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Michael is patiently waiting in their private विला that is reserved for होल्ली, होली and him in Honolulu. One of the reasons he made sure to pick this place was its privacy and right now that was the critical thing they needed. He cannot wait to hold her in his arms, touch her again, feeling her skin, telling her that he loves her in person. Michael looks over at the alarm clock on the nightstand and realizes that Holly's plane should have landed twenty मिनटों ago, and she never called to say she was on her way. They always agreed to do that so that way the other could heave a sigh of relief knowing they were out of the air. To calm his nerves, Michael walks out onto the balcony that overlooks the Pacific Ocean दिखा रहा है beautiful crystal blue waters rippling in the tidal waves. If he looks hard enough, he can see a group of turtles circling together below. The sight makes him smile but something feels off, and he doesn't know what. Maybe it’s not understanding why होल्ली, होली hasn't called him yet, but internally he is trying to act rationally. Maybe the plane didn't leave on time, and it's still in the air, या she just forgot. Yes, that just could be it. He sighs out loud and rubs the back of his neck trying to calm his nerves. The growing of scuffing shoes grows closer until the sound is behind him it belongs to Bill. Michael turns his head to look back at him. "Bill, where is she?" "I don't know, Mike. I've been calling' Lana, and she won't pick up the phone." Michael sighs again rubbing his neck harder this time. He hates waiting when he's nervous especially about Holly. "Just hang in there Mike, I'm sure she'll be here soon enough," Bill says patting Michael on the shoulder as a caring father would do. Sometimes Michael feels like Bill is his father compared to Joseph who when he heard Michael was staying in Honolulu to be with होल्ली, होली gave him a five-minute talk about not to get her pregnant. The thought makes Michael roll his eyes at Joseph’s insolence.

The phone rings in the bedroom making Michael slightly relax. Bill जवाब it quickly knowing Michael is worried about होल्ली, होली wondering where that girl is himself. “Hello? Lana, why didn’t आप answer when I called you? She’s what? Hold on a second." Michael turns around to face Bill who looks pale with a grim face. "Bill, what's wrong? Where's Holly?" "Mike, just remain calm, but Holly's in the hospital in L.A." Suddenly all the blood feels like it is rushing out of his face and his legs feel like Jell-O, unable to support his weight. Michael charges towards the phone. "I wanna talk to Lana,” he barks out before picking up the phone receiver. “Lana, this is Michael, tell me she’s okay.” He can hear her sigh over the phone line. “She’s pretty messed up, Michael, she hasn’t woken up yet. आप better come right away.” It feels as if all the air is being sucked out of his lungs where he can’t breathe, या that this is some terrible nightmare and he’s waiting for it to end. But the scary part is knowing that this isn’t a dream this is real and its happening right now. “I’m on my way,” he says before hanging up. He looks over at Bill who looks concerned. “Bill, get me on the अगला flight out,” he says grabbing his suitcase stuffing stuff in the drawers his hands shaking as he does try to keep control. "Mike I don't know if there are any और flights out today." "Then charter one!" Michael barks looking at Bill before he continues to pack more. Bill doesn't say anything but leaves out of the room to do his job.


On the plane ride back as Michael there looking out the window the entire time thinking about Holly. What could have happened? How bad is her condition? What will her recovery time be? These are सवालों that he needs जवाब too, but all he wants at this very moment is to see her, to touch her and know she will be all right. For five and a half hours he sits in agony pondering over these questions; it kills him to know there is something wrong with his होल्ली, होली and there is nothing he can do. No amount of money he could throw at this situation can fix it या make it go away making him feel utterly helpless, and he loathes this feeling. He has never had to face this problem before of inadequacy. From the landing of the plane to the car ride to the to the hospital Michael has never wanted to get somewhere so badly. His ultimate fear is that he would get there and she would be dead. No, he must not think like that…he has to remain positive, if not for himself then at least for Holly.

