It’s been heavy on my shoulders the whole knock up thing and soon we have prom. Even though Connor doesn’t want to go he comes anyway. I wear a silk बैंगनी, वायलेट dress with a real rose on the बेल्ट and I straighten my hair. He rings the घंटी, बेल at 5 pm sharp. He wears a gray tux and an electric blue bow tie. I look him over and my दिल skips a beat. I he grabs my hand and walks me to his car. When we arrive we dance to “ A साल without rain”. He then pulls we close and किस me with such a passion everyone stops dancing and stares. But we don’t care. They then say “ the winner of prom king is Connor Hayes” he lets go of me and goes to the stage and has a crown put on his head. “ The prom क्वीन is Keaira Dutch.” I run into his arms and he lifts me up and spins me then puts me down and kisses me.

It’s been a while and its graduation I’m starting to get scared about tonight. Gabriel’s the class valedictorian. They दिखाना a slideshow with the song I’ll always remember you. I start crying and Connor holds we close. We each walk up and receive our diplomas. I decided to go to Dartmouth and so have Gabriel, Damon, and Connor. Pranet, Phoenix, and Kaden decided to go to Stanford and Seraphina and Tay are going to Canada for College and Callie decided to go to the विश्वविद्यालय of Syracuse but visit Damon every other day. Gabriel goes up and makes his speech that I helped him with. “ On this दिन our lives begin we become और than just students we become adults this दिन no longer children and we are held accountable for our own decisions, not only our right ones but our wrong ones too and now our lives begin for real.” We all clap and again I cry. At the end of the ceremony we hop in Limo’s. Me, Damon, Connor, Callie, and Gabriel in one. Tommy, Mi, Jamal, and Bree in one and Kaden, Phoenix, Pranet, and Riss in one. We’re driving and then all of the sudden I hear a crash and I look out the window and see one of the limo’s rolling down the hill. “ NO” I scream. “ Callie starts crying in Damon’s lap and Connor gets out his phone and dials 911. “ One of the Limos has roll down a पहाड़ी, हिल were on 108th and Wadsworth. I’m hyperventilating and Gabriel has a hand on my shoulder. I keep screaming as we drive towards the hospitable and when we get to the hospitable Connor has to carry me in. All of us wait for news they come and asks us “ Good news या Bad news first?” “Good” I say. “ Mi and Bree are going to be ok.” “ Bad?” “ Jamal and Tommy are dead.” “ NO!!!” Pranet starts crying and so does Phoenix, Callie, Me, and Bryon. The boys try to comfort us but it doesn’t work. I sleep over at Connor’s house that night and cry into his bare chest. I kept my deal with Damon and had sex with Connor but I refuse to think about it anymore. He holds me close as I cry.

A week later I take a pregnancy test and it shows up positive. Tommy and Jamal’s funeral put a damper on all our spirits and now mine has been rebuilt द्वारा the child inside me. Phoenix is to give birth in 2 months and his huge and Callie is to give birth in 4 months and Mi gave birth the दिन Jamal died to a little boy named Will. He had a turf of soft brown hair and cream and peaches skin his little face made with such skill that he looked like a poclien doll. His eyes are a bright ocean blue and his eyelashes make them pop because they’re so dark. I go to the doctor later that week and they say it’s a girl with Blonde hair and blue eyes. I go to Connor and tell him that I am pregnant he is quite for a while then he looks me up and down and says “ Is it a boy या a girl?” “ A girl with Blonde hair and blue eyes.” He then smiles picks me up and spins we around till I lose my breath. He places me down on my feet and I stand on my tip toes and किस him. We all decided to stay in Colorado for College so we could raise our kids here.

