So I don't know if I'm even goiing to continue this या not. But could आप do me a favour and give it a read?
Run, musn't stop running. Can't look back, it's too late now, he's going to chatch up any minute. She was going to get caught, she's going to die.
4 days earlier.
Fear.Pain.Death.Alexis Baker was having another one of her nightmares, ones that she could hardly remember the दिन after, but the pain and misery allways got left behind. Allways. A cold sweat covered her face and her whole body was shaking, her hands clenched and her feet twitched. She began to call out, muble words that were to faint to understand.
"Alexis time to get up honey," there was a soft knock at the door then an older women walked in, her face falling in recognisation. She sat on the egde of Alexis's बिस्तर and wiped the sweat from her face from a cloth that was in her hand. She took and deep breath before saying her name, a little louder than before, and shaking her gently. A deafening scream came from Alexis as she sat up in shock, she began to lash out and attack the woman.
"Hush, shh, Alex honey it's me. Shh I'm here hooney mum's here.." she crooned, patting down her daughters बिस्तर hair. Alexis began to cry and clinged to her mother, who whispered comferting words and soon she began to calm down.
'mum, i-i can't remember..i can't" Alexis mumbled so weakly that her voice broke on the last word. Her mother smiled down at her, and whispered in her ear that it was better that way.
Alexis sat at her रसोई, रसोईघर तालिका, टेबल munching on an everlasting piece of taose, trying desperately to remember her hellish dreams.Her mother wizzed about the रसोई, रसोईघर talking to herself about everything she must do.
"Oh before I forget, did आप take your medication?" she asked coming to a halt and satring her daughter down. Alexis grumbled, and muttered something under her breath.
"Alexis?"She कहा her voice growing in anger.ALexis stood up , pushed her chair back with such force that it banged against the दीवार directly behind it. Marching over to the sink she grabbed a cup half filled it with water, sat it on the counter and left the kitchen. She returned with a small botttle of little tablets in it. once she had swallowed five, she grabbed her school bag and left without a good bye.
it was a beautifull दिन and the sun shined reaching every hidden corner. Alexis loved days like this, days that seemed still, days that didnt remeind her of her sleepless nights. Adventually she made it to school, and immediatley looked for her friends.
"Lily!" She yelled at a group of girls that were standing at the huge iron gates, with "Primrose High" in huge bold letters.The gorup of girls moved away when Alexis arrived huddling together, whispering.
"Oh, हे ALex,"Lilly mumbled looking down at her feet. Alexis fell the uncomfertability asked about it staright.
'Lilly? whats the matter?" She asked touching her freinds shoulder Lilly plled away from her.
'Alexis someone found your file, the one about your last school they photocopied it and पोस्टेड it about school. Alexis what did आप do?" She कहा running away from her. alexis closed her eyes and a painfull tear slid down her cheek, she can forget her dreams, btu she can nevr forget the past.
Run, musn't stop running. Can't look back, it's too late now, he's going to chatch up any minute. She was going to get caught, she's going to die.
4 days earlier.
Fear.Pain.Death.Alexis Baker was having another one of her nightmares, ones that she could hardly remember the दिन after, but the pain and misery allways got left behind. Allways. A cold sweat covered her face and her whole body was shaking, her hands clenched and her feet twitched. She began to call out, muble words that were to faint to understand.
"Alexis time to get up honey," there was a soft knock at the door then an older women walked in, her face falling in recognisation. She sat on the egde of Alexis's बिस्तर and wiped the sweat from her face from a cloth that was in her hand. She took and deep breath before saying her name, a little louder than before, and shaking her gently. A deafening scream came from Alexis as she sat up in shock, she began to lash out and attack the woman.
"Hush, shh, Alex honey it's me. Shh I'm here hooney mum's here.." she crooned, patting down her daughters बिस्तर hair. Alexis began to cry and clinged to her mother, who whispered comferting words and soon she began to calm down.
'mum, i-i can't remember..i can't" Alexis mumbled so weakly that her voice broke on the last word. Her mother smiled down at her, and whispered in her ear that it was better that way.
Alexis sat at her रसोई, रसोईघर तालिका, टेबल munching on an everlasting piece of taose, trying desperately to remember her hellish dreams.Her mother wizzed about the रसोई, रसोईघर talking to herself about everything she must do.