Inside the hospital, he and Bill make it to the ICU where he doesn't give a damn about using the front entrance या going up to the nurse's station. "Excuse me, I need the room number of होल्ली, होली Williams, please. She was brought in several hours ago." The young red-haired nurse looks up from her clipboard and does a double take as she sees Michael standing before her. She looks down and bites her lip, blushing hard, and at this point, Michael does not have it. "Miss this is extremely important, please. Can आप give me the room number?" "I'm sorry, Mr. Jackson, but I can't let आप in unless आप are family." "I'm her boyfriend, so that makes me her family." "Not according to the law it doesn't," she says with a sad shrug. "This is just ridiculous!" Michael says with anger. Bill grabs him द्वारा the shoulder to cool his emotions as everyone sitting around begins to look up and observe the scene. "Mike, don't make a scene," he murmurs in his ear. "I don't care!" He says looking back at him with flared nostrils. "I know Holly, she would want me with her, and she won't even tell me how she is!" "Let me find Lana," Bill says calmly trying to take Michael away from the nurse's station as everyone begins to look at them. "I have money, and I don't have any shame in bribing you," Michael says breaking out of Bill's hold and standing in front of the intimidated nurse once more. "Mr. Jackson, if I had authority, I would let आप in, but unfortunately this is hospital policy." "Fuck the hospital policy!" Michael shouts banging his fist on the desk. Bill stands behind gaping at him for swearing. In all his years working security he never once heard Michael swear, until today.

"Michael!" Lana shouts coming down the corridor. She looks tired and on edge, and it frightens Michael. Michael walks towards her slowly with his limbs feeling like lead once again. “Tell me how she is, please Lana,” he asks hoarsely looking down at her strong stature who even at this moment looks frail. Lana takes a deep breath looking down at the नारंगी, ऑरेंज tiled floor before looking up. “She just woke up half an घंटा ago.” Michael heaves a large sigh of relief. होल्ली, होली woke up; everything else can be dealt with now. “But she’s pretty banged up, Michael.” “How bad?” “Let’s see, she has four broken ribs, both her shoulders are dislocated, a concussion, fractured collarbone, and a sprained wrist. But no internal bleeding, thank God." "Are the doctors double checking?" "I have them triple check, don't आप worry." "How did this happen?" He asks as they हटाइए to the side of the दीवार where they can talk in और privacy. Lana shakes her head with dismay. “What the police determined and what onlookers कहा was that on her way घर from the studio a car came at her head on and that होल्ली, होली tried to get off the berm as much as she could. She was smart enough to get over as much as she could because if she hadn't, they told me it would have been fatal."

Michael clutches his stomach in nausea at the thought. He can’t imagine what होल्ली, होली must have gone through seeing that car coming for her, trying desperately to get off the road as much as she could, knowing she had nowhere else to go. Michael momentarily closes his eyes, rubbing his forehead before looking back at her. “What happened to the person?" "Walked away without a scratch. The goddamn bastard was so drunk he just moved with the wreck. Of course, the घोड़ा is completely gone, so I need to take care of that tomorrow." "Did आप tell Holly's family?" Lana rolls her eyes. "Oh, I did." "And?" "And except for Kenny, nobody is coming; I talked to Mrs. Williams, who very rudely told me that she was too busy to come." Michael shakes his head in dismay at Holly's mother's behavior. "Lana, let me see her, they let आप go back with her so why can’t I?” "Because, I'm her manager and I take care of everything, but let me go back and speak with the doctor, I will take care of it. Just give me a few minutes, for right now go sit down over there, and I'll come to get you." She turns to go back through the double doors, but Michael stops her before she does. "Lana." She stops and turns around to look at him. "Yes, Michael?" "Thank you…for everything." She nods. "My pleasure, don't worry, I'm not losing this girl as a client yet. Now sit tight." When she walks back through the double doors, Michael plops himself in one of the waiting chairs beside Bill. Bill looks over at Michael with concern. “You want me to get आप anythin', Mike?" Michael shakes his head slowly looking out into the अंतरिक्ष of the waiting area looking and feeling vacant. "No, I just want to see Holly."

The मिनटों slowly creep द्वारा as he waits, looking around the waiting room seeing everyone hunched over looking at dated magazines, the smell of disinfectant lingering in the air, and thinking about होल्ली, होली and the pain she must be in makes him feel dizzy. Suddenly he hears the double doors झूला, स्विंग open where Lana is standing there. “Come with me,” she says calmly. Michael gets up and quickly follows her through the doors and into another corridor where it leads to a line of patient bedrooms and another nurses station. Michael can tell Holly’s is the last door at the end of the hall because her security is standing outside. “Now be prepared, she is groggy from all the medication they have her on, plus she is vomiting off and on from her concussion. Go on in, I'll give आप two some privacy," she says backing away from the closed door. Michael sighs before opening it up. When he does, it is gentle, making a creaking sound. When he steps inside the room, all he hears is beeps of machines and the figure of होल्ली, होली laying in बिस्तर covered under white blankets with her eyes closed. The closer he walks towards her, the और he realizes how badly mangled her face is with both eyes blacked and blued, her hair pulled back in a makeshift ponytail, and bandages around her collarbone, and wrist with an IV coming out of her other hand. Holly’s eyes slowly open towards him, he smiles trying to hide the tears that are welling up behind his eyes. “Hey, baby,” he says sitting down in the chair beside the bed. She groans and opens her eyes और to look at him fully, her eyes are bloodshot as Michael observes. “Michael?” “Yes, I’m here my love, now if आप wanted to meet me in a change of venue आप could have just कहा so,” he says with a forced chuckle touching the चोटी, शीर्ष of her hand. “I didn’t want आप to see me like this,” she remarks looking away from him. "You're still beautiful to me," he adds back touching her cheek with his palm. When she looks back at him, her eyes are filled with tears. “Hey, don’t cry it will only make आप feel worse,” Michael says looking at her intently “I’ve missed आप so much, and now I ruined our trip…I'm Such a failure as a girlfriend," she says crying now. Michael knows this has something to do with the medication. "Don't say that none of this is your fault." "I shouldn't have gone to the studio this morning; I should have stayed घर like planned." होल्ली, होली is full on sobbing now loud enough for the nurses outside and Lana to come rushing in. "What's going on in here?" Nurse number one asks with a condescending tone अभिनय as if Michael was upsetting her.

