Tears push against my eyes
why can't they come out
frustration and anger filled my eyes
why can't things be easy
Things are filled with pain
why can they be easier
why do they have to be this hard
why does being a friend mean choosing
since when do आप have to choose which friend आप keep
since when
Why can't आप stay fr4iends with everyone
why does this so called life we live
takes everything out of us
so we cannot live
is there somethign out there that wants failure that wants death
because it is drawing me in
i need that death
I need that
i can't even speak
why does friendship kill
WHY?
I can't cry
and pain is horrible
but I need my rae
i need my light
yet she won't stay
she won't speak
all because of a slut
who i प्यार
all because !
why do I have to choose?
Since when is talking a feleony
since when?
Why is this like that
I don't want problems
I want piece
I want science
yet I throw that all away
waiting for my light
It kills me to let go
i can't
yet she won't even looka t me
i disgust her
because what
I threw all this away to talk to a slut
a whore
why?
I can't chooose
i think i want to throw my one friend away
i think I want to leave her
i need my light
i can't even मिटाइए her texts from my phone
because my light keeps me going
but she is gone
she hates me
I hate myself
i am torn
i am dying inside
and I can't live
I can't live without her
I just can't
i need a light
but she has left me
and there is no one left
all I see is dark
all I see is death
it wants me
but I can't give in
या can I?
I can't do this
I am frustrated
i am broken
my liht has left
and i am left with darkness
and कड़वा hatred
i am left with nothing
how could she do this?
how could this slut hurt me like this
if it wasn't for her i would still have my light
see what is does it tears me apart
i प्यार my light
but I प्यार the so called slut
I can't do this
i'd rahter die then choose
but my light won't come back
unless i do something drastic
i need my light
या the darkeness will take me
and inside i die
i have no safety
why can't they come out
frustration and anger filled my eyes
why can't things be easy
Things are filled with pain
why can they be easier
why do they have to be this hard
why does being a friend mean choosing
since when do आप have to choose which friend आप keep
since when
Why can't आप stay fr4iends with everyone
why does this so called life we live
takes everything out of us
so we cannot live
is there somethign out there that wants failure that wants death
because it is drawing me in
i need that death
I need that
i can't even speak
why does friendship kill
WHY?
I can't cry
and pain is horrible
but I need my rae
i need my light
yet she won't stay
she won't speak
all because of a slut
who i प्यार
all because !
why do I have to choose?
Since when is talking a feleony
since when?
Why is this like that
I don't want problems
I want piece
I want science
yet I throw that all away
waiting for my light
It kills me to let go
i can't
yet she won't even looka t me
i disgust her
because what
I threw all this away to talk to a slut
a whore
why?
I can't chooose
i think i want to throw my one friend away
i think I want to leave her
i need my light
i can't even मिटाइए her texts from my phone
because my light keeps me going
but she is gone
she hates me
I hate myself
i am torn
i am dying inside
and I can't live
I can't live without her
I just can't
i need a light
but she has left me
and there is no one left
all I see is dark
all I see is death
it wants me
but I can't give in
या can I?
I can't do this
I am frustrated
i am broken
my liht has left
and i am left with darkness
and कड़वा hatred
i am left with nothing
how could she do this?
how could this slut hurt me like this
if it wasn't for her i would still have my light
see what is does it tears me apart
i प्यार my light
but I प्यार the so called slut
I can't do this
i'd rahter die then choose
but my light won't come back
unless i do something drastic
i need my light
या the darkeness will take me
and inside i die
i have no safety
Everything I am
Everything I want
आप are all I’m thinking of
Sitting on the floor
Two feet out the door
You’re all I’m searching for
And even in the darkness of the night
Through the fires arising from hell
You’ll be my light
My protection
Everything I want
Everything I feel
आप are all I feel it for
गाना every verse
Trying to find the words
To tell आप how I प्यार आप now
And even though we are apart
Separated द्वारा borders
I’ll be with आप
Everything I feel
Everything I say
आप are always in my mind
Holding आप in my arms
Keeping आप from harms
Protecting आप from life
And even through the storms
Through the blackest blasphemy
आप will always mean everything to me
Everything I want
आप are all I’m thinking of
Sitting on the floor
Two feet out the door
You’re all I’m searching for
And even in the darkness of the night
Through the fires arising from hell
You’ll be my light
My protection
Everything I want
Everything I feel
आप are all I feel it for
गाना every verse
Trying to find the words
To tell आप how I प्यार आप now
And even though we are apart
Separated द्वारा borders
I’ll be with आप
Everything I feel
Everything I say
आप are always in my mind
Holding आप in my arms
Keeping आप from harms
Protecting आप from life
And even through the storms
Through the blackest blasphemy
आप will always mean everything to me
Memories,
Confusion,
So many thoughts,
The end is near,
The darkness coming,
Now its here,
The दिखाना is over,
The lights are off,
We now say goodnight,
Goodbye,
As we begin 2 open the new chapter
It hurts at first,
Will the changes be extreme?
