Before Michael's death, I didn't know much about him.
I used to see all sorts of tabloids screaming nasty headlines about him at the drugstore checkout, and I always felt so sorry for him.
It became obvious to me that he was a target, for no one should always get so much cruel attacks so consistently, and my दिल bled for him each time.
It got so difficult for me, that I had to purposely avert my eyes no to look, but I knew they were there, and my दिल sank. After Michael's death, I heard Jermaine say that Michael was a gift from God and he had a mission.
I also heard many of Michael's close फ्रेंड्स say that he was the kindest and most loving person they have met.
Hearing this, I became interested in him, for not many can remain so loving after so many years of endless vicious attacks,
and I decided to learn about who Michael Jackson was.
I had no idea that he wrote and produced many of his songs,
no idea that his संगीत came to him in totality often from the above,
no idea about the lyrics of his songs were so socially conscious, that he could dance like that,
and he had done so much charity work. I stayed hours watching youtube, listening his songs, पढ़ना the lyrics,
watching the interviews and पढ़ना the book , "Michael Jackson Conspiracy".
The और I learned about him, the और I realized how very special he was.
One thing that stood out about him was that he was always consistently the same, no matter what the situation was.
The 60 मिनटों interview truly convinced me that Michael was real,
he means what he says and he truly believes and lives what he says,
even when the effect was so overwhelmingly negative to his reputation.
I have come to believe that Michael was LOVE, that was his essence,
and that after all the horrible things done to him द्वारा the enemies,
they couldn't change his basic character, they couldn't make him into a bitter, angry and hateful person
that many of us probably would have become. We hear "Love conquers all", and it sounds so altruistic,
but I think in Michael's case, it was true. His प्यार seems to have been और divine than human
(not saying that he was divine) and with his open दिल and outstretched arms, he sent his special प्यार to the poor,
the hungry, the sick, the weak, the unloved, and the lonely all his life.
In spite of all the attacks, he kept his दिल open so that he could share it with others to reach out and touch
the their hearts and souls. I think this is why so many of us feel that Michael was like a family member,
that his death feels और personal, not just of another celebrity.
So, now I understand what the world has lost.
We didn't just lose an entertainer, a celebrity, we लॉस्ट Love, a special kind of प्यार gift
wrapped in beautiful wrappings that were delivered to our door once in a while, but now no more. We have old gifts to keep, but we know the new ones will never arrive. When I read the postings of his प्रशंसकों on his memorial site, they are so gut-wrenching, they bring tears to my eyes, because often those are the same feelings that I feel now. In a way, I am glad that Michael settled the first case, because it gave him another 8 years of his creative productive life during which time he did an immense amount of good in the world. Had he gone to the court, his reputation would have been throughly destroyed द्वारा the media frenzy. "Michael Jackson conspiracy" says how much Michael's प्रशंसकों sustained him during the trial, and I am thankful to all the प्रशंसकों who believed in him and stood द्वारा him and helped him immeasurably.
I bought several CDs of his (I didn't own any before) and listen to Invincible songs carefully.
They are all so beautiful and I am sad that none of them are ever played on the radio I listen to.
When I watch him on youtube, I feel happy and sad at the same time.
I hope Michael's संगीत will last 100 या 200 years like the ones द्वारा the giants of music,
for no matter how much technology advances, art comes from people,
and I can't imagine anyone like him coming along any time soon.
I wonder if true प्यार can be proven without sacrifices and sufferings..
If Michael can be asked " would आप do it all over again knowing all the pains that came along with your gifts ?",
he may say, "yes". His friend कहा that Michael कहा that he wanted to help children so much that
if the meida crucified him for that, then let that be.
I hope Michael can see now in totality how much he helped the world,
that his numerous sufferings weren't in vain, and millions of people present and future will look at his work
and wonder the beauty of it all, then he may think his sufferings were all worth it,
that he didn't have an easy, happy, fun filled, successful,
wonderful life who could never connect with the rest of the world population.
His art was him, and they were all authentic from his soul.
