आप let out a shriek of frustration, slightly tugging at the end of your hair. Justin cocks his eyebrows at आप before scoffing, trudging away from your sight. “I’m going out.” He mutters, loudly enough for आप to hear but only barely. Not responding, आप sit there quietly in the corner of the रसोई, रसोईघर trying to hold the tears back. आप and Justin had been fighting a lot lately and आप hate it. आप know that he’s going on tour in a few months and right now, all आप want is to spend time with your boyfriend before he leaves आप alone at घर - not fight with him. Usually, आप या Justin would always apologize to each other and end up cuddling on the सोफ़ा, सोफे या making प्यार in bedroom but it had never gone this far. आप stare into the empty air and आप can’t hold your tears in anymore. What surprises आप the most are that those tears are made out of anger. You’re mad and आप know for a fact that Justin is too. आप can’t even remember what आप were arguing about but it was probably something stupid.
A few hours pass and you’ve managed to हटाइए from your spot in the रसोई, रसोईघर to the सोफ़ा, सोफे in the living room. You’re sitting there, arms crossed over your chest while आप stare angrily at the बिना सोचे समझे दिखाना playing on the TV. Suddenly, the sound of the door slamming shut rings through the house and आप know that Justin is still seething with anger too. Not wanting to confront him at the moment, आप flee your spot and rush upstairs and into the bedroom. Your anger is still affecting आप and आप end up throwing every piece of clothing आप undress, across the room. आप lay down, tucking yourself under the covers and wait for Justin to enter the room. आप have your back to his side of the बिस्तर but आप can still hear when he walks in. Just as you, Justin undresses rather furiously and practically throws himself on the bed. He snatches the covers that are almost under your butt to him and tosses his body around. आप sigh softly, knowing - without seeing - that Justin also has turned his back to you.
When आप open your eyes the अगला morning, all of the tragic memories from the night before drowns your mind. Every single hateful word, the tears and the anger. Much to your dismay, all of the anger from yesterday has disappeared into thin air and all आप feel now is sadness. A heavy and empty sadness. आप lay in बिस्तर quietly, still not moving as आप listen for any signs of Justin. आप almost let out a yelp when he snores softly. Feeling him turn around heavily, आप let out a sigh. You’re not even sure yourself if it’s a sigh of relief या one of disappointment. आप hate to admit it; but a small part of आप was hoping he would already be awake and ready with his apologetic speech.
Sighing, आप decide to try to remember what caused आप to start fighting yesterday. आप know that आप usually argue about his busy career, rumors and housework. Those three things are the things आप argue the most about. It’s stupid things, really. Because आप know that Justin has a busy career and आप admire it - आप just wish he wouldn’t be gone so much. For the rumors, it goes both ways. There are stupid rumors about आप that he confronts आप about and vice versa. Rumors about pretty much everything; cheating, pregnancies, deaths, drugs, alcohol and so on. It bothers आप but आप know that it’s a part of being Justin’s girlfriend.
आप have been with Justin for three years now and आप were almost expecting a proposal at your 3rd anniversary. आप didn’t know if आप were disappointed या slightly relieved when it didn’t come. आप प्यार Justin and आप can absolutely see yourself getting married with him, just maybe not yet. That still doesn’t mean that आप would have कहा no if he had asked though. आप would say yes either way. Who knows? Maybe आप actually would be even happier as Mrs. Bieber?
These thoughts eventually take a turn for the worse. Thinking about becoming Mrs. Bieber reminds आप of the fight again and आप turn even और depressed when आप remember that none of आप apologized and आप don’t even know if Justin wants to be with आप anymore. All आप know for certain is that आप can’t lose him. आप can’t lose him over some stupid fight about something irrelevant. आप प्यार him too much and आप can’t भालू the thought of him leaving you. With this on your mind, आप feel your chest tighten and before आप can react; you’re crying.
Silent, salty tears run down your cheeks and आप try to keep as quiet as आप can. How awkward wouldn’t it be if Justin really wants to break up with आप and when he wakes up, you’re sitting there crying? Sniffling, आप reach up and wipe away some of the tears with the back of your hand. आप choke out a laugh, ashamed and embarrassed. आप don’t want to be crying over something so stupid but deep inside - आप know it’s not. It is in fact important to you. Because Justin is your life and losing him would be like living without air. It would simply be impossible.
“Are आप crying?” Justin startles you. Slowly turning around to face him, आप try to wipe away all the tears at the same time. आप don’t want him to see आप and think you’re a weak, little girl. “N-no?” आप say, but it sounds और like a question. Justin frowns slightly, reaching out towards you. Without a warning, he pulls आप close and wraps his arms around you. आप nuzzle into his chest and let the tears fall freely now. He already knows you’ve been crying, so why hide it?
“I’m sorry for everything I कहा yesterday, [Y/N]. I really am. I didn’t mean anything. The only reason I walked out was because I was afraid I was going to say something stupid and ruin our relationship. आप are the best thing that’s ever happened to me so far, at least-” He’s about to continue when आप cut him off. “So far?” आप ask, raising a brow. आप let out a throaty laugh quickly after, trying to दिखाना that आप are joking. “Yeah. I mean… When we have our first baby together eventually, that will probably be the best thing happening to me. It’s together with आप though, so आप still count as the best thing. Anyway, I’m sorry. It was stupid of me. I प्यार you.” He smiles against your skin before pressing a किस to your temple. “I’m sorry, too. For everything I did and said. I had no right to do those things. It’s just… I get exhausted sometimes but I still shouldn’t take it out on you, I know that. I promise that I’ll come to आप and talk to आप about it अगला time.” आप smile and peck his chiseled jaw, “I प्यार you, too, Justin.”
