed,
And we never fell in प्यार wit each other...
I tried cutting आप out of my life,
My mind,
Even my heart...
But nothing worked.
...........
I guess we never were meant to be..
All alone and stare
I overheard आप say,
"I प्यार you, Renee."
I tried not to cry,
But why?
Was it something I did?
या did आप want me to be dead?
All I want is my pain to just go away.
But what way?
I did everything could,
But it is still hurting me, like any pain should.
I would do anything to get आप and the pain gone,
But how?
All I want is everything to go.
I tried and tried to see why आप do this to me,
But आप just ignored me, my heart, and hated the sight of me.
How could आप actually think I was going to be okay?
Okay about me and आप just being फ्रेंड्स with that all to say?
All I want is that...that..
आप never hugged,
Kissed,
And we never fell in प्यार wit each other...
I tried cutting आप out of my life,
My mind,
Even my heart...
But nothing worked.
...........
I guess we never were meant to be..
i'm tired of pretend
i'm sorry it has to end
with all the fear and tears
i know we're done here
take his pictures off my wall
take them off and burn them all
i'm tired of all this hurt and say
just take it all away
i screamed
i cried
but i never seemed to know why
now i know आप always lied
so its time for us to say goodbye
i'm tired of trying
i feel like i'm dieing
this hurt and pain never seems to go away
im screaming im pleading
my दिल has stoped beating
i wish all this would go away
and gone for he rest of my days
i'm sorry it has to end
with all the fear and tears
i know we're done here
take his pictures off my wall
take them off and burn them all
i'm tired of all this hurt and say
just take it all away
i screamed
i cried
but i never seemed to know why
now i know आप always lied
so its time for us to say goodbye
i'm tired of trying
i feel like i'm dieing
this hurt and pain never seems to go away
im screaming im pleading
my दिल has stoped beating
i wish all this would go away
and gone for he rest of my days
कविता Is very well
when आप
feel it as hell
dream with everyword आप write
to make the कविता pride
and shine through your mind
To see the light through your pen
कविता is a trip
आप walk in with your feel
and It's easy To heal
your heart
from the hurt
your mind
from nightmare
your hand
from the cold
and your soul
from the fear
It is Magic आप can't see
but It's your दिल feel
So let your hand write
what's Inside your दिल and mind
don't mind it
आप need it
go on your way
and stay
to write everyday
we need your finger
to be free
and never be anger
we need your words to
shine our दिल with love
आप can see the moon with the stars
light your way together
through your darkness forever
when आप
feel it as hell
dream with everyword आप write
to make the कविता pride
and shine through your mind
To see the light through your pen
कविता is a trip
आप walk in with your feel
and It's easy To heal
your heart
from the hurt
your mind
from nightmare
your hand
from the cold
and your soul
from the fear
It is Magic आप can't see
but It's your दिल feel
So let your hand write
what's Inside your दिल and mind
don't mind it
आप need it
go on your way
and stay
to write everyday
we need your finger
to be free
and never be anger
we need your words to
shine our दिल with love
आप can see the moon with the stars
light your way together
through your darkness forever
I hear the whistle in my ear but don't respond.
All I do is admire it's authority.
It's ability to summon all who will obey.
The whistle is a leader, all fear and don't question.
We are not chiefs for we cannot order unless we can call the ones who carry out those duties.
The whistle is not a tool but a messenger.
Whom brings us together and whether forced या not we work together and for that we respect this only God.
The whistle is a sign of peace.
Not an annoying ringing.
And that is why I only listen.
Because for me it is only so hard to do as I'm told.
But for the ones stronger and not misguided,follow the yellow brick road lain out just for you.
Don't stand and wait for others.
Obey your whistle.
Because soon you'll be the one blowing the whistle.
All I do is admire it's authority.
It's ability to summon all who will obey.
The whistle is a leader, all fear and don't question.
We are not chiefs for we cannot order unless we can call the ones who carry out those duties.
The whistle is not a tool but a messenger.
Whom brings us together and whether forced या not we work together and for that we respect this only God.
The whistle is a sign of peace.
Not an annoying ringing.
And that is why I only listen.
Because for me it is only so hard to do as I'm told.
But for the ones stronger and not misguided,follow the yellow brick road lain out just for you.
Don't stand and wait for others.
Obey your whistle.
Because soon you'll be the one blowing the whistle.
HOPE
Our world is broken,
It has been darkened
driven into shadow and uncertainty
we live in fear that disasters will come to us,
arrive on our doorsteps on take what we प्यार most.
that the light of दिन will never come out of of night that even the stars and moon shall fade away.
Will we be blinded द्वारा hate and evil forever?