Of course, this doesn't excuse all the wrongs the media has done, but after all कहा and done,
those critics will disappear into oblivion, but Michael's work will continue to shine and glow,
and he will be so busy hugging and talking to millions of his प्रशंसकों in Heaven.
The enemies may have destroyed his body, but they couldn't destroy his spirit,
for as he कहा he was Unbreakable.
I do feel sad about his children, that is probably one thing Michael feels regret,
and hopefully God takes good care of them.
Thank आप Michael for all the प्यार आप shared throughout your life,
आप were truly special and I am glad to have learned about you,
I used to see all sorts of tabloids screaming nasty headlines about him at the drugstore checkout, and I always felt so sorry for him.
It became obvious to me that he was a target, for no one should always get so much cruel attacks so consistently, and my दिल bled for him each time.
It got so difficult for me, that I had to purposely avert my eyes no to look, but I knew they were there, and my दिल sank. After Michael's death, I heard Jermaine say that Michael was a gift from God and he had a mission.
I also heard many of Michael's close फ्रेंड्स say that he was the kindest and most loving person they have met.
Hearing this, I became interested in him, for not many can remain so loving after so many years of endless vicious attacks,
and I decided to learn about who Michael Jackson was.
I had no idea that he wrote and produced many of his songs,
no idea that his संगीत came to him in totality often from the above,
no idea about the lyrics of his songs were so socially conscious, that he could dance like that,
and he had done so much charity work. I stayed hours watching youtube, listening his songs, पढ़ना the lyrics,
watching the interviews and पढ़ना the book , "Michael Jackson Conspiracy".
The और I learned about him, the और I realized how very special he was.
One thing that stood out about him was that he was always consistently the same, no matter what the situation was.
The 60 मिनटों interview truly convinced me that Michael was real,
he means what he says and he truly believes and lives what he says,
even when the effect was so overwhelmingly negative to his reputation.
I have come to believe that Michael was LOVE, that was his essence,
and that after all the horrible things done to him द्वारा the enemies,
they couldn't change his basic character, they couldn't make him into a bitter, angry and hateful person
that many of us probably would have become. We hear "Love conquers all", and it sounds so altruistic,
but I think in Michael's case, it was true. His प्यार seems to have been और divine than human
(not saying that he was divine) and with his open दिल and outstretched arms, he sent his special प्यार to the poor,
the hungry, the sick, the weak, the unloved, and the lonely all his life.
In spite of all the attacks, he kept his दिल open so that he could share it with others to reach out and touch
the their hearts and souls. I think this is why so many of us feel that Michael was like a family member,
that his death feels और personal, not just of another celebrity.
So, now I understand what the world has lost.
We didn't just lose an entertainer, a celebrity, we लॉस्ट Love, a special kind of प्यार gift
wrapped in beautiful wrappings that were delivered to our door once in a while, but now no more. We have old gifts to keep, but we know the new ones will never arrive. When I read the postings of his प्रशंसकों on his memorial site, they are so gut-wrenching, they bring tears to my eyes, because often those are the same feelings that I feel now. In a way, I am glad that Michael settled the first case, because it gave him another 8 years of his creative productive life during which time he did an immense amount of good in the world. Had he gone to the court, his reputation would have been throughly destroyed द्वारा the media frenzy. "Michael Jackson conspiracy" says how much Michael's प्रशंसकों sustained him during the trial, and I am thankful to all the प्रशंसकों who believed in him and stood द्वारा him and helped him immeasurably.
I bought several CDs of his (I didn't own any before) and listen to Invincible songs carefully.
They are all so beautiful and I am sad that none of them are ever played on the radio I listen to.
When I watch him on youtube, I feel happy and sad at the same time.
I hope Michael's संगीत will last 100 या 200 years like the ones द्वारा the giants of music,
for no matter how much technology advances, art comes from people,
and I can't imagine anyone like him coming along any time soon.
I wonder if true प्यार can be proven without sacrifices and sufferings..
If Michael can be asked " would आप do it all over again knowing all the pains that came along with your gifts ?",
he may say, "yes". His friend कहा that Michael कहा that he wanted to help children so much that
if the meida crucified him for that, then let that be.