Michael shrugs still holding the चोटी, शीर्ष of Holly's hand looking up at all of them. "We were just talking, and suddenly she burst out into tears." "She's just hysterical, that's all," Nurse number two says with calm serenity. "I'll go get her something," Nurse number one says walking quickly out of the room. "Baby, please calm down, I'm here, everything is going to be okay now," Michael says trying to reason with her, but होल्ली, होली cannot stop uncontrollably crying and sobbing. Nurse Number one comes back in with a syringe in her hand. “What are आप giving her?” Michael says defensively, covering her hand before the nurse tries to stick it in. “Something to calm her down, now please Mr. Jackson let us do our work,” she says with hostile. A few moments after she sticks the syringe on the चोटी, शीर्ष of Holly's hand she calms reduced to only sniffles. Michael wipes the tears from his eyes as they fall freely now seeing her this way. Lana touches the side of his arm, "Michael, it's best to leave her tonight and come back tomorrow." "I can't leave her…not like this," he croaks out looking at her now very peaceful with her eyes closed. "She is not herself, Michael. Leave her be tonight, and I promise if I have anything to say about it she will be better tomorrow." Michael looks down at Lana and nods sadly before turning away and out of the room. As the door closes, he wipes his eyes again. “Where’s the man that hit her? Tell me what happened to him.” “They arrested him for DUI, and under the circumstances, he won't be getting out on bail any time soon." "Good because if he was anywhere, he was near this place right now I would kill him with my bare hands," Michael says with anger. "Calm your jets wonder boy; होल्ली, होली doesn't need आप to go play the hero right now. I assume you'll be coming tomorrow to visit her?" "Do आप have to ask?" Lana shrugs her shoulders and nods her head. “Right, my mistake. Now आप are going to thank me in your prayers tonight because I did talk to the doctor again and he did say that Holy will make a full recovery so rest easy tonight, Michael.” Internally, Michael feels a thousand pounds lighter. “When Kenny comes द्वारा again tomorrow I will let him know too.” Michael nods his head in agreement. “Alright.” “Now get some sleep, Michael.”


But that was the last thing Michael got that night. Later that evening he sat in the apartment at the edge of the बिस्तर thinking about होल्ली, होली and the accident. The flashes of her today seemed to haunt him और than he wants to admit. Nothing he seems to do is helping him go to bed, but the one thing that is particularly bothering him is Mrs. Williams not coming to the hospital. The और he thinks about it, the और it makes his blood boil. Without thinking he suddenly grabs the phone receiver and begins to dial the Williams’ घर phone number. It rings three times until Mrs. Williams जवाब it with a grunt. “Mrs. Williams.” “Who’s this?” “This is Michael.” “Do आप realize, Michael that it’s eleven p.m.?” “That’s good, that mean’s I woke आप up and disrupted your sleep kinda like how mine is disrupted द्वारा worrying about Holly." Mrs. Williams sighs. "Michael this is hardly appropriate." "No, आप know what isn't appropriate, Mrs. Williams? Is treating your daughter as an employee for years until she decides to go her own way and then treat her like a leaper." "Michael आप are not family, and आप don't' know our family issues." "Maybe so, but I know होल्ली, होली better than आप know Holly. I know आप don't approve of us…in fact I know many who don't, but for once in your daughter's life, she is happy. And as her boyfriend I just called to tell आप this, होल्ली, होली is lying in the hospital right now with four broken ribs, a fractured collarbone, a concussion, and a sprained wrist, so I'm here to tell आप what’s real about this situation…I don’t care what आप think about me या our relationship, but that gives आप no excuse for being a pitiful mother. निगलना, निगल, निगल संकलन your damn pride, get in your car, and come down and see your daughter, tomorrow!" Michael hangs up the phone with a slam. If होल्ली, होली were sitting here beside him right now, she would be proud of him, and the thought makes him smile. Maybe she has rubbed off on him after all. Today he has not acted himself, and he realizes it, but when it comes to Holly, he will हटाइए the hell on earth to defend and protect her.


