Michael And Longtime Friend, Dionne Warwick

I looked around the warehouse. It was spacious and big with a broken windows and broken glass on door. There were rats scattering around the corners and nibbling on dead rats and squeaking. I looked up at one of the guys "My name's Carmine." He कहा as he took his चाकू and softly caressed my cheek again , I looked the other way while he grabbed my face "Don't be such a bitch. I might cut off your pretty face." He pushed my head back while his assistant , brung a bucket of water "Here आप go." He कहा as he gave Carmine the bucket. He dumped the water on me then untied me from the chair and...

I truly believe that each time he कहा that,he meant it.
He is one of the few reasons why I'm still alive.
He made me believe that I was not alone.
I believe he'd प्यार me,no matter what I was,but he'd प्यार me for who I am.
The reason why I'm writting this is because since early 2012,I have bulimia.
It was HELL,no matter what I did,I'd always finish the दिन throwing up in the cold bathroom.
And I cut a few times,my body is a terrible mess,but my mind is even worse,although I almost don't throw up now
Today,I'm better,but still...not fully recovered.
THIS is a way of telling people that I प्यार MICHAEL,that...

Michael just stood there in shock, now knowing that Janelle felt the same way. She looked at him and saw his eyes go wide a little.
"Um...Michael? आप okay?" She asked.
He nodded a little. "I...I'm fine. I'm...I'm just shocked." He said.
"Shocked about what?"
"About...about what आप just told me."
She blushed a little and so did he. "Oh..."
He looked away a little and looked back at her. "How long have आप felt that way?"
"What?"
"How long have आप liked me like that?"
She blushed more. "Oh w-well...I, uh...I've liked आप since I first heard your voice...on Off The Wall."
"Really?"
She nodded and turned...

The boys and Joesph got घर and everyone greeted them."You're home! Yayy!!" Randy कहा hugging them."So... how was Motown?" Katherine asked."It was good" The four boys said."Yeah and Gordy listened to our song and then कहा it needed बास to this part and then the song was better!" Michael said."That's wonderful!" Katherine replied."Mom, I got to tell आप something" Michael कहा pulling his mom aside."What is it?" Katherine asked."It's about Mariah!" Michael said."Yeah, what about her?" Katherine asked excited."We're boyfriend and girlfriend and I kissed her and she kissed me back!" Michael...

That night i was up all night crying my eyes out I just couldn't believe this was happening to me i had just लॉस्ट my best friend what was I going to do
The अगला morning i had to get ready for work which i was not ready for i wanted to just call in sick but i knew that i couldn't do that i had to put this thing behind me until later when i could go to his house and talk to him.
as soon as i got to the record store i got to work so i could talk to Michael afterword.
while at the register counting the money my phone rang
"Hello." i कहा hoping it was Michael
"hey Baby." it was Jackie
"Hey babe whats...