“ the new beginning ”
As days passed it got worse. I couldn't take it anymore, we were growing apart, barely even talking.
Anything I talked about doing, Edward would disagree या say its not safe.
Once, I was going to the toilet and Edward asked Alice to go with me!. To the toilet!
That led to a दिन of me ignoring him. That taught him a lesson to shut his mouth and stop making decision for me…..well for about 24 hours. Then it starts again.
“Bells….your getting so boring! Talk a little…oh! I have a better idea lets play” Emmett grinned.
“Emmett, cant आप see Bella Is tired? She has to rest” Edward कहा and put a hand on my shoulder.
“But Edward, all your making Bella do is rest and घर work!” Emmett argued with him.
I removed Edwards hand from my shoulder and got us before walking to the door.
“Where are आप going?” Edward asked.
“I’m going somewhere where I can make my own decisions. Not have someone making them for me!”
“Bella. I don’t think…”
“I’M NOT A DAMN PUPPET EDWARD!” I screamed at him.
Everyone appeared अगला to Emmett, who was looking at me with pride.
“You cant just go! Victoria could be out there waiting for you” Edward कहा angrily.
“Well….news flash Edward. I DON'T CARE ANYMORE! I’d rather live a short happy life than a long crappy, hiding in the shadows one!"
“Bell….”Edward started to talk but I cut him off.
“Just shut up Edward! I'm talking. आप are hiding me from everything! From the volturi and that stupid Victoria. Even from my friends”
“But its for your own protection”
“I don't need protection. Did I have a say in this? NO! I didn't. What a shock! आप are living my life for me, Edward! I don't even have a say in what I eat! Your always saying that's not enough आप need और protein, और this और that…blah, blah, blah!
He was looking at me shocked.
“What Edward?” I asked. He cant honestly say he didn’t know he was like this.
“Bella I’m sorry…I just...i just want आप to be healthy…if आप want आप can eat anything आप want… its no probl…”
“EDWARD!” I screamed.
He still looked confused.
“My health isn't fucking important to me!...you know what? I'm leaving. Cause your not going to change me and if I stay here I’m always going to run from my problems…that’s not gonna happen! I want my short human life to be spent in peace and for me to make my own decisions!...I’m tired of this Edward”
“Bella…look…if आप want…”He reached to take my hand but I just took a step back. That hurt him. I could tell द्वारा his face.
“I don't want anything from आप ever again Edward” I told him.
“Bella lets sit and talk about this” Alice looked at me with pleading eyes “we can figure this out..”
“Maybe later Alice…I want to go home. To my own house.
So… what did आप think?
I know in this chapter I was a little harsh with Eddie but….HE DESERVED IT! Wouldn't ya be if the one आप loved acted like this?
Heheheheh!:)))
अगला chap is going to be better… maybe a little B/E but it will soon change!
Sooo….GUESS WHAT? *~~~~ Review~~~~*
As days passed it got worse. I couldn't take it anymore, we were growing apart, barely even talking.
Anything I talked about doing, Edward would disagree या say its not safe.
Once, I was going to the toilet and Edward asked Alice to go with me!. To the toilet!
That led to a दिन of me ignoring him. That taught him a lesson to shut his mouth and stop making decision for me…..well for about 24 hours. Then it starts again.
“Bells….your getting so boring! Talk a little…oh! I have a better idea lets play” Emmett grinned.
“Emmett, cant आप see Bella Is tired? She has to rest” Edward कहा and put a hand on my shoulder.
“But Edward, all your making Bella do is rest and घर work!” Emmett argued with him.
I removed Edwards hand from my shoulder and got us before walking to the door.
“Where are आप going?” Edward asked.
“I’m going somewhere where I can make my own decisions. Not have someone making them for me!”
“Bella. I don’t think…”
“I’M NOT A DAMN PUPPET EDWARD!” I screamed at him.
Everyone appeared अगला to Emmett, who was looking at me with pride.
“You cant just go! Victoria could be out there waiting for you” Edward कहा angrily.
“Well….news flash Edward. I DON'T CARE ANYMORE! I’d rather live a short happy life than a long crappy, hiding in the shadows one!"
“Bell….”Edward started to talk but I cut him off.
“Just shut up Edward! I'm talking. आप are hiding me from everything! From the volturi and that stupid Victoria. Even from my friends”
“But its for your own protection”
“I don't need protection. Did I have a say in this? NO! I didn't. What a shock! आप are living my life for me, Edward! I don't even have a say in what I eat! Your always saying that's not enough आप need और protein, और this और that…blah, blah, blah!
He was looking at me shocked.
“What Edward?” I asked. He cant honestly say he didn’t know he was like this.
“Bella I’m sorry…I just...i just want आप to be healthy…if आप want आप can eat anything आप want… its no probl…”
“EDWARD!” I screamed.
He still looked confused.
“My health isn't fucking important to me!...you know what? I'm leaving. Cause your not going to change me and if I stay here I’m always going to run from my problems…that’s not gonna happen! I want my short human life to be spent in peace and for me to make my own decisions!...I’m tired of this Edward”
“Bella…look…if आप want…”He reached to take my hand but I just took a step back. That hurt him. I could tell द्वारा his face.
“I don't want anything from आप ever again Edward” I told him.