The अगला morning Michael goes to the hospital bright and early trying to avoid the crowd of प्रशंसकों that have assembled outside the hospital entrance because of Holly's accident. When Bill stopped for gas before they left for the hospital, he saw all the newspaper stands plastered with चित्रो of Holly's mangled red घोड़ा making Michael turn away from the pictures. When he arrives on the floor, he is automatically taken back to Holly's room without protests from the nurses, in the back of his mind Michael knows it was Lana's doing. Walking towards her room he sees a woman walk out with a bent head vaguely resembling Holly. As he gets closer to her, he realizes it is Mrs. Williams dressed in all black. She looks up and notices Michael without saying a word to him. It makes Michael smile that even he was able to get Mrs. Williams to do something. Inside the room he observes होल्ली, होली sitting up in her बिस्तर with the same amount of tubes and beeps coming out and around her. She sees Michael walks in and weakly smiles looking less pale today. "Michael," she says warmly. Michael feels a wave of relief wash over him seeing होल्ली, होली in a better state today. "How are आप feeling today, my love?" he asks चुंबन the चोटी, शीर्ष of her head before sitting down in the same chair as yesterday. "Tired…very tired and sore.” “So you’re not in pain?” She shrugs her shoulders, “Come and goes. I’m glad you’re here though.” She reaches out and takes his hand weakly, which he happily complies. “Where’s Lana?” “Terrorizing some poor nurse, most likely. Did आप see mom came to visit me?” “I did.” “I didn’t think she would come, या want to, and she only कहा three mildly passive aggressive things to me while she was here.” “Then it was a success.” He kisses her hand with his lips.

"I am sorry Hawaii is ruined." "Don't apologize, we're still together, and that's all that matters, and I'm just happy you're safe. I think after this you've दिया me some grey hairs." He chuckles where होल्ली, होली lightly joins it with a small smile. "Good, it can match these shiners, here," she remarks pointing to her black and blue eyes that look like she was repeatedly punched. Michael chuckles and grabs her chin to inspect them closer. “Look at those bad boys आप got there, and I’m sure you’ll wear them with a badge of honor.” “Don’t make me laugh,” she says with a small smile lying further back in the pillows as she feels her ribs give her a sharp stabbing pain, making her lose her breath for a moment. “I’m sorry, would आप like me to go so आप can rest?” “Don’t आप dare,” she says grabbing his hand tighter, “I’ve dreamt of holding your hand for so long and now when I do it hurts my wrist,” she adds sadly looking down at their locked hands. Michael returns the sad smile. “What can I do to help you?” “Just give me a kiss, Michael.” “Are आप sure? I don’t want to hurt you.” “That’s the last thing आप can do to me?” Michael stands up and touches her lips with his gently not wanting to hurt her. For Holly, this feels like a soothing tonic out of this blanket full of pain, misery, and bullshit.

Lana suddenly barges in breaking their kiss. "Well, I see somebody is feeling better. See Michael; I told आप I'd get her feeling better today," she says coming in with a smile as look at her. Michael smirks at her, "I never doubted you, Lana." "Well, I got some great news, I was able to get the camera crews to leave the premises, and I started the paperwork for the insurance money on the car.” होल्ली, होली grimaces. “I forgot all about the car…my beautiful Mustang.” “You’ll get another one, baby,” Michael says touching the side of her arm. “Oh and I forgot to tell आप that your aunt called while आप were napping this morning,” Lana remarks. Holly’s eyes widen. “Aunt Lynda? What did she say?” “She heard about the accident and wanted to talk to आप what आप felt up to it, which reminds me आप don’t want to see the piles of प्रशंसक letters you’re receiving.” होल्ली, होली smiles, “Michael can आप hand me the phone, please?” Michael hands her the phone off the side table. “You never told me आप had an Aunt Lynda,” “Just another फल loop to the bowl in my family, but she is someone I actually like.” होल्ली, होली slowly dials the number trying not to wince out in pain at the task. “You want me to do it?” Michael asks cautiously as he notices her pained expression. “No, I can do it.” “Before आप call your aunt, do आप need anything, Holly? I have to head across town to see John Branca about some legal stuff for you, but I'll be back in an hour." "What legal stuff?" she says putting the receiver down. "When आप get feeling better then we'll talk about it." "Just tell me now," होल्ली, होली demands. "About suing the man who hit you." होल्ली, होली sighs and looks up at the ceiling before looking back at Lana. "I don't know about that, Lana." "Baby, let's not get too hasty…he could have killed you." "Yes, but he didn't, and the last thing I want right now is to drag this out with some lengthy lawsuit with someone who most likely doesn't have a dime to his name." "Oh no, he does," Lana remarks, "I've been doing some digging, and he is one of L.A.'s premier plastic surgeons, he's loaded." "But I already have enough money; I don't need more." Michael sits down again and grabs her hand again hoping maybe she will listen to him, usually he is not a suing man himself, but this time he wants blood from this man after making होल्ली, होली go through this trauma.

