^-^

~~*~~My dreams lately revolve around this~~*~~

They seem much brighter tonight.
That they do...
It's...cold.
You're dying, that's why...
I can't turn back, can I?
No...you can't...
Why did I do it?
That...you have to ask yourself...
But my दिल won't listen anymore.
What do आप mean?
I keep hearing lies from my heart.
They are not lies. आप just won't accpet the truth.
So...it's all my fault then...?
Is that what your दिल says?
I don't know anymore.
Tonight...when आप close your eyes...say the name of the person that watches over you...they will enter your room and will stay there.
What will they do for me?
Whatever आप need them to.
Then I want him to keep me warm and safe; make sure I don't fade away.
That...my friend...is what he'll do.
Dying is never easy, is it?
No.
Thank आप for listening.
Thank आप for telling me.
Who are you?
Your heart.

Alright. Besides my grad in two months, there is another event. It is nameless thus far, but it's very important for EVERYONE. I'm in the process of working on it, but those that have me on फेसबुक (Aleasha Erick Folster) can read it on my wall.

The आदर्श वाक्य is this: We've been denied to everything, but today we do what we were told we cannot.

Does this clarify anything?

Well; my event is for those that couldn't play बास्केटबाल, बास्केटबॉल, बास्केट बॉल because 'they were too short'. They couldn't dance with people of their own sex because 'you can't be seen because you're gay'. And every other discrimination towards mankind.

If आप like this, and want to be part of my committee, message me.

If आप don't, simply दिखाना your support.

:) Thank आप for reading.

प्यार hurts,
प्यार scars,
प्यार wounds and marks
Any दिल not tough या strong enough
To take a lot of pain, take a lot of pain
प्यार is like a cloud, it holds a lot of rain
प्यार hurts,
Ooo-oo प्यार hurts

I'm young,
I know,
But even so
I know a thing या two, I learned from you
I really learned a lot, really learned a lot
प्यार is like a flame It burns आप when it's hot
प्यार hurts,
Ooo-oo प्यार hurts

Some fools think
Of happiness, blissfulness, togetherness
Some fools fool themselves, I guess
They're not foolin' me
I know it isn't true I know it isn't true
प्यार is just a lie made to make आप blue
प्यार hurts,
Ooo-oo प्यार hurts

I know it isn't true
I know it isn't true
प्यार is just a lie made to make आप blue
प्यार hurts,
Ooo-oo प्यार hurts
Ooo-oo, प्यार hurts, Ooo-oo

Happiness. What is that?

An emotion that makes आप feel better.
A feeling of pride.
या more?

Happiness.

I've often wondered if I'd ever feel it.
Express it.

Now I know what happiness is.

Happiness is what I feel when आप smile at me.
I express happiness when you're near me.
किस me.
Touch me.
आप make me happy.

आप are my definition of happiness.

Am I your happiness?

~~For My Michelle~~

P.S. I will always प्यार you. I'd die for you. Because I don't want to lose my happiness.
My love.
My life.

आप are everything to me. :)

~~FOR MICHELLE~~

Prison gates won't open up for me
On these hands and knees I'm crawlin'
Oh, I reach for you
Well I'm terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can't hold my soul in
All I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

[Chorus:]
दिखाना me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll दिखाना आप what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me

Heaven's gates won't open up for me
With these broken wings I'm fallin'
And all I see is you
These city walls ain't got no प्यार for me
I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story
And oh I scream for you
Come please I'm callin'
And all I need from you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

[Chorus]

Hurry I'm fallin'

All I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And oh, I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

[Chorus]

Hurry I'm fallin'

SAY IT IF IT'S WORTH SAVING ME