He's numb.
She's sick.
His bodies numb.
Her mind's gone blank.
Cuddy's adrenaline paced its way through her body. She'd done something incredibly stupid and she knew that. आप left him alone in his apartment with Vicodin. You're an idiot, Lisa. She didn't dare हटाइए as she laid her head on her knees. Cuddy's sister had long gone. She'd sent her घर not long after she'd began to cry. Her sister didn't deserve to have to sit through her pitiful mess that she'd only placed herself in. She'd already agreed to keep Rachel if something happened to her – even with the three kids she already had. Cuddy had never been और wrong in her life with her choices. Leaving House alone with a bottle of Vicodin in his time of need and worry. It was too late now to try to back up and change her mind या change what he was doing. She'd done a mistake, they'd both have to live through this one. Cuddy wasn't going to be his shinning princess – she wasn't going to walk back through that door and save him from his addiction, but she could be there for him, प्यार him – if she could. Rachel and her both needed someone they could always count on, but Cuddy couldn't help but प्यार the man who'd always been there when he absolutely needed to be. Just not at the right times. If it makes any sense.
She straightened herself up to a sitting position and wiped her eyes. If this is going to be done, it's going to be done right. Cuddy leaned to her left to reach for the phone, but found herself not dialing House's number to stop him, but Wilson's number. She held back the sobs that threatened to rack her body, not wanting Wilson to know that this was destroying her – that it was eating her up on the inside.
“Wilson, listen... I know it's late and I'm sorry to wake आप up, but I need a favor.” Without his complaint already, she began to say what she needed to say, how she'd screwed up, how she'd let House down. He was ashamed of her, ashamed for her – mostly. “Will आप watch Rachel while I'm gone to see House. I've got to change things around before they get into a bigger mess.”
“I'll be there in ten minutes.”
But as Cuddy arrived to House's apartment, there wasn't an answer at the door, his bike wasn't there either. She rolled her eyes and shook her head. “God, House!. Why do आप always do this? Always run away from your problems? आप could have been there for me and I would have never known anything. Why?” She'd thought she was talking to herself, reminiscing what she wanted to say to House, but truly wouldn't. “I प्यार you,” she paused. “But you're never there for me, for Rachel. आप don't really seem to care about my feelings, आप play with all the time. आप try to escape pain द्वारा playing the piano, but when that doesn't work, आप resort straight to the vicodin. Which I'm not standing for.” Her tears trickled their way down her face. She tasted the saltiness of her tears and ran a hand over her face to clear the remains. “You can relapse, I know, but somehow I don't care. You've ran off and married a woman who doesn't mean anything to you, just so आप could get back at me. I should have realized everything. I should have stopped आप from the vicodin, I should have stopped आप from getting married. But did I? No. Because I'm और of a coward than you'll ever be. So, really. In a sense, this is my fault. I broke this, I broke you. I can't fix your problem, because I am your problem.” द्वारा now, she was sitting sideways on his steps with her head in her hands. She was broken inside, too. But she couldn't steal the spotlight away from House. He needed taken care of और than her. “I प्यार you, which is why I don't care about these other things. I just wish you'd कहा no to Dominique, because I miss you. I don't know how to turn back.”
“Wow.”
Simple word. She jerked her head upright to see the man she is forever in प्यार with.
“You've got quite a colorful word choice.”
“How much did आप hear?” She complied to listen to every word he had, since apparently she'd just made a huge fool out of herself.
“Every word.”
She sighed, “well, आप know how I feel.”
“And आप know how hard it is to express mine.” House slowly took a सीट beside of her. “Where did आप think I went tonight?”
“I didn't know.”
House smiled, softly, something he didn't do very often. “I went earlier today to get a marriage annulment. The pre-nup was set after I married her, now she's long gone.”
“We've got a lot of talking to do, आप know that.”
“Yeah, but we need it.”
“And I want it.”
Cuddy smiled to herself, but she wasn't listening to her mind anymore, just her heart. “I प्यार you.”
“I प्यार you, too.”
She leaned into किस him, but she knew, even in her heart, that this was going to be bad.
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[b]Author's Note:[b/] I wrote this really fast this morning, because I had the dream last night. So, hopefully you'll like it anyway. (: I kinda threw together ideas throughout all eppy's. Enjoy. <3
She's sick.
His bodies numb.
Her mind's gone blank.
Cuddy's adrenaline paced its way through her body. She'd done something incredibly stupid and she knew that. आप left him alone in his apartment with Vicodin. You're an idiot, Lisa. She didn't dare हटाइए as she laid her head on her knees. Cuddy's sister had long gone. She'd sent her घर not long after she'd began to cry. Her sister didn't deserve to have to sit through her pitiful mess that she'd only placed herself in. She'd already agreed to keep Rachel if something happened to her – even with the three kids she already had. Cuddy had never been और wrong in her life with her choices. Leaving House alone with a bottle of Vicodin in his time of need and worry. It was too late now to try to back up and change her mind या change what he was doing. She'd done a mistake, they'd both have to live through this one. Cuddy wasn't going to be his shinning princess – she wasn't going to walk back through that door and save him from his addiction, but she could be there for him, प्यार him – if she could. Rachel and her both needed someone they could always count on, but Cuddy couldn't help but प्यार the man who'd always been there when he absolutely needed to be. Just not at the right times. If it makes any sense.
