Mind Of A HighwayCreature लेखाए | Original लेखाए on फैन्पॉप

posted by Cherry9090

Sarcasm:
The ability to insult idiots without them realizing it

Love me या hate me
Both are in my favour
If आप प्यार me I'll always be in your दिल
If आप hate my I'll always be in your mind

We'er all mature until someone pulls out bubble लपेटें

I didn't fall
The floor just needed a hug

You can't always control who comes into your life
But आप can control which window आप throw them out of

I didn't say it was your fault
I कहा I was gonna blame आप

"swearing"
Because sometimes
"gosh darn"
And
"meanie head"
Just don't cover it

I'd slap आप stupid
But there's to much stupid in the way

I have a sick and...

Sliver from the moon

posted by Cherry9090

As we find ourselves "smack dab" in the middle
of the holiday season, I've been reminded
how hard many people have it financially right
now.

It's a time of साल for giving...but the tough
economy makes it hard for many to give... and
even to pay their own bills at times.

Always remember, that आप don't always need
to "buy" things for giving to those आप love.

The most valuable gift of all is spending time
with them... talking to them... loving them.

Remember that. However, I also understand the
desire to give gifts. So...

Today, I'm going to give आप one of the simplest
money spells up my sleeve.

The only...

My fault

posted by Cherry9090

I killed my mom!
My fault!
I made my dad hate me!
My fault!
I made my brother rezent me!
My fault!
I made my dad hit me!
My fault!
I made my brother burn me!
My fault!
I sit im a dark corner crying!
My fault!
I think of my life!
My fault!
A प्यार lost!
A family lost!
A life lost!
My fault!
I take my razor!
My fault!
I look at my wrist!
Already covered with scars!
I'll one last one!
My fault!
I run the razor across my wrist!
My fault!
I whatch the blood drip to the floor!
My fault!
I lean aginst the दीवार and close my eyes!
My fault!
I feel nothing anymore!
My soul is dead!
Along with my heart!
The is still running!
A very heavey flow!
I do not care to get help!
My fault!
I'm sorry mom!
My fault!
I forgive आप dad!
My fault!
I प्यार आप brother!
my fault!
Head swims and I feel cold!
My fault!
I sit in a dark corner!
And bleed!
My life is over!
My fault!

Bruises blood scars tears

posted by Cherry9090

The pain I feel.
The hate thats around me.
The sorrow of the person that लॉस्ट her life.
The blood anf pain she went threw.
For what?!
For nothing!.
Only to bring me into the world.
Someone thats nothing.
An unworthly person.
The pain I feel dayly.

The horror of living here.
The nighmtares that never go away.
The tears the constantly running down my face.
They soak my shirt.
They leaves streaks down mt ckeeks.
I have no mom to wipe them away.
The tears never seem to completely stop.
Always near tears.
Always on the verge of breaking.

The blood that I see.
The heat form the pain of bleeding....

Ghost

posted by Cherry9090

I see you.
I feel you.
I reach to touch you.
Your not there.
my hand goes right threw you.
I'm just a ghost.
I whatch you.
I need you.
आप are a life time way.
I'm just a ghost
I call out to you.
आप turn.
आप look right at me.
God do आप see me?
No आप dont.
आप look right threw me.
आप turn and walk away.
I am left agine.
In darkness.
I'm just a ghost
I've लॉस्ट you.
I whatch आप walk away.
I feel the pain.
Wait,
I cant feel.
I must be alive somehow.
For dead the cant feel pain like this.
I run to you.
I'm here I say.
आप look right pass me.
I'm not dead, not like death.
The death I am is much और painful.
I'm dieng from a broken heart.
A pain I can not controll.
A प्यार lose that I can never get back.
Now I know.
I'm just a ghost.
Waiting to expire.

The voice

posted by Cherry9090

There is a voice.
He is in my head.
It use to sound like me.
But over the past few months.
He sounds like my dad.

There is a voice.
He is in my head.
He is cruel.
He is my dad.
He takes over at times.

There is a voice.
He's in my head.
He yells at me.
He tricks me.
He tells me things that aren't real.

There is a voice.
He's in my head.
He is my dad.
He makes me think things.
He makes me do things.

There is a voice.
He's in my head.
He comes to me.
When I am weak.
Depressed.
In pain
He comes and whispers to me.

Cut
Cut
Cut
Cut

That it makes it better.
He is there.
He talks to me.
He is cruel.
He is my father.

I look in my mirror.
Many can't see him.
But I do.
He's there.
He's the little light in my eyes that shows at times.
The mean little look that comes over me.
Many don't see it.
But the ones who do say it's horrorable and frightening to look at

There is a voice.
He's in my head.
He is my father.
Tonight.....
He takes me over!

Tap into your true physic powers

posted by Cherry9090

Were आप able to do the हैलोवीन (Samhain)
ritual with me on Monday night?