A few hours pass and you’ve managed to हटाइए from your spot in the रसोई, रसोईघर to the सोफ़ा, सोफे in the living room. You’re sitting there, arms crossed over your chest while आप stare angrily at the बिना सोचे समझे दिखाना playing on the TV. Suddenly, the sound of the door slamming shut rings through the house and आप know that Justin is still seething with anger too. Not wanting to confront him at the moment, आप flee your spot and rush upstairs and into the bedroom. Your anger is still affecting आप and आप end up throwing every piece of clothing आप undress, across the room. आप lay down, tucking yourself under the covers and wait for Justin to enter the room. आप have your back to his side of the बिस्तर but आप can still hear when he walks in. Just as you, Justin undresses rather furiously and practically throws himself on the bed. He snatches the covers that are almost under your butt to him and tosses his body around. आप sigh softly, knowing - without seeing - that Justin also has turned his back to you.
When आप open your eyes the अगला morning, all of the tragic memories from the night before drowns your mind. Every single hateful word, the tears and the anger. Much to your dismay, all of the anger from yesterday has disappeared into thin air and all आप feel now is sadness. A heavy and empty sadness. आप lay in बिस्तर quietly, still not moving as आप listen for any signs of Justin. आप almost let out a yelp when he snores softly. Feeling him turn around heavily, आप let out a sigh. You’re not even sure yourself if it’s a sigh of relief या one of disappointment. आप hate to admit it; but a small part of आप was hoping he would already be awake and ready with his apologetic speech.
Sighing, आप decide to try to remember what caused आप to start fighting yesterday. आप know that आप usually argue about his busy career, rumors and housework. Those three things are the things आप argue the most about. It’s stupid things, really. Because आप know that Justin has a busy career and आप admire it - आप just wish he wouldn’t be gone so much. For the rumors, it goes both ways. There are stupid rumors about आप that he confronts आप about and vice versa. Rumors about pretty much everything; cheating, pregnancies, deaths, drugs, alcohol and so on. It bothers आप but आप know that it’s a part of being Justin’s girlfriend.
आप have been with Justin for three years now and आप were almost expecting a proposal at your 3rd anniversary. आप didn’t know if आप were disappointed या slightly relieved when it didn’t come. आप प्यार Justin and आप can absolutely see yourself getting married with him, just maybe not yet. That still doesn’t mean that आप would have कहा no if he had asked though. आप would say yes either way. Who knows? Maybe आप actually would be even happier as Mrs. Bieber?
These thoughts eventually take a turn for the worse. Thinking about becoming Mrs. Bieber reminds आप of the fight again and आप turn even और depressed when आप remember that none of आप apologized and आप don’t even know if Justin wants to be with आप anymore. All आप know for certain is that आप can’t lose him. आप can’t lose him over some stupid fight about something irrelevant. आप प्यार him too much and आप can’t भालू the thought of him leaving you. With this on your mind, आप feel your chest tighten and before आप can react; you’re crying.
Silent, salty tears run down your cheeks and आप try to keep as quiet as आप can. How awkward wouldn’t it be if Justin really wants to break up with आप and when he wakes up, you’re sitting there crying? Sniffling, आप reach up and wipe away some of the tears with the back of your hand. आप choke out a laugh, ashamed and embarrassed. आप don’t want to be crying over something so stupid but deep inside - आप know it’s not. It is in fact important to you. Because Justin is your life and losing him would be like living without air. It would simply be impossible.
“Are आप crying?” Justin startles you. Slowly turning around to face him, आप try to wipe away all the tears at the same time. आप don’t want him to see आप and think you’re a weak, little girl. “N-no?” आप say, but it sounds और like a question. Justin frowns slightly, reaching out towards you. Without a warning, he pulls आप close and wraps his arms around you. आप nuzzle into his chest and let the tears fall freely now. He already knows you’ve been crying, so why hide it?
“I’m sorry for everything I कहा yesterday, [Y/N]. I really am. I didn’t mean anything. The only reason I walked out was because I was afraid I was going to say something stupid and ruin our relationship. आप are the best thing that’s ever happened to me so far, at least-” He’s about to continue when आप cut him off. “So far?” आप ask, raising a brow. आप let out a throaty laugh quickly after, trying to दिखाना that आप are joking. “Yeah. I mean… When we have our first baby together eventually, that will probably be the best thing happening to me. It’s together with आप though, so आप still count as the best thing. Anyway, I’m sorry. It was stupid of me. I प्यार you.” He smiles against your skin before pressing a किस to your temple. “I’m sorry, too. For everything I did and said. I had no right to do those things. It’s just… I get exhausted sometimes but I still shouldn’t take it out on you, I know that. I promise that I’ll come to आप and talk to आप about it अगला time.” आप smile and peck his chiseled jaw, “I प्यार you, too, Justin.”