"Holly, if आप sue this man, आप would be setting an example of how drunk driving is not acceptable, it's the least he could do." होल्ली, होली sighs again, clutching the phone handle so hard it makes her wrist throb, after moments she looks at both of them. "Fine. But whatever money we do receive, I don't want it. Instead, I want to make a foundation for victims who have been through this and it can help them with whatever they need…I can't think of specifics right now, my head still hurts." Michael smiles proudly at her choice and kisses her on the forehead. "I'll let John know of your decision," Lana says before leaving the room. “I’ll give आप some time alone to talk to your Aunt, but I’m not leaving, I’ll be right outside if आप need me.” होल्ली, होली smiles. “You don’t have to stay here, Michael, I’m fine.” “There’s nowhere else I want to be but here.” He kisses her hand and walks out leaving her alone to make her phone call.

Again, she slowly punches the tiny keys on the phone box before putting the receiver up to her phone, it aches to hold it in her hand because of her wrist, and she realizes she can’t place it on her shoulder because of her collarbone. Four rings later the same sweet voice greets her making her feel like she was six years old again. “Hello?” “Aunt Lynda…” “Sugar baby! How in the world are you? I heard आप were in that car wreck and I told Greg that I had to call आप and see how आप were.” Her voice is dripping in pure southern hospitality and Houston lingo making होल्ली, होली miss home. “I’m fine, pretty banged up.” “Is Michael takin' care of you?" "How do आप know about Michael and me?" "I read everythin’ about आप since your mama won’t talk to me.” “It’s been eight years since I’ve seen you,” होल्ली, होली croaks out her eyes welling up with tears. “I know sugar; I tried though, please know that…but आप know your Mama, she didn't want me around your kids anymore. But I have watched आप sweetheart, and I am so proud of आप and everythin’ you’ve done so far…” Aunt Lynda’s voice sounds choked up with emotion. "Well, now things are different…mom isn't managing me anymore." "I heard that through Kenny, he called me this morning. When आप get out of the hospital would आप like to come down here and we can talk and catch up? I want to see your sugar, and it may do आप some good." "To Houston?" होल्ली, होली hasn’t been to Houston there since she was thirteen because her mom would not allow it, she thought going back there was beneath them. “You can even bring your fella with ya, and we would प्यार to meet him.” “I’d have to discuss it with him first, but I'd प्यार to come down for a couple of days." "I'm excited sugar! आप talk with Michael and let me know about him and when आप are coming down, we will be ready for you." होल्ली, होली smiles. “I will.” “Holly…” “Yeah, Aunt Lynda?” “I प्यार ya, baby.” “I प्यार आप too.”

For twenty मिनटों after होल्ली, होली looks out the window thinking about Aunt Lynda and wondering if Michael would consider coming down with her to Houston. It seemed like a significant step, but it felt right, after all, he did tell her he loved her. To hear Aunt Lynda's voice for the first time in years makes her long for those years when she was younger, and she would go over to visit her when she was little. Some of her happiest memories were with Aunt Lynda and Uncle Greg. She hears the door open again. Looking over she sees Michael walking in with his hands in his pockets with a smile on his face seeming curious. "Hey, how was your call?" She smiles. "It was great; I haven't talked to her in years." "Hence why आप never told me about her," He remarks with a wink. "It's a long story," she says grabbing his hand for security. "I got time if आप want to talk about it." She shakes her head, pressing his hand against her cheek, "Not really. She invited me down to Houston after I get released from the hospital, and I want to go…she also invited आप as well." Michael's eyes widen as he looks down at her with surprise. "Really? She wasn't angry with आप and me?" "Aunt Lynda isn't that type of woman. She and Uncle Greg want to meet आप that's if आप want to go."

