Disclaimer: I do not own House, the characters, या the song. However the story is mine.
Hope आप like it. There is one swear word. Let me know what आप think :)
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It had been a whole week since House had talked to Cuddy. He surprisingly did all his clinic hours and whenever he needed permission for a procedure he would send one of his ducklings.
What surprised him the most was that Cuddy hadn't tried to talk to him. It almost seemed she was avoiding him also. He felt a small pang of hurt, but quickly pushed the feeling away.
The door to his office opened and in walked Foreman. He had sent him to get permission for another procedure on his patient.
"She told me no और procedures unless आप ask," कहा Foreman.
"Fine," House कहा looking up annoyed. He grabbed the file from Foreman and made the treck to Cuddy's office.
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Cuddy was getting past annoyed. She couldn't believe House was sending his बत्तख़ का बच्चा to get permission for procedures just to avoid her. Okay maybe she could believe it, but she sure didnt want to.
Suddenly the door to her office burst open and in walked House. He threw the file down on her desk.
"I'm here. Now sign the file so I can do the test," House कहा avoiding her eyes.
She stared at him increduously and closed the file pushing it away from her.
"Have a seat," she कहा eyeing him.
"No. Just sign the file so I can do the test. I don't want to have a little दिल to दिल with you," he कहा sighing.
"Why do आप think it would be a दिल to heart?"
"Oh I don't know, maybe because आप made me come down here and now your asking me to take a seat," he कहा finally looking at her.
She looked into his eyes and almost gasped at the hurt that was so apparent in them. She didn't think this would get to him that bad.
"House, please talk to me. I don't want to hurt you."
"It's a little late for that Cuddy," he कहा grabbing the file as he began to walk out of her office.
Cuddy quickly got up, rounder her डेस्क and quickly cut off his exit. She put a hand on his arm. He looked away from her, and she grabbed his chin and forced him to look at her.
"House please," she कहा her voice almost a whisper.
"What are आप hoping to accomplish Cuddy? What do आप want from me? Want me to go back to my old नितंब, गधा self या maybe have me fight for your attention? Well too bad cause I'm not going to. I'm done," he quickly looked away hiding the hurt.
"I just want to talk. I'm not intending to hurt you. I just don't want us to be on such bad terms," she कहा looking at him sadly.
"There are no other terms for us to be on Cuddy. We can't be bestest buddies and act like nothing has happened."
"I realize that House, but i don't want आप to hate me."
"Why would it matter if I hated you. I'm just an employee," he कहा removing his chin from her grasp. He was about to walk out, but she cut him off again.
"Your और than just an employee to me House," she कहा in a strained voice.
"What exactly am I to आप Cuddy? I'm not just an employee, we clearly aren't friends, and I'm not 'suitable' to तारीख, दिनांक you. So what am I?"
Now he was the one eyeing her. She looked away and was about to हटाइए away when he grabbed both her arms.
"Ah ah आप don't get to walk away now. You've been cornering me repeatedly I want an answer," she still refused to look at him.
It was his turn to grab her chin and force her to look at him. He could see tears starting to form in her eyes. He raised his hand and wiped them away. She finally met his gaze, and he looked back at her intensly.
He was beginning to scare himself with how gentle he was being with her. She had ripped his दिल in two and here he was comforting her.
She saw the fear beginning to form in his eyes and she raised her hand to his cheek. He quickly looked away and began to break himself away from the moment, but she stopped him when she rose up and brushed her lips against his. He was shocked at first, but began to किस back.
After what felt like minutes, but had been only सेकंड्स he broke away.
He looked at her shocked and confused. She opened her eyes and looked at him. She rose up to meet his lips again, but he backed up away from her. He quickly made his way past her and walked out of her office.
She sighed after the door closed. She couldn't figure out why she had done that, but all she knew was that it felt right. It felt so much better than whenever she kissed Lucas. She felt और alive, almost like a weight had been lifted off her shoulders.
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"Why did I come her tonight,
With all these feelings inside?
Your much too good for this life,
And all the pain that आप hide.
I wanna take आप away,
Wipe the tears from your eyes.
But all that stands in the way,
Is that आप don't realize,
Why I,
I am addicted, addicted to you.
Like a bad pill, like a sick thrill,
I can't get enough of you."
'Afflicted' - Age of Daze
Hope आप like it. There is one swear word. Let me know what आप think :)
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It had been a whole week since House had talked to Cuddy. He surprisingly did all his clinic hours and whenever he needed permission for a procedure he would send one of his ducklings.
What surprised him the most was that Cuddy hadn't tried to talk to him. It almost seemed she was avoiding him also. He felt a small pang of hurt, but quickly pushed the feeling away.
