A/N: I have no clue what chapter this story will end on but, if I have some ideas I will continue.And about Rachel, she is not gonna be in this....


After about 2 hours of trying to soothe Cuddy in her office, Cameron was paged back to the ER.

Cuddy was exhausted from the days tragedies, and she was about to cry herself to some disturbed sleep, when a nurse came into the room.

" Oh! I'm sorry Dr.Cuddy, I was looking for Dr.Cameron. To tell her Dr.House is back from Surgery and is in the Post-Op room."

" Thanks." Cuddy कहा to the nurse.

When the nurse went away, Cuddy went to her Office bathroom and she dried her tears. She saw that the usual spark in her eyes were gone. ' My god...' She thought as she saw how empty she looked. Not stomach wise, but emotionally wise. She went from estatic, can't wait to go घर to my family, To lifeless, Why does the world hate me.

She cleaned up and went to go visit House.

As she arrived at House's room, she gasped at what she saw.

From what she can see, House was Half-Covered द्वारा a blanket, and he was pale. He was hooked up to some wires and his arm was broken.

'He looks so lifeless...' Cuddy thought as she looked at her soon to be Husband.

' Can I marry him? I mean, या son just died.'

Her thoughts were interupted द्वारा Wilson.

" Oh my god Cuddy! I am so sorry!"

Wilson pulled her to the hallway bench so they can sit.

" आप must be so sad! But don't worry House will be fine. I am sorry for your loss. I really am. I mean who could've expected all this to happen?"

Cuddy shushed Wilson from his stammering द्वारा holding her hand up.

" I gotta ask आप something Wilson."

" ok, Shoot."

" Am I a bad person for not knowing if I want to marry House anymore?" Cuddy कहा quietly.

" uh....Excuse me?"

" I mean, Our son just DIED. When I look at him it's like I remember all of us happy together and now...now...n--"

Wilson held her as she started crying again.

Cuddy gently pushed him away though.

" I'm so sorry. I am gonna be in his room okay Wilson?"

Cuddy कहा as she tried to wipe away her tears.

" Okay." Wilson कहा as she started walking towards House's room.

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Cuddy laid in the chair and rested her head against House's good leg.

After a few hours of troubled sleep Cuddy felt a hand on her head.

" What the he--?"

Cuddy looked up and saw House's blue eyes staring at her. She watched as different emotions ran through them.

Confusion, realization, sadness, shock.

She was shocked द्वारा his shockness.

" Cuddy--"

" If आप are going to say I'm sorry, don't even try."

" I'm so sorry Lise."

Cuddy was so exhausted from the day's events that she didn't think about anything that was gonna come out of her mouth.

" Son of a bitch. आप kill my son and now आप are apologizing?"

" Lise..." House tried to say quietly but was cut off again.

" NO! I am tired of trying." Cuddy sighed.

" आप can forget about the wedding, it's over. And when आप get better , you're fired." Cuddy कहा as she took the ring off her ringer and threw it on House's chest.

" Lise." House कहा as she was walking towards the door.

But she didn't stop.

" LISE!"

Cuddy turned around at the door.

She sighed and said," I'm sorry I loved आप Greg House."

Cuddy left after that and went into her office.

'She left... She really left' House thought as he closed his eyes.

House couldn't take this anymore either. First their son dies and then the प्यार of his life leaves him.

House turned to the तालिका, टेबल अगला to him and spots a full syringe of Morphine.

' No one will forget me...' House thought...

Here comes the pain, Here comes me wishing things had never changed
And she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye

TBC