“Bella lets sit and talk about this” Alice looked at me with pleading eyes “we can figure this out..”
“Maybe later Alice…I want to go home. To my own house.
So… what did आप think?
I know in this chapter I was a little harsh with Eddie but….HE DESERVED IT! Wouldn't ya be if the one आप loved acted like this?
Heheheheh!:)))
अगला chap is going to be better… maybe a little B/E but it will soon change!
Sooo….GUESS WHAT? *~~~~ Review~~~~*
Hi today i will tell आप haw to become a mermaid
Side effects:
-itchy legs
-drinking lots of water
-singing allot
Method:
Get into the शावर, शॉवर take your shower.
near the end say this spell:
Mermaid magic come to me
I would like a tale not two feet beuaty be upon me मछली of all kinds let me see when im finished in the sea when im dry let my feet return to me SO MOTE IT BE
When आप say it make sure your wet
Then dry up
अगला time आप touch water close your eyes imagine आप being a mermaid and count to ten out loud then आप should fall over and open your eyes
FIND THE MAGIC TALE
WARNING
THIS MAY NOT WORK FOR आप
I DID NOT MAKE IT UP MY SELF
I GOT IT FROM यूट्यूब
BUT IF IT WORKS TELL ME ILL TYPE IN और SPELLS
THIS IS MY FIRST ONE
STAY TUNED
Side effects:
-itchy legs
-drinking lots of water
-singing allot
Method:
Get into the शावर, शॉवर take your shower.
near the end say this spell:
Mermaid magic come to me
I would like a tale not two feet beuaty be upon me मछली of all kinds let me see when im finished in the sea when im dry let my feet return to me SO MOTE IT BE
When आप say it make sure your wet
Then dry up
अगला time आप touch water close your eyes imagine आप being a mermaid and count to ten out loud then आप should fall over and open your eyes
FIND THE MAGIC TALE
WARNING
THIS MAY NOT WORK FOR आप
I DID NOT MAKE IT UP MY SELF
I GOT IT FROM यूट्यूब
BUT IF IT WORKS TELL ME ILL TYPE IN और SPELLS
THIS IS MY FIRST ONE
STAY TUNED
When hate is in your heart
Don’t be afraid to tear yourself apart
Through your demonic fear
Until आप hear
The एंन्जल्स sing
Thy blessing
When आप hear heaven’s
Yell आप wonder if the seven
Of sins were committed
It was आप who committed them
And आप wil burn for sin
आप are consumed द्वारा wretched flames
And through everyones aims
आप are never hit
Nor bit
द्वारा the आग consuming you
Screams from hell
Sound like ringing from a bell
Things of silence
Are really screams
People of benevolence
Have bright beams
Of hope and light
आप are consumed द्वारा wretched flames
And through everyones aims
आप are never hit
Nor bit
द्वारा the आग consuming you
We are listening
We aren’t missing
We know what lies within
So raise your chin
Look at the world with your pessimistic gleam
And seem
All so picture perfect
Don’t be afraid to tear yourself apart
Through your demonic fear
Until आप hear
The एंन्जल्स sing
Thy blessing
When आप hear heaven’s
Yell आप wonder if the seven
Of sins were committed
It was आप who committed them
And आप wil burn for sin
आप are consumed द्वारा wretched flames
And through everyones aims
आप are never hit
Nor bit
द्वारा the आग consuming you
Screams from hell
Sound like ringing from a bell
Things of silence
Are really screams
People of benevolence
Have bright beams
Of hope and light
आप are consumed द्वारा wretched flames
And through everyones aims
आप are never hit
Nor bit
द्वारा the आग consuming you
We are listening
We aren’t missing
We know what lies within
So raise your chin
Look at the world with your pessimistic gleam
And seem
All so picture perfect
How are the winners determined from the losers? Easy. Whoever gave in first.
And if no one gives in?
Giving in is often easier. But not the desirable choice.
Taylor tapped the glass coated floor. The tiny black droplet that bloomed on her forefinger fell with a soft plink on a त्रिकोण, त्रिभुज of glass below.
Taylor cautiously lifted the shard to the light. There it was. A small stain, barely the size of a pinhead, darkening the glass.
That's all I am. Just a flaw on an otherwise clear surface.
Just a flaw. A mistake that was never meant to be.
"I'm leaving," Taylor muttered to herself, getting back to her feet. She strode towards the corner, vanishing just as soon as the shadow fell over to embrace her slight form.
She closed her eyes and felt the end of her plait, fumbling with it until wove free.
She knew where she was going, if only this once.
But when she got there? She hadn't thought that far.
And if no one gives in?
Giving in is often easier. But not the desirable choice.
Taylor tapped the glass coated floor. The tiny black droplet that bloomed on her forefinger fell with a soft plink on a त्रिकोण, त्रिभुज of glass below.
Taylor cautiously lifted the shard to the light. There it was. A small stain, barely the size of a pinhead, darkening the glass.
That's all I am. Just a flaw on an otherwise clear surface.
Just a flaw. A mistake that was never meant to be.
"I'm leaving," Taylor muttered to herself, getting back to her feet. She strode towards the corner, vanishing just as soon as the shadow fell over to embrace her slight form.
She closed her eyes and felt the end of her plait, fumbling with it until wove free.
She knew where she was going, if only this once.
But when she got there? She hadn't thought that far.