She straightened herself up to a sitting position and wiped her eyes. If this is going to be done, it's going to be done right. Cuddy leaned to her left to reach for the phone, but found herself not dialing House's number to stop him, but Wilson's number. She held back the sobs that threatened to rack her body, not wanting Wilson to know that this was destroying her – that it was eating her up on the inside.
“Wilson, listen... I know it's late and I'm sorry to wake आप up, but I need a favor.” Without his complaint already, she began to say what she needed to say, how she'd screwed up, how she'd let House down. He was ashamed of her, ashamed for her – mostly. “Will आप watch Rachel while I'm gone to see House. I've got to change things around before they get into a bigger mess.”
“I'll be there in ten minutes.”
But as Cuddy arrived to House's apartment, there wasn't an answer at the door, his bike wasn't there either. She rolled her eyes and shook her head. “God, House!. Why do आप always do this? Always run away from your problems? आप could have been there for me and I would have never known anything. Why?” She'd thought she was talking to herself, reminiscing what she wanted to say to House, but truly wouldn't. “I प्यार you,” she paused. “But you're never there for me, for Rachel. आप don't really seem to care about my feelings, आप play with all the time. आप try to escape pain द्वारा playing the piano, but when that doesn't work, आप resort straight to the vicodin. Which I'm not standing for.” Her tears trickled their way down her face. She tasted the saltiness of her tears and ran a hand over her face to clear the remains. “You can relapse, I know, but somehow I don't care. You've ran off and married a woman who doesn't mean anything to you, just so आप could get back at me. I should have realized everything. I should have stopped आप from the vicodin, I should have stopped आप from getting married. But did I? No. Because I'm और of a coward than you'll ever be. So, really. In a sense, this is my fault. I broke this, I broke you. I can't fix your problem, because I am your problem.” द्वारा now, she was sitting sideways on his steps with her head in her hands. She was broken inside, too. But she couldn't steal the spotlight away from House. He needed taken care of और than her. “I प्यार you, which is why I don't care about these other things. I just wish you'd कहा no to Dominique, because I miss you. I don't know how to turn back.”
“Wow.”
Simple word. She jerked her head upright to see the man she is forever in प्यार with.
“You've got quite a colorful word choice.”
“How much did आप hear?” She complied to listen to every word he had, since apparently she'd just made a huge fool out of herself.
“Every word.”
She sighed, “well, आप know how I feel.”
“And आप know how hard it is to express mine.” House slowly took a सीट beside of her. “Where did आप think I went tonight?”
“I didn't know.”
House smiled, softly, something he didn't do very often. “I went earlier today to get a marriage annulment. The pre-nup was set after I married her, now she's long gone.”
“We've got a lot of talking to do, आप know that.”
“Yeah, but we need it.”
“And I want it.”
Cuddy smiled to herself, but she wasn't listening to her mind anymore, just her heart. “I प्यार you.”
“I प्यार you, too.”
She leaned into किस him, but she knew, even in her heart, that this was going to be bad.
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[b]Author's Note:[b/] I wrote this really fast this morning, because I had the dream last night. So, hopefully you'll like it anyway. (: I kinda threw together ideas throughout all eppy's. Enjoy. <3
This is part four
of my fav huddy moments
starting wid my least fav
and ending with my alltime fav
50.IM THINKING WE SHOULD हटाइए IN TOGETHER
49.CUDDY MOVES IN TO HOUSE'S OFFICE
48.THIS IS YOUR WAY OF ACCEPTING MY APOLGIE
47.HAVE आप SEEN MY BALLS???
46.YOU JUST WANT SOMEONE TO TAKE CARE OF HIM
45.HOUSE BUYS CUDDY A DESK
44.I SLEEPT WITH LISA CUDDY
43.SENT OF A MAN
42.MORNING AFTER THE FAKE NIGHT BEFORE
41.MERRY क्रिस्मस CUDDY
50. This is a great huddy scene it’s full of so much emotions and it ends with house getting fired “I’m thinking we should move into together”
49. I love when cuddy decides she is going to move into house’s office it’s just her way are trying to move her relationship with house in the Wright direction.
48. This scene is a great huddy one cause house knows he is getting closer with cuddy so he makes a argument but she see right through him “this is just your way of saying you accept my apology “
47. This is one of my fav funny huddy scenes house is trying to embarrass cuddy while she’s on the phone but it doesn’t work “balls have you seen my balls ““I’ve seen his balls but I’m not giving them back “
46. This scene is between Wilson/Cuddy, cuddy wants Wilson and house to be there for each other since the news of kutner hits the hospital but he knows what she really wants “you couldn’t give crap about me you just want someone to take care of him”
45. I Loved when house bought cuddy a desk because it’s a big thing from their past and it means a lot to both of them and as soon as cuddy see’s it she knows who sent it her.
44. This moment was awesome it reminded me of “you can’t stop our love” and it was cuddy’s twisted way of a Romeo and Juliet scene
43. This moment was great house normally finds ways to avoid cuddy but in this episode he tried his hardest to spend time with her by visiting at home “the scent of a man, I understand you haven’t experienced it sober”
42. This scene is great because you see that’s house actually wants to be with cuddy and is happy to see her “good morning sunshine”
41. This scene is touching because 1. Cuddy gets a baby 2. House is kind of heartbroken because he thinks that she won’t have time for him but he knows it’s going to make her happy “merry Christmas cuddy”