No
We will overcome this shadow of fear,
we will renew our world and
find our way back to light and goodness.
and when we learn to forgive and love,
the moon and the stars will shine brighter than ever,
and the darkness will be flooded with light.
This is my Hope for our broken world.
Our world is broken,
It has been darkened
driven into shadow and uncertainty
we live in fear that disasters will come to us,
arrive on our doorsteps on take what we प्यार most.
that the light of दिन will never come out of of night that even the stars and moon shall fade away.
Will we be blinded द्वारा hate and evil forever?
No
We will overcome this shadow of fear,
we will renew our world and
find our way back to light and goodness.
and when we learn to forgive and love,
the moon and the stars will shine brighter than ever,
and the darkness will be flooded with light.
This is my Hope for our broken world.
I crave love.
Not worth it.
I crave family.
Not worth it.
I crave freinds.
Not worth it.
I crave freedom.
Not worth it.
I crave to be desired.
Not worth it.
I crave a loving touch.
Not woth it.
I want my mom.
Not worth it.
I want to live.
Not worth it.
I want to be saved.
Not worth it.
SUDDENLY
A warm smile.
I am still not worth it.
A loving word.
I am still not worth it.
A gental love.
A warn voise.
I am still not worth it.
A light peeking thro the dark.
I am still not worth it.
I am still not worth it.
I hang my head because I know I am not worth it.
Not worth it.
I crave family.
Not worth it.
I crave freinds.
Not worth it.
I crave freedom.
Not worth it.
I crave to be desired.
Not worth it.
I crave a loving touch.
Not woth it.
I want my mom.
Not worth it.
I want to live.
Not worth it.
I want to be saved.
Not worth it.
SUDDENLY
A warm smile.
I am still not worth it.
A loving word.
I am still not worth it.
A gental love.
A warn voise.
I am still not worth it.
A light peeking thro the dark.
I am still not worth it.
I am still not worth it.
I hang my head because I know I am not worth it.
I see you.
I feel you.
I reach to you.
आप are not there.
My hand goes right through you.
I must be a ghost.
I whatch you.
I need you.
आप are a life time away.
I am just a ghost.
I call to you.
आप turn.
आप look right at me.
God do आप see me?
No आप dont.
आप look right threw me.
आप turn and walk away.
I am left alone.
In darkness.
I am just a ghost.
I have लॉस्ट you.
I whatch आप walk away.
I feel the pain.
WAIT!
I cant feel.
For the dead doesnt feel pain like this.
I run to you.
"I am here!" I scream!
आप look right pass me.
I am not dead.
Nor am I alive.
The dead I am is much और painful.
I am dieing form a beoken heart.
A लॉस्ट प्यार I can never get back.
Now I know.
I am just a ghost.
Waiting to expire.
I feel you.
I reach to you.
आप are not there.
My hand goes right through you.
I must be a ghost.
I whatch you.
I need you.
आप are a life time away.
I am just a ghost.
I call to you.
आप turn.
आप look right at me.
God do आप see me?
No आप dont.
आप look right threw me.
आप turn and walk away.
I am left alone.
In darkness.
I am just a ghost.
I have लॉस्ट you.
I whatch आप walk away.
I feel the pain.
WAIT!
I cant feel.
For the dead doesnt feel pain like this.
I run to you.
"I am here!" I scream!
आप look right pass me.
I am not dead.
Nor am I alive.
The dead I am is much और painful.
I am dieing form a beoken heart.
A लॉस्ट प्यार I can never get back.
Now I know.
I am just a ghost.
Waiting to expire.
Crying tears of blood.
Becuase my hear has burst.
Dieing inside becuase theres no way out.
The pain from being alone is to much to bare.
The only relife.
Is to hear आप voise.
Feel your touch.
प्यार and be loved द्वारा you.
The razor blade is a comfert.
Feeling the blood drip to the floor.
Seeing it.
Hearing it.
Smelling it.
It makes me smile.
प्यार is always the best cure.
To me loved.
I am scared of dieing in Hell.
But it never ends.
Just know I प्यार you.
I miss you.
For I am always with you.
Waiting for you.
My only love.
Becuase my hear has burst.
Dieing inside becuase theres no way out.
The pain from being alone is to much to bare.
The only relife.
Is to hear आप voise.
Feel your touch.
प्यार and be loved द्वारा you.
The razor blade is a comfert.
Feeling the blood drip to the floor.
Seeing it.
Hearing it.
Smelling it.
It makes me smile.
प्यार is always the best cure.
To me loved.
I am scared of dieing in Hell.
But it never ends.
Just know I प्यार you.
I miss you.
For I am always with you.
Waiting for you.
My only love.
upset
and so many thoughts
circling around
your head,
आप try to make
this right,
to find the best way
so आप could feel better,
so आप could be free.
