If I where to disappear...
Would आप look for me?
Would आप cry that I was gone?
या even care that I might never come back?
If something were to happen I want आप to know...
I will be at the light at the other end of your dark tunnel, या other words life...
Because in the end of all this darkness theres something better...
I'll be waiting there for आप to find your way,
Even if I haven't found my own way या have दिया up..
I'll wait to see आप finally find happiness...
Like I said.
I'm here for you..
And even if I'm not here
I will always be with you
Your never truly alone
I will also be there to talk to
Even when आप can't see me...
If I were to go I want आप to know its not your fault
Don't blame yourself because I wanted out..
या that आप couldn't save me
Because right now I'm not sure anyone can..
But आप will never be alone because I'll always be here..
I've thought of my way out how I want it to be..
It could be
Pills, cuts, bleach, या even a shot to the head या a jump of a bridge...
I've thought of my note I'd leave because I've written over 20 of them trying to get it right...
But the thing I want आप all to know and remember is..
Everything I did
या wrote
या the reason I stay alive is..
For the Kids who are different..
My journey is for you...
I live for you...
I hope आप know that
Because I might not always be here for आप
Because someday I could disappear...
But I want आप to know...
I प्यार you...

Fierce & Love
Mallory McDonald
MaLmcD
Poem Girl
Mallort
BF
Bitch
Slut
Nerd
Freak
Stupid
Dumb
Fore eyes
ect.