Dream Diary Article: Poem Girl

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posted by malmcd

If I where to disappear...
Would आप look for me?
Would आप cry that I was gone?
या even care that I might never come back?
If something were to happen I want आप to know...
I will be at the light at the other end of your dark tunnel, या other words life...
Because in the end of all this darkness theres something better...
I'll be waiting there for आप to find your way,
Even if I haven't found my own way या have दिया up..
I'll wait to see आप finally find happiness...
Like I said.
I'm here for you..
And even if I'm not here
I will always be with you
Your never truly alone
I will also be there to talk to
Even when आप can't see me...
If I were to go I want आप to know its not your fault
Don't blame yourself because I wanted out..
या that आप couldn't save me
Because right now I'm not sure anyone can..
But आप will never be alone because I'll always be here..
I've thought of my way out how I want it to be..
It could be
Pills, cuts, bleach, या even a shot to the head या a jump of a bridge...
I've thought of my note I'd leave because I've written over 20 of them trying to get it right...
But the thing I want आप all to know and remember is..
Everything I did
या wrote
या the reason I stay alive is..
For the Kids who are different..
My journey is for you...
I live for you...
I hope आप know that
Because I might not always be here for आप
Because someday I could disappear...
But I want आप to know...
I प्यार you...

Fierce & Love
Mallory McDonald
MaLmcD
Poem Girl
Mallort
BF
Bitch
Slut
Nerd
Freak
Stupid
Dumb
Fore eyes
ect.

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SongGirl50701 Why give up now? Your first breathe that you took helped you fight because it was the beginning of the fight. Please don't Mallory. Your none of the hurtful names people call you. Why? Because your Mallory McDonald (Poem Girl).

malmcd I've been fighting my whole life no joke. When I was a baby I had a hard time eating and it took my forever just to drink a bottle of milk I was starving to death. I've been fighting my whole life, and at this point I can't fight anymore...

SongGirl50701 What's the point in stopping?! Your not dying for the right time! You have a reason to live ! I found that out last night when I was thrown down after being bear hugged as I ranawy from home! I have you guys. You have us and we have you. All for one! Never one fading!

malmcd The point of stopping is that I can't fight anymore....I'm being eaten alive by the darkness.... And I want you to know if I ever give up and give in to the gun or into the knife I'll say goodbye...

SongGirl50701 Please stay strong! Alli will be on soon and we need to stay together for her! And Mallory, you're wounded but I know your still strong, I know you can still fight! Your Mallory McDonald. You can and I know you will!

SongGirl50701 Think about all the people who love you and care about you. The doubts are what keep you determined and hungry and it also pushes the darkness away angrily for peace! You can!

malmcd I love how you say that... Because you guys have always thought of me as strong.. But the truth is I'm not strong at all..

malmcd The life in my eyes is slowly disappearing...

SongGirl50701 Yes you are! You're the one who is able to explain how people feel and how they are because you feel for us! We don't want to loose you Mallory- NEVER! I NEED YOU. WE NEED YOU. DREAM DIARY NEEDS YOU. why? You're a piece- and not a small piece! YOU'RE SO DAMN SPECIAL TO ALL OF US!!!!!!

SongGirl50701 Please don't go....

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प्यार IS LOUDER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

added by malmcd

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LOVE...

added by snootygirl50701

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आप Know This Right?

posted by allicyn1234

I cant believe what आप कहा to me, last night we were alone.You threwyour hand up, baby आप gave up, आप gave up. I cant believe how आप looked at me with your James Dean glosy eyes. in your tightjeans, and your long hair, and your cigarette sained lies. Could we fix आप if आप broke? and is your पंच line just a joke? I'll never talk again, oh boy youve let me speechless. You've left me speechless, so speecless... And i'll never प्यार again. Oh boy you've left me speechless, youve left me speechless, so spechless......I cant beleive how आप slurred at me, with your half wired broken jaw....

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SG

posted by SongGirl50701

These are just some lyrics I collaborated in my fucked up head.^^ I hope आप guys enjoy because some are almost a full song anyways.

