[Amanda]
I suppose I've always felt this way, full of murderous ideas and envy. I envied the girl who slept in my brother's bed. Indeed he was my brother, but how I longed to किस his beautiful गुलाबी lips and caress his जैतून colored cheeks. He was handsome, and I felt if I couldn't have him, no one could. I didn't have a clue what incest was until I was 10, and once I found out what it was. I was drawn to it. I was attracted to my brother and I suppose he felt the same way. The way he looked at me and talked to me. One time we were even close to kissing: my mom walked in and caught us. I even remember him touching me, and it felt good. Like it was supposed to happen. I remember he would say, "Don't tell mom, I'm so sorry Amanda." He would then go back to his room.
Thinking about that, it made me feel good about what I've done. She deserved it. To see her in pain, crying for mercy made me feel in total control. "Crazy" आप may say, but I don't think I'm crazy. I do what I feel is right. And seeing Christine lying down in a pile of her blood made me feel good. She was a lying cheating कुतिया, मतलबी anyway.
My brother deserves someone better, someone like me.
I suppose I've always felt this way, full of murderous ideas and envy. I envied the girl who slept in my brother's bed. Indeed he was my brother, but how I longed to किस his beautiful गुलाबी lips and caress his जैतून colored cheeks. He was handsome, and I felt if I couldn't have him, no one could. I didn't have a clue what incest was until I was 10, and once I found out what it was. I was drawn to it. I was attracted to my brother and I suppose he felt the same way. The way he looked at me and talked to me. One time we were even close to kissing: my mom walked in and caught us. I even remember him touching me, and it felt good. Like it was supposed to happen. I remember he would say, "Don't tell mom, I'm so sorry Amanda." He would then go back to his room.
Thinking about that, it made me feel good about what I've done. She deserved it. To see her in pain, crying for mercy made me feel in total control. "Crazy" आप may say, but I don't think I'm crazy. I do what I feel is right. And seeing Christine lying down in a pile of her blood made me feel good. She was a lying cheating कुतिया, मतलबी anyway.
My brother deserves someone better, someone like me.
"The memories of my childhood"....
आप are in my heart"...always"....
I walk alone in those all days".....
thinks about आप only"...
It's an only secreat between आप and me"...
times to grown up...still thinks about you"...
Iam busy in my studies"...
but i never forget you..from my heart"
the days passed आप and me grown up.."
but he doesn't look at me.."
I feel i ignored द्वारा him"...
but my दिल still beat for him"...
and still have hopes....
"He never heard my दिल beat"...i feel mushy
i hope one दिन he will...
but it's never happend...!!!
" he is still a bachelor now.."
time to realize " am not in his "HEART"..and his feelings toward me a brittle"...
आप are in my heart"...always"....
I walk alone in those all days".....
thinks about आप only"...
It's an only secreat between आप and me"...
times to grown up...still thinks about you"...
Iam busy in my studies"...
but i never forget you..from my heart"
the days passed आप and me grown up.."
but he doesn't look at me.."
I feel i ignored द्वारा him"...
but my दिल still beat for him"...
and still have hopes....
"He never heard my दिल beat"...i feel mushy
i hope one दिन he will...
but it's never happend...!!!
" he is still a bachelor now.."
time to realize " am not in his "HEART"..and his feelings toward me a brittle"...