I hope Michael can see now in totality how much he helped the world,
that his numerous sufferings weren't in vain, and millions of people present and future will look at his work
and wonder the beauty of it all, then he may think his sufferings were all worth it,
that he didn't have an easy, happy, fun filled, successful,
wonderful life who could never connect with the rest of the world population.
His art was him, and they were all authentic from his soul.
Of course, this doesn't excuse all the wrongs the media has done, but after all कहा and done,
those critics will disappear into oblivion, but Michael's work will continue to shine and glow,
and he will be so busy hugging and talking to millions of his प्रशंसकों in Heaven.
The enemies may have destroyed his body, but they couldn't destroy his spirit,
for as he कहा he was Unbreakable.
I do feel sad about his children, that is probably one thing Michael feels regret,
and hopefully God takes good care of them.
Thank आप Michael for all the प्यार आप shared throughout your life,
आप were truly special and I am glad to have learned about you,
In a online survey conducted द्वारा the social networking website MySpace, the 'Thriller' hitmaker surpassed popstar Justin Timberlake and reggae king Bob Marley, who came सेकंड and third respectively.
Among the females, contralto singer Alecia Beth Moore popularly known as गुलाबी triumphed over pop आइकनों Lady Gaga, मैडोना and Britney Spears to grab the चोटी, शीर्ष spot.
Meanwhile, among the bands, rockers AC DC were declared the best, closely followed द्वारा निर्वाना and the 'Red Hot Chilli Peppers'.
Caroline couldn't believe what happened at that moment.. When they stopped they looked at eachother for a moment.. they tried to understand what happened.... but they coudn't..
Caroline:"MIchael.. I.. I don't know what to say.. "
Michael went very red.. he was licking his lips.. and biting his lower lip..
Michael:"I'm sorry.. but I had to do it.. I couldn't resist..I'm too much in प्यार with u Caroline.. Since I was at high school.. i was in प्यार with u.."
Caroline was shocked.. but happy.. she felt a sense of satisfaction....
Caroline..:"Michael.. even I.. when u hugged.. I felt something that i never felt before.. it was something special.. from that moment i didn't stop thinking about u.."
They looked at eachother than they kissed.. they were together.. forever..
Caroline:"MIchael.. I.. I don't know what to say.. "
Michael went very red.. he was licking his lips.. and biting his lower lip..
Michael:"I'm sorry.. but I had to do it.. I couldn't resist..I'm too much in प्यार with u Caroline.. Since I was at high school.. i was in प्यार with u.."
Caroline was shocked.. but happy.. she felt a sense of satisfaction....
Caroline..:"Michael.. even I.. when u hugged.. I felt something that i never felt before.. it was something special.. from that moment i didn't stop thinking about u.."
They looked at eachother than they kissed.. they were together.. forever..
The door knocked again.. Who was it?
Caroline:"Come in"
This time it was Michael..
Michael:"Did i disturb?"
Caroline:"No Michael.. आप never disturb.. Come in.."
Michael:"I saw a man running out of the office... Who was it?"
Caroline:"Oh.. it was my ex boy friend.. i told him that it was over. He knew I was right.."
Michael looked at Caroline for a moment.. they looked at eachother..
Michael said:"Can आप come near me for a मिनट please?"
Caroline went near him.. not knowing what he was going to do..
Michael said:"Forgive me"
Then Michael kissed her. There was a moment of great passion between the two.. not even Michael knew that he did it. They were in deep exstasy.. in exstasy of love...
Caroline:"Come in"
This time it was Michael..
Michael:"Did i disturb?"
Caroline:"No Michael.. आप never disturb.. Come in.."
Michael:"I saw a man running out of the office... Who was it?"
Caroline:"Oh.. it was my ex boy friend.. i told him that it was over. He knew I was right.."
Michael looked at Caroline for a moment.. they looked at eachother..
Michael said:"Can आप come near me for a मिनट please?"
Caroline went near him.. not knowing what he was going to do..
Michael said:"Forgive me"
Then Michael kissed her. There was a moment of great passion between the two.. not even Michael knew that he did it. They were in deep exstasy.. in exstasy of love...