To know a couple of Holly's family members want to meet him makes him feel good inside like he is being accepted as Holly's boyfriend…finally! “Once आप get feeling better and the doctor gives आप the go ahead I’ll be happy to go with आप and meet your aunt and uncle.” “Really?” “Really, really.” “You know it’s a big step meeting the family, ya know?" "I've already met your family." "Yes, but this is family that I like it will be different, so be prepared they may ask आप a lot of questions." Michael chuckles. “Questions don’t frighten me. Just get better so we can go, baby.” “I will, I promise.” “Promise me one और thing.” “Anything,” she says. “Promise me you’ll never scare me like this again.” She smiles. “I promise, you’re not going to lose me.”
The अगला दिन Michael wakes up and he sees hes parents in the room and Michael कहा " हे mom and हे dad "( did a ugly face) dad कहा " honey can I talk to my son alone?" mom कहा " yea sure" so then mom left the room dad कहा " michael i dont like आप and i know आप dont like me but for आप mother sake we gonna have to दिखाना her that we प्यार eachother" Michael कहा "nah im good if i dont like आप i dont like आप got it" Rosie then checked in to see michael to tell him she never wants to see him again and when she was done saying that michael कहा " but rosie" Rosie कहा but rosie my नितंब, गधा you...
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"It feels so nice to have some time to myself." Michael thought. He had had his hands tied due to a हाल का death in the family; he was in charge of most of the funeral preparations & on चोटी, शीर्ष of that, he hadn't been feeling too well lately. But today was different, it was the first time in nearly two weeks that he could leave his apartment for some personal time. Little did he know where that "personal time" was going to take him today.

It was going on eleven when Michael arrived at the kiosk, & ordered a large black coffee. As he was waiting, Michael noticed a young woman sitting alone...
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Sources directly connected to Dr. Conrad Murray tell TMZ ... the Doc will not accept any plea bargain from the L.A. County District Attorney in the Michael Jackson manslaughter case.



We're told Dr. Murray feels so strongly about his innocence, even a plea with no jail time would be out of the question.

Fact is ... Dr. Murray shouldn't hold his breath, because no plea bargain has been offered and sources tell us the D.A. will not offer one.

As for Murray's defense ... we're told the centerpiece revolves around the fact that only two people were in the room around the time MJ died, and Murray insists he did not administer the fatal dose of Propofol.

The operating theory of Murray's lawyers -- when the Doc left to go to the bathroom, a frustrated MJ woke up and administered the fatal dose himself in a desperate attempt to get some sleep.
Planet Earth, my home, my place
A capricious anomaly in the sea of space
Planet Earth are आप just
Floating by, a बादल of dust
A minor globe, about to bust
A piece of metal bound to rust
A speck of matter in a mindless void
A lonely spacship, a large asteroid
Cold as a rock without a hue
Held together with a bit of glue
Something tells me this isn't true
You are my swweetheart soft and blue
Do आप care, have आप a part
In the deepest emotions of my own heart
Tender with breezes caressing and whole
Alive with music, haunting my soul.
In my veins I've felt the mystery
Of corridors of time, पुस्तकें of hisotry
Life...
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Lloyd's of लंडन has gone to court ... asking a judge to let the company off the financial hook, claiming it doesn't owe the Michael Jackson Estate $17.5 million on grounds MJ was a fraud.



The company issued the muilti-million dollar policy to cover the doomed "This Is It" tour for losses.

But Lloyd's claims it doesn't have to honor the policy for 2 primary reasons:

1. Michael Jackson and AEG allegedly lied about Michael's medical history -- specifically, MJ कहा he had not seen a doctor other than a cosmetic MD since June, 2005.

2. Michael did not disclose he was taking prescription drugs prior to and at the time of his death -- including Propofol.

Lloyd's is asking the court for a declaration that the policy is null and void as a result of the alleged fraud.

Howard Weitzman, the lawyer for the Estate, tells TMZ, "This legal action is nothing और than an insurance company trying to avoid paying a legitimate claim द्वारा the insured."
A stripper who received a call from Dr. Conrad Murray just hours before Michael Jackson died told LAPD detectives the doc "sounded tired and he was like I'm gonna get some sleep whatever."



The stripper, Michelle Bella, met Dr. Murray at the Spearmint Rhino gentleman's club in Las Vegas in 2008. The story of how they met is hilarious, but first the important stuff.