Please, just tell me,
This was only a dream,
I want to go back,
To relive this again,
This high point in life,
It can't end.
The stage lights dimmed,
The leaving spoke,
With happy faces on,
But tears in their eyes,
This दिखाना is over,
Now go home.
Confusion,
So many thoughts,
The end is near,
The darkness coming,
Now its here,
The दिखाना is over,
The lights are off,
We now say goodnight,
Goodbye,
As we begin 2 open the new chapter
It hurts at first,
Will the changes be extreme?
Please, just tell me,
This was only a dream,
I want to go back,
To relive this again,
This high point in life,
It can't end.
The stage lights dimmed,
The leaving spoke,
With happy faces on,
But tears in their eyes,
This दिखाना is over,
Now go home.
By A'leleah Steortz
____________________
I wake up to see your face,
Smiling brightly and warm.
When आप hold me tight I know I'm safe.
Our hearts are together and they start to form,
Into something lovely.
When we किस its like आग and ice,
आप प्यार it my drug,
The antidote for pain,
Your touch is all that will suffice.
Your life is all that makes me sane.
We are something lovely.
Like the cold winter wind,
या the hot summer air.
आप are like an एंजल the heavens sent.
Eyes so bright, skin so fair,
आप are something lovely.
~ <3
____________________
I wake up to see your face,
Smiling brightly and warm.
When आप hold me tight I know I'm safe.
Our hearts are together and they start to form,
Into something lovely.
When we किस its like आग and ice,
आप प्यार it my drug,
The antidote for pain,
Your touch is all that will suffice.
Your life is all that makes me sane.
We are something lovely.
Like the cold winter wind,
या the hot summer air.
आप are like an एंजल the heavens sent.
Eyes so bright, skin so fair,
आप are something lovely.
~ <3
FALLING
1000 POUNDS CRUSHING ME
HOLDING ME DOWN
SUFFICATING ME
EMPTYNESS
DROWNING ME
FEAR
COVERING ME
LONLYNESS
HURTING ME
HOW CAN I SURVEVE
LIFE LEAVING MY BODY
ENVY
SWALLOWING ME
WHY
WHY DID आप DO IT
HOW COULD आप
LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO ME
LOOK
LOOK AT YOUR DAMAGE
PLEASE
PLEASE BABY
HOW COULD आप DO THIS TO ME
AFTER EVERYTHING I DID FOR आप
HOW COULD आप CHEAT
HOW COULD आप
BABY WHY
WHY DID आप LEAVE ME?
BABY WHY
आप KILLED ME
आप STUFFED MY BODY INTO THE COFFIN
IT'S YOUR FAULT
आप HAVE TO LIVE WITH MY PAIN
MY SORROW
WHY DID आप LEAVE ME?
1000 POUNDS CRUSHING ME
HOLDING ME DOWN
SUFFICATING ME
EMPTYNESS
DROWNING ME
FEAR
COVERING ME
LONLYNESS
HURTING ME
HOW CAN I SURVEVE
LIFE LEAVING MY BODY
ENVY
SWALLOWING ME
WHY
WHY DID आप DO IT
HOW COULD आप
LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO ME
LOOK
LOOK AT YOUR DAMAGE
PLEASE
PLEASE BABY
HOW COULD आप DO THIS TO ME
AFTER EVERYTHING I DID FOR आप
HOW COULD आप CHEAT
HOW COULD आप
BABY WHY
WHY DID आप LEAVE ME?
BABY WHY
आप KILLED ME
आप STUFFED MY BODY INTO THE COFFIN
IT'S YOUR FAULT
आप HAVE TO LIVE WITH MY PAIN
MY SORROW
WHY DID आप LEAVE ME?
Trajedy
death
hurt
pain
it will end the world
it will depress the world
It will murder us one द्वारा one
hearts will stop in सेकंड्स
necks will snap in मिनटों
The watter will pool with blood
The world will turn black
fires
burning all crops
all trees
all फूल
Starvation killing all wildlife
The world shall be alone
mother nature depressed
slowly dying in depression
slowly dying
alone
no और breathes
no और heartbeats
no trajedy
no pain
no hurt
no death
no depression
no life
no और joys
just notthingness
that आप wished for
that आप started
damn आप robert pickton
death
hurt
pain
it will end the world
it will depress the world
It will murder us one द्वारा one
hearts will stop in सेकंड्स
necks will snap in मिनटों
The watter will pool with blood
The world will turn black
fires
burning all crops
all trees
all फूल
Starvation killing all wildlife
The world shall be alone
mother nature depressed
slowly dying in depression
slowly dying
alone
no और breathes
no और heartbeats
no trajedy
no pain
no hurt
no death
no depression
no life
no और joys
just notthingness
that आप wished for
that आप started
damn आप robert pickton
I Give आप These Verses So That If My Name
I give आप these verses so that if my name,
A vessel favored द्वारा a strong north wind,
Fortunately reaches the distant future's shore,
And some night sets the minds of men to dreaming,
Your memory, like fables shrouded in the past,
Will weary the reader like a dulcimer,
And द्वारा a mystical, brotherly bond
Remain suspended from my haughty verse;
Accurst being to whom, from the deep abysm
To the highest heaven, nothing responds, save me!