Caroline went at his mum's house to see if he was there.. She knocked.. His mum opened.
Caroline:"Hello Mr.s Balzan.. is your son here?"
Mr.Balzan:"Hello Caroline.. Bernard went at the bar अगला door.. he's probabbly there.."
Caroline said:"Thank u Mr's Balzan"
Caroline froze.. what was he doing at the bar.. why did he lie to her? Was there something to know?
She went at the bar.. then she had a deep shock.. Bernard was with another girl.. they held eachother's hands.. Caroline was just desperate.. she ran away crying.. not knowing what to do.. She ran away crying... Then she stood on a pave ment thinking.. "what had just happened to me?" she said.. She was still sobbing..
Caroline:"Hello Mr.s Balzan.. is your son here?"
Mr.Balzan:"Hello Caroline.. Bernard went at the bar अगला door.. he's probabbly there.."
Caroline said:"Thank u Mr's Balzan"
Caroline froze.. what was he doing at the bar.. why did he lie to her? Was there something to know?
She went at the bar.. then she had a deep shock.. Bernard was with another girl.. they held eachother's hands.. Caroline was just desperate.. she ran away crying.. not knowing what to do.. She ran away crying... Then she stood on a pave ment thinking.. "what had just happened to me?" she said.. She was still sobbing..
Michael Jackson could live again on the big screen -- TMZ has learned a former Jackson associate is trying to खरीडिए around a full-length movie featuring unseen rehearsal footage from MJ's 1981 संगीत कार्यक्रम series.
The man behind the deal is Ron Newt -- who claims he was so close with Michael, that the singer gave him special behind-the-scenes footage from Jackson's 1981 Triumph Tour.
Now, after seeing the success of "This Is It " -- Newt tells TMZ he's put together a 64-minute feature film from his footage ... which includes several candid moments involving MJ and his brothers. Michael can also be seen dancing, गाना and directing the stage production.
Newt tells us he's already getting offers from several interested parties -- with proposals reaching into seven figures.
The man behind the deal is Ron Newt -- who claims he was so close with Michael, that the singer gave him special behind-the-scenes footage from Jackson's 1981 Triumph Tour.
Now, after seeing the success of "This Is It " -- Newt tells TMZ he's put together a 64-minute feature film from his footage ... which includes several candid moments involving MJ and his brothers. Michael can also be seen dancing, गाना and directing the stage production.
Newt tells us he's already getting offers from several interested parties -- with proposals reaching into seven figures.
Dr. Conrad Murray won't just face the judge in his manslaughter case on Monday -- we're told an army of MJ प्रशंसकों plans a little surprise of its own ... in the protest department.
A rep for Justice4MJ -- the प्रशंसक group planning the demonstration -- tells TMZ that scores of Jackson प्रशंसकों plan to attend ... and it's all going down on the freeway overpass near the L.A. courthouse.
We're told when the hearing ends ... the protesters plan to march from the courthouse -- then quickly विभाजित करें, विभक्त करें for the overpasses as Murray makes his exit. They will bid Dr. Murray adieu as he drives off -- probably not in the friendliest of ways.
But we're guessing the protest is the least of Dr. Murray's worries.
A rep for Justice4MJ -- the प्रशंसक group planning the demonstration -- tells TMZ that scores of Jackson प्रशंसकों plan to attend ... and it's all going down on the freeway overpass near the L.A. courthouse.
We're told when the hearing ends ... the protesters plan to march from the courthouse -- then quickly विभाजित करें, विभक्त करें for the overpasses as Murray makes his exit. They will bid Dr. Murray adieu as he drives off -- probably not in the friendliest of ways.
But we're guessing the protest is the least of Dr. Murray's worries.
TMZ has learned Michael Jackson's tomb has been defaced द्वारा a stealth band of vandals -- who have marked the walls of MJ's mausoleum with hidden messages ... and it's all in permanent ink.
Security at Forest Lawn in Glendale, CA is on the lookout for "fans" who have been लेखन messages in hard-to-spot places outside the main window of the building in which MJ is entombed.
The लेखन is mostly hidden underneath ledges -- या in spots covered द्वारा bushes -- and contains messages like, "Miss you" and "Keep the dream alive."