-------------------------------First few:

I never wanted to see आप this miserable,
but आप only return such hate into an adorable smile.
I always want to hear your laugh before I dare fall asleep.
All our emotions collide and travel into the deep sea of life.

Before I ever walked alone,
you would always be willing to travel beside me.
You've never कहा goodbye,
only a "see आप soon".
So as I'm walking,
the only thing that comes to my mind,
is you.

On days that I am home...

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Ashia's memorys

added by snootygirl50701

Source: गूगल

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Lokki <3

added by SongGirl50701

Sneak Peek a My new Story! Through Her Eyes....

posted by malmcd

Alice could still fell the warm breeze glide across her skin and through her blonde streaked स्ट्रॉबेरी, स्ट्राबेरी red hair, making it fly every which way. She remembered looking over at he father with his warm brown eyes and brown hair a shade litter then his eyes. His nose big as every. She would always make fun of him for that nose. She remembered leaning in to give him a warm किस on the check and saying, “I प्यार आप dad.” He looked down at her and said,”I प्यार आप two.” As he turned into the अगला road, She gasp. He slams on the breaks but it’s to late. They were heading straight at another...

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Unbelievers

added by snootygirl50701

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Thundering Night- Chapter 3

posted by allicyn123

The sunlight barely touches the darkness of the lake, घास around me, breeze just barely blowing my hair, that's where my dream starts. Then I see her, a girl, woman, whatever. She's older then any of the seniors I've seen but she looks like a highschook girl, young. She smiles and the wind blows back her short curly black hair and her purple eyes gleam. Then as though time had passed she suddenly standing a worried look on her face and she peers into the woods. "Sasha darling have आप seen Danny? He's been gone with Sinseta for quiet a while now..." I don't feel the words leave my lips but...

Jason Chen | Still In प्यार

added by LightSoul99

I just found out about this singer moments पूर्व and I instantly fell hard for his songs!! <333 This song is one of my प्रिय and I hope आप enjoy watching it :D Tell me what आप think of the song!! I'll probably अपलोड और from his albums <3

video

संगीत

jason chen

प्यार it

light-nee-chan

chinese

awesome

पियानो

प्रिय artist

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THE BEST QUOTE EVER!

added by malmcd

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Good Quotes!

added by malmcd

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Doll look

added by Withering-Moon

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Liike

added by SongGirl50701

Source: Facebook, गूगल

Molded Sorrow

posted by Beyal8

A pain so deep inside of me that no one will ever see,
I take the pain and lock it up and throw away the key..
Because if I take this pain out of the bottle for आप to see,
आप would not know the one आप know because I’m not even me..
The one I was months पूर्व disappeared the night आप left..
My sailing soul was caught ablaze and sunk into the depths..
I smile on the outside but within my hearts in rage..
A beautiful vase filled with poison,
my sadness turns to hate..
The hate that I have,
I hold the closest to my soul..
It is the only thing I have left of you,
it is hate that makes me Joel...

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Words Hurt

posted by anniewannie

This poem goes out to The Kids Who Are Different

आप should know that bullying hurts
It starts with one word, one word आप blurt
Fat, ugly, worthless. These are the words they hear
Do आप know you're their biggest fear?
दिन द्वारा day, आप torment them
It takes a while for their hearts to mend
All they ask for is one true friend
But आप just want to make their life end, make that one wish go away
आप bully them till they can't breathe no और
Who are आप trying to satisfy this for?
Everyday they wake up with regret
All they want to do is forget
The words, the names, all that you've...

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A normal life...

posted by BeautifulBlaze

I open my eyes again, to a sleepy morning
I tighten the tie around my neck
When I pass through the classroom door I can walk in with my chest puffed out proudly
Such a wind blows past everyday life
I thought I heard it
I even thought I felt it
Now it starts to shake within my chest
I thought it would come soon
As those millions of stars vanished
I watched them fade
I waved them good-bye
Im glad

Overlooking the corner of the hall as I sweep
I think something is odd
Even though the time within me has stopped
Its like Im living different days
The dust falls and piles up like snow
I thought they were waiting
I even...

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हे guys im back

added by Withering-Moon

SAD FACE-> :(

added by allicyn123

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.:~Smiley~:.

added by SongGirl50701