As most of आप know I wrote a letter to my friend who's a girl that I'm in प्यार with. I gave it to her early at school, I told her not to read it until she got घर and not to tell anyone about it, especially her boyfriend. When she got घर and she read it she called me and it turns out she loves me too. I use to ask her if she had those kind of feelings for me and she कहा no but today she told me she lied. So this is what डिज़्नी प्यार feels like! WE'RE IN LOVE! She's going to break up with her boyfriend but it's not just because it me. Actually she thinks he's really clingy and that he's kinda a creepy stalker with disturbing thoughts. CuteDiana suggested that I दिखाना everyone my letter, so here it is.

हे Candice, it’s me Chris! Look I know you’re moving away but I wish that I could do something to stop आप from leaving. I’ve had other फ्रेंड्स हटाइए to different schools but it was different with आप because you’re और than just my best friend. In choir I was trying not to cry and to hold back the tears so आप wouldn’t see me cry. I got really mad at आप and कहा that I hated आप but आप know I didn’t really mean it. Actually the truth is that I actually think of आप as और than a best friend या a sister. When I got घर I listened to sad प्यार songs and I cried, than I realized why I was crying because it takes something really strong to make me cry. When I was thinking about आप I had knots in my stomach and I really care about you. Actually I felt that every time I thought about you, and it took me a long while to realize it but I’m in प्यार with you.

I know that we sort of tried to तारीख, दिनांक during freshman साल but that didn’t really count because it was only for a day. Messing that up द्वारा breaking up with आप was the stupidest thing I’ve ever done. I was just scared because I was afraid of committing to a relationship and if it didn’t work out what would happen to our friendship. I know what आप and Ryan are together but I really wanted आप to know how I feel. If आप truly प्यार Ryan और than anything and would to anything to be with him, I’ll just leave आप alone. Ryan’s our friend and I don’t want to make him mad at me for stealing आप from him. आप and Ryan have known each other since kindergarten and I’ve only known आप since freshman year. However ever since we broke up I kept thinking if आप and me were meant to be. I even sometimes had dreams where we were at school and a natural disaster happened, I thought we would die and I कहा that I loved you. I kept thinking if आप and me were like one of those stories where the main character and the best friend fall in love, but they were unaware of their real feelings until the end.

I know आप use to think of me that way and I don’t know if आप still do but if आप do than tell me. Even if आप don’t we’ll always be best friends. Also I wish आप would try to convince your mom to let आप stay here and not go to a different school because you’re the only one at school who keeps me sane. You’re the only unique girl at the school the others are either stuck-up snobs, perky girly girls, girls who are messed up(like on drugs, smoking, या got pregnant) and angry with their parents, या Emo’s/Goths who cut themselves. I can’t go on without you! I need आप द्वारा my side at school! I can’t live without आप because my life wouldn’t be complete without you. Please just try to convince her! Even if आप can’t and आप do प्यार me, I’ll get my license and drive to see आप every Saturday. I’ll call आप everyday to talk to you! Even if आप don’t प्यार me I’ll still call आप every दिन to talk to you. I would give up everything to have आप stay here! I’ll be a nicer person, I’ll be less aggressive, I’ll be less hotheaded, in fact I’d even give up my career as a book writer!

Even if you’re दिल was never meant to be mine, we’ll always be best friends. I wanted to take a chance and see what would happen. If you’re truly happy with Ryan and प्यार him than I’ll be happy for you. You’re happiness is my happiness! I know आप don’t want to leave and आप won’t be happy so आप really should try to stay! Please stay! I don’t wanna lose you! Without आप I won’t be able to make it through high school. Even if आप don’t प्यार me please at least try! I didn’t know what would happen if I didn’t try to tell आप about this and I’m still scared. So what do आप have to lose? Your mom is just running away from her problems and that’s something parents are suppose to teach kids not to do! I’d do anything to help आप stay! I प्यार you! You’re nice, funny, pretty, entertaining, a good friend, and the most unique person I’ve ever met! Please don’t leave me, I प्यार you!