So this is new fan-fiction I'm trying out for size! Takes place past Season 5, though I've tweeked a few things... they've never announced Arthur's death (he never died, but still missing along with Merlin). Here's Part 1(I know it's short. Just wanted to introduce it) Enjoy, ladies!



It’s been a महीना and Gwen is still insistent on finding Arthur. दिन द्वारा दिन she sends patrols of men to find her husband. Her king. The sun looms further down over Camelot and she just sits alone in her chambers thinking to herself, holding the royal सील, मुहर in her hand. Her whole being is numb; it has been ever since she returned to Camelot with Arthur absent from her side. Moments pass and she gently hums a tune that was played at her and Arthur’s wedding. For a brief सेकंड she is happy again as her mind floats back to their first dance as husband and wife.

“I’ve never seen आप dance before.” utters Gwen as they हटाइए to the music.
“I’ve been saving my skills for you, love.”
“Ah, well I would have hoped so. आप know I’m the only one who won’t judge आप and your two left feet.” Gwen giggles to herself.
Arthur chuckles at this and tries to correct his mistakes as they हटाइए across the hall. Gwen notices his efforts and says, “That’s better.” Arthur simply smiles and gazes down to look at the face of his one true love. He admires the glow of her skin, the scent of her hair, the shape of her lips, the gleam in her eyes.
“I प्यार you.” Arthur says softly as he holds her close in his arms. Gwen trails her hand up from his shoulder and places it around his neck. She leans her head against his chest and smiles, holding in blissful tears with every effort.
“I’ve loved आप for so long, Arthur.” She suddenly looks him in the face. “My दिल and soul have ached for आप all these years…and now...I’m yours. It seems when I had लॉस्ट everything आप slowly entered into my life.” A few tears start to fall from her eyes as she continues. “When I लॉस्ट my father I was sure that I would प्यार no man ever again. Yet here आप are. All the man I could ever need. I प्यार you. I never want to be without you.”
Arthur gently wipes the tears from her cheeks and his दिल can do nothing but swell and overflow with the प्यार and passion he has for the woman in front of him.
“I’ll always प्यार you, Guinevere. I’ll never leave you. I promise.”

Gwen is brought back to the present at the remembrance of his words. Before she can drown herself in the tears that have just been waiting to fall, a soft knock is heard at the door. Gwen stands and collects herself.

“Come” she says with a slight quiver in her voice.
Leon enters as Gwen rushes to hear of any new reports. He’s alive? आप found him?
“I’m sorry your highness. There’s been no change of word या knowledge…the king may be…” Before he can finish his thought, Gwen shoots back with a harsh and hurt undertone.
“Don’t say it, Leon!” Gwen can feel herself starting to shake and fume with pain and agony. Tears run down her face and she screams. “I know he’s alive! I know he’s out there! …He promised he would never leave me, Leon! He is going to return! Any…minute! …he’s…going to walk through that door!” Gwen can stand no और and she falls to her knees sobbing. Leon rushes over to her side and she collapses in his arms letting out all her pain and frustration. They sit for a long while until Gwen has slightly recovered. As her sobs soften, Leon speaks.
“Your highness, I will continue my खोजिए as best I can. I want आप to know that we are all here for आप during this time. But, Camelot needs a leader. आप are still the क्वीन and we still hold आप in very high regard. आप have the power and ability to rule over Camelot just as well as Arthur. We have faith and believe you, sire. The people प्यार आप and there is no greater ruler right now than the क्वीन of Camelot. You.” Gwen slowly rises and collects herself once more.
“Thank you, Leon. But Arthur will return. And when he does he will rule over Camelot just the same.”
“Your highness….”
“Goodnight, Leon.”

Leon bows and exits, leaving Guinevere on her own. Now alone, she turns and walks toward her closet to retrieve her nightdress. As she opens the wooden doors, her eyes take her in a different direction. She examines Arthur’s clothing and gathers his red shirt. She holds it for a moment, slowly bringing it to her nose. Fresh tears fall down her cheeks and wet the red cloth in her hands. Her mind made up, she moves behind the changing screen and comes out moments later draped in his clothing. She walks throughout the room, blowing out all the candles except one. The same one she has used each night of Arthur’s missing. She brings the candle and places it in the windowsill across from her bed.
“Arthur, as long as this candle burns, so burns the आग and passion that’s still alive in my heart. Let it guide आप घर to me. I’ll be here waiting. I प्यार you.”
Gwen watches as the sun disappears and can’t help but believe that Arthur is watching it too.

PART 2: link