"Oh before I forget, did आप take your medication?" she asked coming to a halt and satring her daughter down. Alexis grumbled, and muttered something under her breath.
"Alexis?"She कहा her voice growing in anger.ALexis stood up , pushed her chair back with such force that it banged against the दीवार directly behind it. Marching over to the sink she grabbed a cup half filled it with water, sat it on the counter and left the kitchen. She returned with a small botttle of little tablets in it. once she had swallowed five, she grabbed her school bag and left without a good bye.
it was a beautifull दिन and the sun shined reaching every hidden corner. Alexis loved days like this, days that seemed still, days that didnt remeind her of her sleepless nights. Adventually she made it to school, and immediatley looked for her friends.
"Lily!" She yelled at a group of girls that were standing at the huge iron gates, with "Primrose High" in huge bold letters.The gorup of girls moved away when Alexis arrived huddling together, whispering.
"Oh, हे ALex,"Lilly mumbled looking down at her feet. Alexis fell the uncomfertability asked about it staright.
'Lilly? whats the matter?" She asked touching her freinds shoulder Lilly plled away from her.
'Alexis someone found your file, the one about your last school they photocopied it and पोस्टेड it about school. Alexis what did आप do?" She कहा running away from her. alexis closed her eyes and a painfull tear slid down her cheek, she can forget her dreams, btu she can nevr forget the past.
I hate you
But I just can’t seem to break you
Do I want आप here?
Do I want आप gone?
Everyone says your such a tease
But not to me
Are आप real?
Are आप fake?
Do I need to be
With this drama queen
आप spout lies
No truth to be found
Why am I still
Trying to see the good in you?
Is it worth it?
Should I listen to them?
They tell me to go
Before I’m a victim
Of आप mighty undoing
I won’t fall
I’ve made a promise
Can I keep it?
Will I leave?
Will I remain?
Promises
Sins
They all appear
The same
Lies
Sentences
Preach the
Difference
I’m listening to you
I can’t break you
I’m falling now
No one to catch me
Do I leave now
That I’ve fallen
Are आप worth my time?
Am I worth this pain?
God, help me choose
For this is not my decision
Any longer
I’ve put my faith in my despair
Now दिखाना me the answer
Tell me what to do
Do I stay
या do I leave you?
But I just can’t seem to break you
Do I want आप here?
Do I want आप gone?
Everyone says your such a tease
But not to me
Are आप real?
Are आप fake?
Do I need to be
With this drama queen
आप spout lies
No truth to be found
Why am I still
Trying to see the good in you?
Is it worth it?
Should I listen to them?
They tell me to go
Before I’m a victim
Of आप mighty undoing
I won’t fall
I’ve made a promise
Can I keep it?
Will I leave?
Will I remain?
Promises
Sins
They all appear
The same
Lies
Sentences
Preach the
Difference
I’m listening to you
I can’t break you
I’m falling now
No one to catch me
Do I leave now
That I’ve fallen
Are आप worth my time?
Am I worth this pain?
God, help me choose
For this is not my decision
Any longer
I’ve put my faith in my despair
Now दिखाना me the answer
Tell me what to do
Do I stay
या do I leave you?
You’re the reason why
I have to lie
Why I hurt so much
That my heart’s in a clutch
I’m slowly dying
‘Cause of your lying
आप used to be my magic
But now you’re a dick
आप made me long to be
Everything that wasn’t Lee
But look where that got me
Locked in without a key
If only आप knew
That I plummeted deeper than blue
But then again
You’re just another two timing has been
आप ran away
Thinking it’d be okay
But आप were wrong
और so than any प्यार song
आप made me want to sing
With आप following
But look at how wrong I was
Believing आप that it was just “buzz”
Now you’re the reason why
I cannot do anything but cry
I have to lie
Why I hurt so much
That my heart’s in a clutch
I’m slowly dying
‘Cause of your lying
आप used to be my magic
But now you’re a dick
आप made me long to be
Everything that wasn’t Lee
But look where that got me
Locked in without a key
If only आप knew
That I plummeted deeper than blue
But then again
You’re just another two timing has been
आप ran away
Thinking it’d be okay
But आप were wrong
और so than any प्यार song
आप made me want to sing
With आप following
But look at how wrong I was
Believing आप that it was just “buzz”
Now you’re the reason why
I cannot do anything but cry