It was an amazing experience joining energy
with thousands of my students all around
the world.

I felt every single one of you... and I
made contact with some of my dearest
loved ones who passed away long ago.

Halloween itself was absolutely wonderful!

The kids and I all dressed up, marching
through the neighborhood in the annual
push and pull parade.

Kids and parents of all shapes and sizes
enjoyed a full evening of trick or
treating, visiting with friends, and
eating yummy foods.

Now that it's over...what now?

For starters, it's a...

If A God Exists...

posted by HighwayCreature

The earth does not lie

Look at it; your eyes and ears will not decieve you

The reality and truth in all the world can be seen and heard

Through the air, water, tress, and animals.

Suppression comes to our souls when humanity

Chooses not to look. Chooses not to listen.

Stones are tough, and hard. Breeze feels good on the skin.

Water is wet, the mountains are big, the sun is warm, the घास is green.

Gravity acts on all unsupported objects.

TRUTH is alive in our reality. REALITY is the Earth that we refuse to observe.

It is unfortunate that man has been arrogant, and craveful for knowing all.

He has questions,...

Red blood moon

posted by Cherry9090

~Month~

March

~Day~

Eighth

~Simble~

आग
Feeling

South

~About The Red BlooD Moon~
Nuber Is 9 and the color is Red Blood,
its the beginning of a lunar eclpise.Lunar ecplise come every few years.

If born on a Lunar moon या A red Blood Moon Aires,Engery,ideas,beginnings.leadership,willpower and spiriitual conversion.

It is कहा this if born on a Red Blood Moon that आप will have the ability to प्यार and understand,very open mindness the abitity to survive threw the most difficult part of life.

~♥~Blesses Be~♥~

Thoughts

posted by Cherry9090

Sick of crying.
tired of lieing.
Yeah I'm smiling.
But in side I'm dieing.

Don't judge a book द्वारा itis cover.
Or a person द्वारा their scars.

Sometimes when I say(oh i'm fine)
I wont आप to say(Tell the truth)

Lost In a world of hate.

The world is a darker.
When आप know your alone.

Some people run away.
Just to see if anyone
Cares enough to follow.

You ask whats wrong I smile and say
NOTHING.
I turn around and whisper.
EVERYTHING.

Don't be afraid of death.
Be afraid of the unlived life.

I'm no bodies 1 choise.

I know this is going to ruin my life.

Love is a sweet form of suicide.

Trapped inside...

Funny sayings

posted by Cherry9090

I havent लॉस्ट my mind.
I't just backed up on a disk.

Here I am what are your other 2 wishes.

I'm on a drinking team with a bowling problem.

I'm multy-talented I ca talk and piss आप off at the same time.

not the brightest crayon in the box now are we?

To save time lets just assume I know everything.

Of course I don't look busy.I did it right the first time.

I can only please 1 person per day,today is not your दिन and tomorrow dont look good either.

Don't annoy the crazt person.
If आप think my attitude stinks आप should smell my underwear.

I'm not crazy.I've just been in a very bad mood for...

Witch creatures

posted by Cherry9090

Amanda Ellison and Gerteud Harris of the family to he east of this homestead will soon meet a बगला, बगुला on Kate Baits farm that is no regular bird.
Theses girls are playing a game together,(Terry at the forge).They wonder a short way down Piney Woods,then on they go,along the easter bountery of old Kates form.Their eyes are to the ground.Searching of special cone strewn about the forest floor.
Amanda feels someone whatching her and looking up she sees the witch creature बगला, बगुला standing in the path ahead.'Hurry gerty Hurry,there is a beatiful grand bird"she calls to her freind.
They case the lovely...

My fault

posted by Cherry9090

I killed my mom!
My fault!
I made my dad hate me!
My fault!
I made my brother rezent me!
My fault!
I made my dad hit me!
My fault!
I made my brother burn me!
My fault!
I sit im a dark corner crying!
My fault!
I think of my life!
My fault!
A प्यार lost!
A family lost!
A life lost!
My fault!
I take my razor!
My fault!
I look at my wrist!
Already covered with scars!
I'll one last one!
My fault!
I run the razor across my wrist!
My fault!
I whatch the blood drip to the floor!
My fault!
I lean aginst the दीवार and close my eyes!
My fault!
I feel nothing anymore!
My soul is dead!
Along with my heart!
The is still running!
A very heavey flow!
I do not care to get help!
My fault!
I'm sorry mom!
My fault!
I forgive आप dad!
My fault!
I प्यार आप brother!
my fault!
Head swims and I feel cold!
My fault!
I sit in a dark corner!
And bleed!
My life is over!
My fault!