I go to Damon’s apartment where he now lives with Callie. Her hair has started to turn blonde but the doctor says that its only temporary. “ हे Keaira” Damon says. “ I’m pregnant just like आप wanted.” Callie’s mouth hangs open and says “ Damon आप cheated on me!” “ No” I say “ he wanted me to get pregnant with Connor’s kid because आप were pregnant and Phoenix hates you.” “ She does not” Callie screams. “ Yea she does.” Callie gets off the सोफ़ा, सोफे and walks to the bedroom. Damon looks at me and says “ I feel sorry for Connor.” “ Shut up.” He gives a smile and says “ Are आप sure we shouldn’t go to Dartmouth?” “ Yes if they want us now they’ll want us अगला साल just wait for everyone to get non knocked up.” He snickers and we watch Survivor. “ Where’s Connor?” “ Shopping for the baby.” “ How far along are you?” “ Two months.” “Hmmm… आप waited that long to tell me.” “ Yea I had to make sure I didn’t miscarry.” “ Ok is it a boy या a girl?” “ Girl.” “ Hair color?” “ Blonde.” “ Eyes?” “ Blue.” “ Skin?” “ Tan.” “ Lips?” “ Mine.” “Nose?” “ His.” “ Head?” “ His.” “ What about you?” “ What आप never told me.” “ Ok.” “ Hair?” “ Black.” “ Eyes?” “ Blue.” “ Skin?” “ Cream and Peaches.” “ Lips?” “ Hers.” “ Head?” “Mine.” I tiredly stretch out my back and rub my stomach that I know will soon be buldging. I then get a phone call “ Keaira Keaira its coming the शिशु coming Kaden’s here but he doesn’t know what to do.” “ Calm down Phionex I’ll be right over.”
I pull into Phionex’s drive way and think to myself damn how could I forget it’s the 29th of August. I help Kaden get her in the car and take her into the hospitable. She says “ Kaden and Keaira come” they look at us and say “are आप family members?” “ I’m the शिशु father” Kaden says. Knowing if I don’t say it they won’t let me back there I say “ I’m her sister.” “ Very well come on.”
An घंटा later at 6:57 pm on August 29th Mel Joseph Jaster was born he was just as they predicted dark skin and hair and dark brown eyes the spitting image of Phionex’s father. She holds him in her arms as Kaden looks down at him the dark look in his eyes has vanished and now only holds प्यार and his charming self. The child looks like her father but also like Kaden he has the frown on his face like mom कहा Kaden and I did when we were born. She hands him to Kaden who is mezmirized द्वारा the child who swings his tight little clenched fist about. Kaden hands him to me and starts the rub Phionex’s head. He clenches tight to my pinky and doesn’t let it go even when he’s asleep. Connor comes to see the child and smiles down at him. I can feel my own child kicking my stomach. Connor becomes और fascinated with the child and so does Kaden they all gravitate towards him. Callie has tried to hold him but Phionex doesn’t let her only proving my point that she doesn’t like Callie. Damon smiles but is not as fascinated with the child as every one else. Pranet loves the little guy and tickles him and plays with him constantly. Even Gabriel came and thought he was the cutest thing. In three days they got to take him home. I helped them when they were too tired to do it themselves and they say the are grateful I was always there to help them with Mel. Mel who was as tough as a train at only 4 days. He matured fast once I swear I saw him stretch his arms when he woke up. The good thing was he rarely cried but when he did oh my gosh was it loud it was like a loud buzzer at max volume.

I grew rapidly even though the doctors कहा the baby was only 3 pounds at the moment. Along with my rapid weight gain the time went द्वारा fast too before I knew it I was in the hospitable yet again watching the birth of Callie and Damon’s baby. When she was born she didn’t cry this scared the doctors. They soon found out she had a disease that caused her not to feel pain. They performed surgrey and fixed the problem. She was beautiful she had a perfect little tan body and her she had just enough hair to put in a bow. I did end up putting the velvet black hair in a red bow on चोटी, शीर्ष of her head. Her eyes were a brilliant light blue. She looked like Callie with Damon every now and again. Callie adored her and whenever Callie wasn’t around I would hold her because Callie wouldn’t let me. Callie’s eyes were rimmed with black because she is so tired. Damon looks like he’s about to pass out on the floor. But Callie just won’t give up she’ll do anything so I don’t hold Debbie. But sometimes Debbie is happier when I walk in than she