Pain will never
go away,
it always stays
to remember you
that life is not a dream,
life is unpredictable.
Endless questions,
so many "Why",
but the answer
we will
never find!
The strength within
will not let us crack,
life is unpredictable,
who's to say?
Today you're happy,
and yet
despair waits
stealthily
to engulf you.
But,
आप need to be prepared.
Not only bad things
happen to bad people.
Unfortunately,
so many pure,
honored hearts
have been broken for
so many times,
in so many pieces,
and yet
they live,
they live with
their agony,
they live with
their groan,
but they live,
tho their eyes are
always sad,
their hearts are
still softly.
Therefore
they know...
Therefore
they are...
The brightest star
that shines
in the dark,
that spark of hope
for all of us
who deserve better.
eveyday I walk lonely
through that way
I don't wanna go
I wanna back
I don't wanna stay In that way
I need something To
keep My दिल strong
and to correct My wrong
I don't know What to I belong
But I खोजिए for it for time
I don't know how long
I need something to never let me cry या
to let my tears dry
I need some thing
That's Inside your and my heart
To let my soul fly
up so high Into the sky
It's always needed to heal your heart
from this killing hurt
To light your and my way
when the darkness has to stay
through our way
Did आप know What it is?
that when everyone want to go away
backs them to stay everyday ,
It's the प्यार
That warms your दिल inside
and makes आप pride!!!!
through that way
I don't wanna go
I wanna back
I don't wanna stay In that way
I need something To
keep My दिल strong
and to correct My wrong
I don't know What to I belong
But I खोजिए for it for time
I don't know how long
I need something to never let me cry या
to let my tears dry
I need some thing
That's Inside your and my heart
To let my soul fly
up so high Into the sky
It's always needed to heal your heart
from this killing hurt
To light your and my way
when the darkness has to stay
through our way
Did आप know What it is?
that when everyone want to go away
backs them to stay everyday ,
It's the प्यार
That warms your दिल inside
and makes आप pride!!!!
and tell me what आप see.
Everything lives,
everything blossoms,
it's only you
in your autumn.
Your soul is seeking
for something that
is left a long time ago.
Something to cherish,
something to be attached to.
Why did the beast within
wake up suddenly?
Who called the restlessness?
Who shall win?
Will the autumn itself leave?
Nobody knows,
nobody cares
but you!
It's आप trapped within,
your mind gives आप nothing
but और anxiety.
Peace is the place
आप seek within your heart,
trying to find consolation.
Why you?
Why is this happening
to you?
Will the peace find you
one और time,
या you're the one
who should find peace
within?
When everything is black
in your heart,
आप beg the darkness
to leave आप be,
but the darkness
is not coming
where the joy
glows,
no,it's not coming
where the hope
still holds on.
ok just want आप to know that I just started लेखन poems so if they aren't good srry.
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Blue
its the color of sadness
the color that reminds me all about you
I know आप will never प्यार me the was I प्यार you
but how can i survive without my color blue?
What makes क्रिस्मस bells ring?
What makes birds chirp in the spring?
What makes kids laugh and have fun?
What scares the deer to make it run?
All of these things are hard to explain
like answering why it has to rain
या answering why प्यार is so दिल breaking
even though at first its so breath taking
We cannot keep someone forever
but why do they have to change just like the weather?
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Hope आप liked them!
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Blue
its the color of sadness
the color that reminds me all about you
I know आप will never प्यार me the was I प्यार you
but how can i survive without my color blue?
What makes क्रिस्मस bells ring?
What makes birds chirp in the spring?
What makes kids laugh and have fun?
What scares the deer to make it run?
All of these things are hard to explain
like answering why it has to rain
या answering why प्यार is so दिल breaking
even though at first its so breath taking
We cannot keep someone forever
but why do they have to change just like the weather?
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Hope आप liked them!
for those of आप that dont know what lore means it mens mtyhs of folk tales kinda. i know it seems a bit old a chessy but just go with it x.x i wanted something like that D:<
a moonlight beam may often seem, a plain and tranquil thing.
but when moonlight snares upon a yonder shore. it seems to resemble scene straight from a book of lore.
yes,yes,oh yes indeed.
a scene with प्यार and many marvelous things
what every human being desires.
a प्यार at घर to start there fire, and gaze out upon that yonder shore
with a happily ever after straight from lore....
a moonlight beam may often seem, a plain and tranquil thing.
but when moonlight snares upon a yonder shore. it seems to resemble scene straight from a book of lore.
yes,yes,oh yes indeed.
a scene with प्यार and many marvelous things
what every human being desires.
a प्यार at घर to start there fire, and gaze out upon that yonder shore
with a happily ever after straight from lore....