Bella told detectives ... on June 25, 2009, Dr. Murray left a message on her phone at about 8:30 AM. According to sources with direct knowledge of the case ... Bella told cops Murray had mentioned Michael Jackson to her before and...
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posted by CMJCMJLG
Well it's been forever since I have wrote you. I know you're feeling और and और grand everyday. I miss you. Well pretty much everyone does. There is still tributes for आप around the world. I know if आप can write back आप would. I may seem like every other प्रशंसक out there but I am a प्रशंसक that आप never met and I'm a प्रशंसक that has never met you. I will someday. Your legacy still goes on and on and on. आप will live forever in our hearts and संगीत आप made will forever be known. I really do hope I get to meet आप and आप would have been the best-est friend in the world. I honestly broke down...
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posted by paloma97ppb
I gave आप joy, your best of joy
I am the moon light, आप are the spring, our life's a sacred thing
You know I always will प्यार you, I am forever

I am the one who came when आप fell down
I was the only one around (the only one around)
When things will hurt you
I am forever.

Wasn't it I who कहा that आप are free?
Wonder if it seems so hard to be, and things would hurt you
I am forever, I am forever
We are forever, we are forever

I am a friend through thick and thin
We need each other,
We'll never part,
Our प्यार is from the heart
We never say, "I don't need you"
We are forever

I am the one who कहा that you...
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posted by MJangellover
If आप Call Out Loud
Will It Get Inside
Through The दिल Of Your Surrender
To Your Alibis
And आप Can Say The Words
Like आप Understand
But The Power's In Believing
So Give Yourself A Chance
'Cause आप Can
Climb The Highest Mountain
Swim The Deepest Sea, Hee
All आप Need Is The Will To Want It
And Uhh, Little Self-Esteem
So Keep The Faith
Don't Let Nobody Turn आप 'Round
You Gotta Know When It's Good To Go
To Get Your Dreams Up Off The Ground
Keep The Faith, Baby, Yea
Because It's Just
A Matter Of Time
Before Your Confidence Will Win Out
Believe In Yourself
No Matter What It's Gon' Take
You Can Be A Winner
But You...
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Can I ask आप why
when I look at you
I hear birds sing
and see alot of angle In sky?
can I ask आप why
when My दिल is lonely
my प्यार for आप becomes the only
, let it beat with dreams are so lovely
and I see Moon and sun walking togther
through the sky
can I ask आप why
when I hear your voice
the stars become so near
, I am not fear
no tears to cry
And My soul wants to fly
to touch to the sky?
can I ask आप why
I feel your hand in my hand
when I have to fight
throught the dark night
then आप turned the dark to moonlight?
can ask I आप why
every hurt I feel
आप come to heal?
I'll reply for
cause I have प्यार for you
I never felt it before
but now I feel it more
cause It likes the rainbow
through the rainy day
,a magcial dream
through nightmare
and that प्यार is enough for me
posted by VMP
Before I get started, I know I had my moments that I'd curse much before I was suspended, but I've tried my all to stop, and I have pretty much quit. And I'm very proud of myself! I've seen that I don't need to curse to speak out my opinion; that people will take me और seriously if I do without the cursing. Cursing isn't relevant, so why do it? Although, I do reason with a curse here and there, like damn या hell, but any curses like f*** now sicken me. I thought we, the प्रशंसकों of our beloved Michael, spread L.O.V.E - beautiful L.O.V.E, not disgusting L.O.V.E.
I would really be inspired to see less cursing, and और L.O.V.E. Just lovely words. Inspiring words. I know all of आप are very beautiful and kind people, but I really think the cursing needs to stop. I see we're all human, and all humans have moments of cursing, but it's still called human to it. May we all take a vow to utterly the cursing and wrong words... ? :)
Katherine Jackson told Oprah Winfrey ... it was Dr. Conrad Murray himself who broke the news that Michael Jackson was dead.

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On an episode of "Oprah" airing today, Katherine explained how everyone at the hospital was reluctant to tell her what happened to her son.

She says Dr. Murray took so long in explaining things ... she had to cut him off, saying, "'Well, what happened? How is he? Did he make it?' And he said, 'No, he's gone.'"

See also

* Katherine Jackson's Partner -- My Bad!
* Katherine Jackson's Partner Backtracks on 'New' Song
* Rift in Michael Jackson's Family Over Song
posted by mjrocks13
Who is Michael Jackson,

Michael Jackson, was and still is a great man. Hes my idol I प्यार him like a freind. I remeber when I first saw him. It was when I was * yeahrs old . THRILLER, was on the tv. I remember staring at the tv in horror. That video had scared the hell out of me . As i got older I remember going back and wathcing thriller again. thats when i realized that that "scary" man moved like an angel. He was amazing. I fell in प्यार after that. every दिन i watch his videos. marveling at the beauty.How can one man snatch my दिल up like that?