is when Callie is I think she thinks her mom needs sleep. Debbie is almost as cute as Mel but not as cute. Their kids make me प्यार my child inside me more. Connor hangs out with Pranet और since Kaden and Damon are busy taking care of their kids. We have the nursery painted like a sky with light blue every where and teddy bears on the floor and even a chair so I can read to her. On each बादल her name is wrote. Dawn over and over again. I clutch my stomach now when I’m nervous as when I wasn’t pregnant I bit my lip like Damon. I spend even और time watching tv than I did before which seems impossible. Connor brings most of my homework घर since its January meaning I’m 6 months pregnant so I can’t हटाइए around much now. My hair which has never been taken care of but has always been silky is now dry which the doctors say is common when the baby is a girl. I crave Ice cream and चॉकलेट all the time and hate salt when I used to प्यार it. I even hate war heads which are really खट्टा and खट्टा used to be my प्रिय thing in the world. Connor has gained weight with me because I crave fast खाना like crazy it gives him और weight too even though he probably needed it cause he was only 100 pounds and 5ft 8 inches. He weighed himself at my last appointment and he weighs 120 pounds and I weigh 140 when I used to weigh 110 pounds. The doctors say I’ll probably weigh 120 when 5 days after I give birth. They say when the शिशु born she’ll be about 7.8 pounds. She’s about 5 right now. I go घर and watch wizards of Waverly place I प्यार Gregg Sulkin as Mason. I also प्यार the song a साल with out rain. When I think about it Damon’s daughter Debbie looks like Selena Gomez. I was babysitting Mel who is now 6 months old first crawled. Even though the doctor told me to stop babysitting I just can’t I प्यार them so much. Debbie claps her hands when ever she sees me which makes Callie quite jealous. On March 22nd I feel a surge of pain in my stomach and I shout “ CONNOR.” “ What?” “ She’s coming.” He runs back down the hall way and comes out with a leather duffle bag. He helps me out into the car. Where I feel sick to my stomach like I do every month. He helps me into the wheel chair at the hospitable and comes with the doctor’s into the delivery room. I push has hard as I can and the baby comes out. The doctors cut off her umblical cord and she cries that’s when I know she’ll be perfect. She has blond hair that curls up at the end and seurinne blue eyes and perfect tan skin. She yawns often and stretches her lips as if she wishes she could speak. Her lips are pieced when she is angry they are my rosebud colored lips. She has Connor’s nose and she clings to him tightly when he holds her. She tugs on my hair in her sleep when I hold her. She looks up at me with big eyes. She’s what you’d call a water bug. She loves her blue room because I can see her look curiously at everything around her like Lee Lee did. द्वारा the way Aiden is 7 now and like Gabriel has all A’s. Joey is like Kaden and has avrege grades and Lee Lee and Ariel are in pre- school even though they don’t get grades they say Lee Lee is smarter. She is still the tomboy and only has one friend named Franklin. Ariel has countless फ्रेंड्स Ozzie, Mirea, Alexis, Caren, and Hermina. My sister is now 15 and still chasing after Kevin. I think she’s actually winning because I was over at Connor’s parents house one time दिखा रहा है them Dawn and I saw her and Kevin making out on the couch.

I go to my parents to get my stuff and I think Kira has my आइपॉड so I walk into her room and there she is in between Kevin’s legs humping him. “ WHAT THE HELL” I yell. “ Get out of her Keaira” Kira yells. “ I will not its ok if Kaden does this kinda crap but आप and Connor’s brother I don’t think so.” I drag her off him and slap her around then पंच him in the face I grab my stuff and my I pod and think about calling the cops on Kevin but then decide against it.
I drive घर and say “ I just punched your brother.” “ Why” Connor asks? “For humping the crap out of my sister.” “ Oh.” He goes back to rocking dawn then starts to make some mac & cheese. Dawn pouts when she doesn’t get her way and right now she wants spagettigh O’s. I प्यार my little daughter even if she hates me. I put her to sleep and Connor puts his arms around me and when I किस him he sweeps me up lies me on the बिस्तर and undresses me while I undress him. I spread my legs and gladly let him in. When were done I lie my head on is bare chest.