Not worth it

posted by Cherry9090

I crave a family.
I'm not worth it.
I crave love.
I'm not worth it.
I crave freinds.
I'm not worth it.
I crave freedom.
I'm not worth it.
I crave to be desired.
I'm not worth it.
I crave a loving touch.
I'm not worth it.
I wont my mom.
I'm not worth it.
I wont to live.
I'm not worth it.
I wont to be saved.
I'm not worth it.
SUDDENLY!
A warm smile.
I'm still not woth it.
A loving word.
I'm still not worth it.
A warm feeling.
I'm still not worth it.
A gental love.
I'm still worth it.
I hang my head and walk away.
Cuz I know I'm not worth it.

Souless

posted by Cherry9090

I look in the mirrow.
All I see is a souless person.
I stare.
The person that stares back.
Is someone totally different.
Someone I do not know.
Someone I do not wont to know.
I look in to her eyes.
Souless.
I shake my head.
I hate you.
I wont to destroy you.
Souless.
She stares back.
Not saying anything.
Just looking.
I wish she was dead.
She has brought me nothing but pain.
Her ability to cut.
Her ability to love.
Her ability to forgive.
I hate her.
Souless.
You killed the only person that could प्यार you.
It was आप a nd no one else.
You a monster.
You should have been the one to die.
You...

Black दिल black soul

posted by Cherry9090

I lay in a dark room.
On the floor.
Staring up at the cliening.
I can hear आप walking above me.
I can hear आप yelling my name.
You are not a person.
You are something differnt.
You are a walking yelling monster.
Black heart,Black soul.
I slowly get up.
I walk to the door.
I am already dieing in side.
Kinda like you.
Black heart,Black soul.
I walk up the stairs.
I know whats coming.
I am walking up stairs to my own Hell.
I take a deep breath and open the door.
There आप are.
Standing there staring at me.
I can see the hate in your eyes.
Black heart,Black soul.
I hang my head.
I have already...

Falling in to darkness

posted by Cherry9090

Darkness.
I am surrounded द्वारा darknees.
Theres nothing here.
I am falling.
I am reaching up.
There is no hands to grab.
No freindly face to smile at me.
No loving word to bounce me back.
From this darkness.
I am still falling.
I hair is cold.
There is no ground.
I cant not see.
The darkness is all around me.
I know this is right.
I know I will not be missed.
I am not loved.
I know when I am dead the world will be a better place.
For I am not worthly of this world.
I am alone.
I am dieing.
Theres no one there.
No one wants me.
For I am a murderer.
She died giving me life.
I do not deserve to...

ANGER!!

posted by Cherry9090

I LOOK IN THE MIRROR!
ALL I SEE IS MYSELF!
A NO BODY!
A लॉस्ट SOUL!
A UGLY HORRABLE PERSON!
SOMEONE WHO DOESNT DESERVE ANYTHING BUT HATERD!
I SCREAM AT THE PERSON IN THE MIRROR!
I KICK AND SCREAM AND YELL!
I AM COVERED IN BRUSEIES AND SCARS!
I AM NOT WANTED द्वारा ANYONE!
I NEED TO BE DEAD!
I NEED TO SUFFER!
I KEEP STARING AT HER!
I HATE HER!
I WANT HER DEAD!
SHE LOOKS LIKE THR PERSON SHE KILLED 16 YEARS AGO!
SHE IS A MURDER!
SHE DESERVES NOTHING!
NO LOVE!
NO FAMILY!
NO FRIENDS!
SHE IS WORTHLESS!
A NOBODY!
SOMEONE THAT SHOULD HAVE BEED THE ONE TO DIE!
NOT HER POOR INNOCENT MOTHIER!
I HATE HER RED...

लॉस्ट alone unloved

posted by Cherry9090

I sit here my dark corner.
Crying.
Screaming.
Cutting.
Not careing.
Wanting to die.
I am lost.
I am alone.
I am unloved.
Thats all I ever wanted.
Someone to call me theirs.
Someone to प्यार me.
Someone to hold me.
Someone to tell me they प्यार me.
That they want me.
That they need me.
Someone to hold me threw this storm.
I am screaming for help.
no one ever answers.
No one ever does.
I stand alone in the cold world.
Dressed in all black.
Welcoming death.
Praying for death.
There is no way out for me.
Lost,Alone,Unloved.

Shattered दिल shattered soul

posted by Cherry9090

No reason to live.
no reason to keep going.
I am dieing.
I do not care.
I wanna die.
The pain I feel.
The pain is to much to bare.
I wish I died years पूर्व instead of mom.
I thought I would find प्यार and happiness on here.
I only founf people that dont understand या dont trust me.
I always be here for them.
I प्यार them all.
I told i thought he would understand and never leave me.
He कहा he never would.
That he cared and would always be here with me.
I beleived him.
I trusted him.
I told him everything.
I gave him everything
He shattered me.
God I cant stop crying!!!
I want to end my life.
I...