I remember the दिन he ...died. I dont think...
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There he lived perhaps happiest years of his life. Create a haven for young and old, who eclipsed the complaints about what happened behind closed doors. But the fact is that he lived moments of joy there, as if it were still a child. Now «Neverland», in Michael Jackson's ranch in California, may become a public park that is visited द्वारा his admirers around the world.

The idea of redemption belongs to the Council Parks and Recreation Management in the state. "In our plans is to obtain the most famous ranch, located in the County of Santa Barbara", "he कहा a board member.

«Neverland» is an...
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We pray for our fathers, pray for our mothers
Wishing our families well
We sing songs for the wishing, of those who are kissing
But not for the missing

So this one’s for all the लॉस्ट children
This one’s for all the लॉस्ट children
This one’s for all the लॉस्ट children, wishing them well
And wishing them home

When आप sit there addressing, counting your blessings
Biding your time
When आप lay me down sleeping my दिल is weeping
Because I’m keeping a place

For all the लॉस्ट children
This is for all the लॉस्ट children
This one’s for all the लॉस्ट children, wishing them well
And wishing them home

Home with...
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posted by 2468244
Well, well
Well, well
If I could tear down these walls that keep आप and I apart
I know I could claim your दिल and our perfect प्यार will start
But girl आप just won’t approve of the things that I do
When all I do is for आप but still आप say it ain’t cool

If there’s somebody else, he can’t प्यार आप like me
And he, and he says he’ll treat आप well, he can’t treat आप like me
And he’s buying diamonds and pearls, he can’t do it like me
And he’s taking आप all across the world, he can’t trick आप like me

So why ain’t आप feelin’ me, she’s invincible
I can’t do anything, she’s...
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MICHAEL:
Each time the wind blows
I hear your voice so
I call your name
Whispers at morning
Our प्यार is dawning
Heaven’s glad आप came

You know how I feel
This thing can’t go wrong
I’m so proud to say I प्यार you
Your love’s got me high
I long to get by
This time is forever
Love is the answer

SIEDAH:
I hear your voice now
You are my choice now
The प्यार आप bring
Heaven’s in my heart
At your call
I hear harps
And एंन्जल्स sing

You know how I feel
This thing can’t go wrong
I can’t live my life without you

MICHAEL:
I just can’t hold on

SIEDAH:
I feel we belong

MICHAEL:
My life ain’t worth living
If I can’t...
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posted by 2468244
Oh no
Oh no
Oh no

You’ll never make me stay
So take your weight off of me
I know your every move
So won’t आप just let me be
I’ve been here times before
But I was too blind to see
That आप seduce every man
This time आप won’t seduce me

She’s saying that’s ok
Hey baby do what आप please
I have the stuff that आप want
I am the thing that आप need
She looked me deep in the eyes
She’s touchin’ me so to start
She says there’s no turnin’ back
She trapped me in her heart

Dirty Diana, nah
Dirty Diana, nah
Dirty Diana, no
Dirty Diana
Let me be

Oh no
Oh no
Oh no

She likes the boys in the band
She knows when...
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posted by 2468244
GET ON THE FLOOR - OFF THE दीवार - MICHAEL JACKSON


(Ah, on the floor and dance
Ah, on the floor and dance)

So get on the floor
And dance with me (Dance with me)
I प्यार the way आप shake your thing
Especially (Especially)

There’s a chance for dancin’
All night long
There’s a chance for groovin’
And it will be soothing
With a song

Then why don’t आप just
Dance across the floor
‘Cause there’s a chance for chances
And the chance is choosin’
And I sure would like just to groove with you

So get on the floor
And dance with me
I प्यार the way आप shake your thing
Especially
So get on the floor
And dance with...
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posted by 2468244
Looking out
Across the nighttime
The city winks a sleepless eye
Hear her voice
Shake my window
Sweet seducing sighs

Get me out
Into the nighttime
Four walls won’t hold me tonight
If this town
Is just an apple
Then let me take a bite

If they say
Why, why, tell ‘em that it’s human nature
Why, why, does he do me that way
If they say
Why, why, tell ‘em that it’s human nature
Why, why, does he do me that way

Reaching out
To touch a stranger
Electric eyes are everywhere
See that girl
She knows I’m watching
She likes the way I stare

If they say
Why, why, tell ‘em that it’s human nature
Why, why, does he do...
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