Dawn starts crying so I get up and change her. She lies her head against my breast and I confort her. She’s 4 months old now and already remarkably like me. She tries hard to speak and that’s when I know she’ll be either an actress, singer, या talkshow host something famous is all I know. Debbie I think will be a writer like me and Mel will be a singer या dancer and Will be what his dad wanted to be a car sales man strangely enough. I heat up her peaches the way Dawn likes it and start to feed it to her. Connor is dressed now and comes out and yawns and rubs his eyes. I smile up at him and he looks down and smiles at me and Dawn and kisses Dawns check and she laughs. I take Dawn to Damon’s house where her, Debbie, Will, and Mel will have a play date. Debbie and Dawn are bestfriends and I can tell Dawn has a little crush on her cousin Mel. Debbie kinda likes him too but she spends most of her time fighting for Dawn’s attention. Callie even seems to envy my little daughter. She glares at her and then at Debbie for talking to her. I roll my eyes and then I hear for the first time a voice yell “ Momma.” I look down at the little ones and Dawn is crying and she says again “ Momma.” I gasp and she stops crying and looks around like she can’t believe she just कहा that. Callie then says “Gosh why does your life have to be perfect the prefect boyfriend, friend, and child.” Everyone gasps and she then says “ I’m sorry I’m just well I’m pregnant again so my emotions are everywhere.” I don’t congragulate her like every one else I just glare just glare. “ She’s lying” Damon says. “ How do आप know?” “We haven’t had it in months.” “ She’s jealous of me.” “ Yea.” “What are आप going to do?” “ Break up with her I’m done with it.” “ What about Debbie?” “ She’s mine I don’t care about Mira any more.” Damon then grabs a hold of Debbie looks at Mira and says “ I’m leaving आप and taking Debbie.” “ No if your going to leave me she is mine” she yells at him. “ Mommy” Debbie says. She looks at her daughter then slaps her and says “ Don’t try to sweeting me up आप toddler brat.” Damon grabs her and runs out the door. I pick up Dawn and follow him. Me and Connor allow him and Debbie to live with us. I have fun with the two girls द्वारा fixing their hair in pretty bows. I put Debbie’s dark hair in a ruby red one and Dawn’s in a sky blue one. Dawn crawls to Debbie and touches her silky black hair. “ Mommy y do me not have soft hair. “ Because आप have grandma’s thick wavy blonde hair.” “ Oh.” “Dadda y do I not hav Blonde hair?” “You have mommy’s hair.” “ Some times it is annoying having Damon around all the time but Dawn loves messing with his hair. Until Kaden to help him get girls fixed it the way he does with mooses, gels, and hairspray. Both Debbie and Dawn reached for it and touched the once smooth texture to the spikey one. They both pulled their hands away like they had touched a cactus and reached for me and Connor. I take Dawn in my arms and Connor takes Debbie and his and they touch our hair. My hair is make of blonde silkiness and Connor’s is made of a golden brown fuzzy matriel. “ Daddy why is your hair not soft?” “ Because I like it like this.” “ I do not.” He ends up going back to his old style and he meets a girl named Callie. Her hair is long dark brown and her eyes are the most brilliant green. And at our क्रिस्मस party I catch the two of them चुंबन on the balcony. Dawn and Debbie are dressed in the most beautiful dresses. Dawn is a blue and सोना one and Debbie in a Ruby red and rose colored one. I have Dawn’s hair in a blue head band with सोना polka dots to match her dress. Debbie is in a ruby red head band with rose polka dots. On new years eve at the stroke of midnight me and Connor किस but it grows into something और and I wake up on his chest. Two weeks later I’m feeling nausieous so I take a pregnancy test and it comes back positive. I tell Connor, Dawn, Debbie, and Damon and their filled with joy. But the most excited is Debbie who asks me every दिन if the child is here. I go to the doctor and they tell me it is a boy with blonde hair and blue eyes and I immeditly think one girl and one boy both with Blonde hair and serruine blue eyes. Connor smiles but I think he wishes he had a child that looked और like him या me instead of my mother but the doctor then says “ That’s just the hair color and eye color he could have one of your guys faces. This makes him smile such a brilliant smile and I hope the baby inherits that if anything. We soon decide on the name Dylan Thomas and I simply adore the name to death. Dawn seems a little sad that we will have to हटाइए once I have him but I then tell her were moving to a big farm house with horses, dogs, pigs, and ducks, cows, and chickens. She claps her hands and even और when I bring my dog Scarly from home. She simply adored the dog while Debbie feared it even though she loved her fathers dog Resse’s Pieces. I measured my buldging stomach each दिन and smiled even if it only extended one – one hundredth of an inch. Damon and Callie soon bought and apartment only a few miles off the CU campas. We would be living on the farm house for 3 years while we attended Darthmouth अगला fall. Fall and Winter had passed now the hopefully blissful Spring began it was one step closer to the September I so longed for when I had my son in my arms. Dawn clings to my side so tight the clasp is as tight as an iron fist. I प्यार dressing her in baby blue even tough she says her प्रिय color is lavender. I even प्यार putting her goldem blonde hair into the blue bows या dressing it with flowers. Her face is one I know will never need makeup for she has a natural tan and light rosy cheeks. I imagine my son as the brain and her the outshiner. When its her birthday we get a स्ट्रॉबेरी, स्ट्राबेरी cake and she cries when we sing happy birthday just like I did at her age. How I adore my कप केक and I think I’m the one who eats the most cake but can आप blame me I mean I am 3 months pregnant. When its my birthday its चॉकलेट ice cream cake. OH how I devour it I don’t even know if any one else got a piece. Dawn was so tired that night that she fell straight to sleep.