The door to his office opened and in walked Foreman. He had sent him to get permission for another procedure on his patient.
"She told me no और procedures unless आप ask," कहा Foreman.
"Fine," House कहा looking up annoyed. He grabbed the file from Foreman and made the treck to Cuddy's office.
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Cuddy was getting past annoyed. She couldn't believe House was sending his बत्तख़ का बच्चा to get permission for procedures just to avoid her. Okay maybe she could believe it, but she sure didnt want to.
Suddenly the door to her office burst open and in walked House. He threw the file down on her desk.
"I'm here. Now sign the file so I can do the test," House कहा avoiding her eyes.
She stared at him increduously and closed the file pushing it away from her.
"Have a seat," she कहा eyeing him.
"No. Just sign the file so I can do the test. I don't want to have a little दिल to दिल with you," he कहा sighing.
"Why do आप think it would be a दिल to heart?"
"Oh I don't know, maybe because आप made me come down here and now your asking me to take a seat," he कहा finally looking at her.
She looked into his eyes and almost gasped at the hurt that was so apparent in them. She didn't think this would get to him that bad.
"House, please talk to me. I don't want to hurt you."
"It's a little late for that Cuddy," he कहा grabbing the file as he began to walk out of her office.
Cuddy quickly got up, rounder her डेस्क and quickly cut off his exit. She put a hand on his arm. He looked away from her, and she grabbed his chin and forced him to look at her.
"House please," she कहा her voice almost a whisper.
"What are आप hoping to accomplish Cuddy? What do आप want from me? Want me to go back to my old नितंब, गधा self या maybe have me fight for your attention? Well too bad cause I'm not going to. I'm done," he quickly looked away hiding the hurt.
"I just want to talk. I'm not intending to hurt you. I just don't want us to be on such bad terms," she कहा looking at him sadly.
"There are no other terms for us to be on Cuddy. We can't be bestest buddies and act like nothing has happened."
"I realize that House, but i don't want आप to hate me."
"Why would it matter if I hated you. I'm just an employee," he कहा removing his chin from her grasp. He was about to walk out, but she cut him off again.
"Your और than just an employee to me House," she कहा in a strained voice.
"What exactly am I to आप Cuddy? I'm not just an employee, we clearly aren't friends, and I'm not 'suitable' to तारीख, दिनांक you. So what am I?"
Now he was the one eyeing her. She looked away and was about to हटाइए away when he grabbed both her arms.
"Ah ah आप don't get to walk away now. You've been cornering me repeatedly I want an answer," she still refused to look at him.
It was his turn to grab her chin and force her to look at him. He could see tears starting to form in her eyes. He raised his hand and wiped them away. She finally met his gaze, and he looked back at her intensly.
He was beginning to scare himself with how gentle he was being with her. She had ripped his दिल in two and here he was comforting her.
She saw the fear beginning to form in his eyes and she raised her hand to his cheek. He quickly looked away and began to break himself away from the moment, but she stopped him when she rose up and brushed her lips against his. He was shocked at first, but began to किस back.
After what felt like minutes, but had been only सेकंड्स he broke away.
He looked at her shocked and confused. She opened her eyes and looked at him. She rose up to meet his lips again, but he backed up away from her. He quickly made his way past her and walked out of her office.
She sighed after the door closed. She couldn't figure out why she had done that, but all she knew was that it felt right. It felt so much better than whenever she kissed Lucas. She felt और alive, almost like a weight had been lifted off her shoulders.
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"Why did I come her tonight,
With all these feelings inside?
Your much too good for this life,
And all the pain that आप hide.
I wanna take आप away,
Wipe the tears from your eyes.
But all that stands in the way,
Is that आप don't realize,
Why I,
I am addicted, addicted to you.
Like a bad pill, like a sick thrill,
I can't get enough of you."
'Afflicted' - Age of Daze
When does प्यार become something we need, rather than something we want? प्यार was seen as something special a long time ago. Now प्यार is what we are expected to have with us everyday of our lives. प्यार is common currency when आप are a teenager, but turns to worthless pennies the older आप get. Do we not care about the substance of what प्यार was and not what it has been made into today द्वारा commercialisation from American फिल्में and टेलीविज़न commercials and soap operas? Only when we experience प्यार for real, can we टिप्पणी दे and judge others who are in Love. प्यार means something different to everyone. Not two people’s feeling of प्यार is the same. Why do we generalize, rationalize and compartmentalize Love? प्यार is and will continue to be an enigma. Only a handful of people will ever unlock it and witness its true beauty and essence. The essence we all crave.
Love.
Love.