— O आप who, like an ephemeral ghost,
Trample lightly and with a serene look
Upon the dull mortals who found आप repugnant,
Jet eyed statue, tall एंजल with a brow of bronze!
I give आप these verses so that if my name,
A vessel favored द्वारा a strong north wind,
Fortunately reaches the distant future's shore,
And some night sets the minds of men to dreaming,
Your memory, like fables shrouded in the past,
Will weary the reader like a dulcimer,
And द्वारा a mystical, brotherly bond
Remain suspended from my haughty verse;
Accurst being to whom, from the deep abysm
To the highest heaven, nothing responds, save me!
— O आप who, like an ephemeral ghost,
Trample lightly and with a serene look
Upon the dull mortals who found आप repugnant,
Jet eyed statue, tall एंजल with a brow of bronze!
I can see your tears
Even though your eyes don't even water
I can feel your pain
Even if आप never कहा your दिल hurts like spears
Are pushing deeper and deeper making आप cry
On the inside where nobody can judge आप
Where fields are green and skies are finally blue
And nobody ever will lie
If आप were mine
That would be reality but आप can't see that yet
I will help आप if आप let me
I know you've been hurt
And आप can't see you're amazing in your mind
But I would if you'd let me
Because you're special to me in every way
I'll wipe the tears from your eyes
You'll see I'm the one and amazingly
I've been here the whole time
Even though your eyes don't even water
I can feel your pain
Even if आप never कहा your दिल hurts like spears
Are pushing deeper and deeper making आप cry
On the inside where nobody can judge आप
Where fields are green and skies are finally blue
And nobody ever will lie
If आप were mine
That would be reality but आप can't see that yet
I will help आप if आप let me
I know you've been hurt
And आप can't see you're amazing in your mind
But I would if you'd let me
Because you're special to me in every way
I'll wipe the tears from your eyes
You'll see I'm the one and amazingly
I've been here the whole time
Every Seasons has it's time to ENDS
Every Ages has the time to lasted
but how does प्यार will be????
If this pain Will passed then over me,will आप be there and hugs me????
If this feelings too good to be true,Will आप Lies to me that आप just Playing??
कहा it to my Heart,please
कहा it aloud until I can Definitely understand what I've been trough
Because I'm LOST
After long journey I take to finds the Meanings
I finally found nothing inside it
because there's Nothing when it passed द्वारा then after all
Passions passed
Live leaves
and i still watched your back here and can't say noting but a smile
i'm not gonna make tears with you,because I Know sometimes आप don't care WHY ,,,,
and I ca'n find HOW to make आप understands
When the times come
time that makes me passed it over me
i will Smile
i ain't gonna make Tears
because I know
Even tears CAN'T make आप come back
Every Ages has the time to lasted
but how does प्यार will be????
If this pain Will passed then over me,will आप be there and hugs me????
If this feelings too good to be true,Will आप Lies to me that आप just Playing??
कहा it to my Heart,please
कहा it aloud until I can Definitely understand what I've been trough
Because I'm LOST
After long journey I take to finds the Meanings
I finally found nothing inside it
because there's Nothing when it passed द्वारा then after all
Passions passed
Live leaves
and i still watched your back here and can't say noting but a smile
i'm not gonna make tears with you,because I Know sometimes आप don't care WHY ,,,,
and I ca'n find HOW to make आप understands
When the times come
time that makes me passed it over me
i will Smile
i ain't gonna make Tears
because I know
Even tears CAN'T make आप come back
To My Love, I hate to प्यार आप but i dont प्यार to hate you, आप touch my hand and tell me आप need me but then in a moments notice आप push me aside and tell me to go, आप make me a hundred feet tall then one foot small, your soft smile i shall allways hold but your words of sharp glass i dare to take but to stumble at the hurdle i needed to pass the most will forever haunt me im sorry my dear anna for ever letting आप go but i shall never be sorry for loving you, holding your hand feeling a spark looking in your eyes and seeing only magic i shall never be sorry for that never
its not dark.
Over hatetred,
never be betraded.
Very loving,
really touching.
Everyone loves another,
we will be always together.
प्यार is importent to others,
even sister and brothers.
Their is no hatetred,
no body is hated.
गुलाब bloom,
they grew.
Tears and blood,
there is a ton.
Nightmare dosent scare,
its always fair.
No one can दिखाना fear,
not even near.
Memories can bring pain,
that problem is main.
THE END
THANK आप FOR पढ़ना THIS!