Reps at Forest Lawn are pretty ticked off -- telling TMZ, "Activity such as this, is a prime example why we are evaluating the level of access to the various entrances of the Great Mausoleum."
Forest Lawn also tells us that anyone caught vandalizing the cemetery will be banned for life.
Security at Forest Lawn in Glendale, CA is on the lookout for "fans" who have been लेखन messages in hard-to-spot places outside the main window of the building in which MJ is entombed.
The लेखन is mostly hidden underneath ledges -- या in spots covered द्वारा bushes -- and contains messages like, "Miss you" and "Keep the dream alive."
Reps at Forest Lawn are pretty ticked off -- telling TMZ, "Activity such as this, is a prime example why we are evaluating the level of access to the various entrances of the Great Mausoleum."
Forest Lawn also tells us that anyone caught vandalizing the cemetery will be banned for life.
A poem I dedicated to Michael .
I woke up one day, I found at आप were gone
and now I'm sitting here listening to
this sad song.
When I look at the sky at night, I wonder
If I could see आप one दिन in heaven, I can
Feel your presence seven days a week, you’re
In my dreams, they seem to be real until I wake up
And my दिल is hurting
Wherever आप are, I feel आप close no matter
How far या how near
Why did आप go? One दिन I will know,
आप never कहा goodbye,
There must be a reason why, that’s why I cry
I woke up one day, I found at आप were gone
and now I'm sitting here listening to
this sad song.
When I look at the sky at night, I wonder
If I could see आप one दिन in heaven, I can
Feel your presence seven days a week, you’re
In my dreams, they seem to be real until I wake up
And my दिल is hurting
Wherever आप are, I feel आप close no matter
How far या how near
Why did आप go? One दिन I will know,
आप never कहा goodbye,
There must be a reason why, that’s why I cry
FAST PEOPLE GO TO THIS LINK AND POST A TRIBUTE FOR MICHAEL BEFORE TOMORROW WE NEED 1 MILLION TRIBUTES AND WE ONLY HAVE 630,183 FAST FAST FAST PEOPLE THIS IS URGENT WE NEED IT FOR MICHAELS SAKE PLEASE TRIBUTE HIM
I KNOW I प्यार MICHAEL
I KNOW आप प्यार MICHAEL
I KNOW WE ALL प्यार MICHAEL
I KNOW I WANT THE BEST FOR HIM, HIS FANS, HIS KIDS, AND ALL THE LOVING PEOPLE
I KNOW आप WANT THE BEST FOR HIM, HIS FANS, HIS KIDS, AND ALL THE LOVING PEOPLE
I KNOW WE ALL WANT THE BEST FOR HIM, HIS FANS, HIS KIDS, AND ALL THE LOVING PEOPLE
SO GO AND TRIBUTE FOR GODS SAKE ITS A साल ALREADY!
SO VISIT THIS WEBSITE TO DO THAT:
link
PLEASE THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT FOR THE MICHAEL प्रशंसकों AND WE NEED IT FAST!
PLEASE POST THIS IN DIFFERENT CLUBS, FACEBOOK,TWITTER,etc.
THANKS
I KNOW I प्यार MICHAEL
I KNOW आप प्यार MICHAEL
I KNOW WE ALL प्यार MICHAEL
I KNOW I WANT THE BEST FOR HIM, HIS FANS, HIS KIDS, AND ALL THE LOVING PEOPLE
I KNOW आप WANT THE BEST FOR HIM, HIS FANS, HIS KIDS, AND ALL THE LOVING PEOPLE
I KNOW WE ALL WANT THE BEST FOR HIM, HIS FANS, HIS KIDS, AND ALL THE LOVING PEOPLE
SO GO AND TRIBUTE FOR GODS SAKE ITS A साल ALREADY!
SO VISIT THIS WEBSITE TO DO THAT:
link
PLEASE THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT FOR THE MICHAEL प्रशंसकों AND WE NEED IT FAST!
PLEASE POST THIS IN DIFFERENT CLUBS, FACEBOOK,TWITTER,etc.
THANKS