*Note; This is a variation of RachelGal97’s Endless Pain. Same names; just a different plot. Please टिप्पणी दे and tell me if आप like*
Endless Pain: Chapter One
Selena slowly walked down her street. The fall air was crisp on her cheeks and red leaves scattered themselves across the yards and streets of her neighborhood. But she didn’t notice. She was too deep into thought; wondering if he’ll ever come back. Her pace slowed as she thought harder. She soon came to a thought and stopped.
“He’s not coming back!” She yelled. Selena ripped down the street; tears coming down her cheek as fast as she was running. Everything that had been building up inside just came out. She through the door open and ran up the stairs to her room and closed the door behind her. She gasped large breathes in and out. The tears slowed and she pick up her cell phone and dialed Demi’s number.
“D-demi. Can you… come over?” She said, sobbing now and then.
“Selena! What’s wrong?” Demi asked.
“I’ll tell आप later. C-can आप just come?”
“I’ll be there as soon as I can!”
Selena set the phone on the nightstand. मिनटों later she heard the a knock on her door. She stood up and slowly opened the door; only wide enough to peep through.
“Hello?” she whispered.
“Selena,” Demi कहा in a comforting voice. “It’s me.”
Selena opened the door gradually and only wide enough for Demi to barely come through.
“It’s David, isn’t it?”
She nodded slowly and swallowed a sob. Demi hugged her and said, “It’s okay.”
Selena tore out of Demi’s arms. “No it’s not!” She said, her voice bubbling with anger.
“Calm down. He promised. Remember?”
“If he did, he’d be back द्वारा now!” A tear rolled down her cheek.
“Selena-“
“No!” Selena shouted. Her voice sounded shrill. “He’s not coming back, and I know it!” She sank down to the floor, hugged her knees and cried. Demi didn’t leave. She sat right द्वारा her side. And after what seem like hours (It was actually thirty minutes) Selena looked up. Her eyes were red and her cheek was still wet from all her tears.
“I’m sorry,” she said.
Demi nodded and hugged her again. This time Selena hugged back. After some time, Demi let go and said, “I have to go, but I’ll be back tomorrow. Okay?”
“Yes.”
“Bye.” Demi got up and walked out of the room, quietly closing the door behind her. She thought how Selena would handle the anniversary of when the met. “It won’t be pretty,” she thought.
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Two years ago, Selena’s boyfriend, David, moved away but promised to come back. Selena waited and waited. This was the first time she had cracked. But she missed him dearly. She never wanted him to leave. They were perfect.
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Selena looked around the room. Her eyes soon drifted to her dresser. On चोटी, शीर्ष was a framed photograph of her and David two years ago, just before he left. She stood up and walk over to the dresser and pick the picture up.
“Why?” she whispered. “Why did आप leave? Why did आप go? If आप loved me-“ Her voice broke off. She could not finish her sentence. She couldn’t say it.
Just then, her mother knocked on the door. Selena set the picture down and walked over and lay her forehead on the door. “Who is it?”
“Selena,” mom कहा in her sweet voice. “Dinner’s ready. Are आप coming?”
“I’m not hungry.” She कहा sharply.
“Honey, is something wrong?”
“No. I’d rather not talk about it.”
“Okay.”
Selena changed into her pajama’s and went to bed. All night she tossed and turned. She didn’t get an ounce of sleep. She had a dream were David was killed. It was too much for her to handle. She sat up in बिस्तर and gasped. She tried to tell herself it was just a dream, but it felt so real. “It was real.” Selena didn’t dare go back to sleep. Instead, she got up and dressed. She walked down stairs to have breakfast, at five in the morning. Selena “cooked” herself some cereal and had breakfast. Mom stumbled down the stairs and let out a small yelp when she saw Selena.
“Good morning, sweetie.” She कहा walk over to her daughter and gave her hug. Selena just nodded.
“Honey,” mom said. “You have to tell me what’s wrong.”
“It’s…” Selena hesitated, then all came out. “It’s David. He’s not coming back! It’s been two years!”
“But he pro-“
“If he did he would have been back द्वारा now!” Selena got out of her chair and ran up the stairs to her room, slamming the door behind her. She cried. Her cheeks were soaked and her eyes swollen. Her mom knock on the door.
“Sweetie,” she said. “We need to talk. Demi told me last night before she left. There’s a problem and I need to know.”
Endless Pain: Chapter One
Selena slowly walked down her street. The fall air was crisp on her cheeks and red leaves scattered themselves across the yards and streets of her neighborhood. But she didn’t notice. She was too deep into thought; wondering if he’ll ever come back. Her pace slowed as she thought harder. She soon came to a thought and stopped.
“He’s not coming back!” She yelled. Selena ripped down the street; tears coming down her cheek as fast as she was running. Everything that had been building up inside just came out. She through the door open and ran up the stairs to her room and closed the door behind her. She gasped large breathes in and out. The tears slowed and she pick up her cell phone and dialed Demi’s number.
“D-demi. Can you… come over?” She said, sobbing now and then.
“Selena! What’s wrong?” Demi asked.
“I’ll tell आप later. C-can आप just come?”
“I’ll be there as soon as I can!”
Selena set the phone on the nightstand. मिनटों later she heard the a knock on her door. She stood up and slowly opened the door; only wide enough to peep through.
“Hello?” she whispered.
“Selena,” Demi कहा in a comforting voice. “It’s me.”
Selena opened the door gradually and only wide enough for Demi to barely come through.
“It’s David, isn’t it?”
She nodded slowly and swallowed a sob. Demi hugged her and said, “It’s okay.”
Selena tore out of Demi’s arms. “No it’s not!” She said, her voice bubbling with anger.
“Calm down. He promised. Remember?”
“If he did, he’d be back द्वारा now!” A tear rolled down her cheek.
“Selena-“
“No!” Selena shouted. Her voice sounded shrill. “He’s not coming back, and I know it!” She sank down to the floor, hugged her knees and cried. Demi didn’t leave. She sat right द्वारा her side. And after what seem like hours (It was actually thirty minutes) Selena looked up. Her eyes were red and her cheek was still wet from all her tears.
“I’m sorry,” she said.
Demi nodded and hugged her again. This time Selena hugged back. After some time, Demi let go and said, “I have to go, but I’ll be back tomorrow. Okay?”
“Yes.”
“Bye.” Demi got up and walked out of the room, quietly closing the door behind her. She thought how Selena would handle the anniversary of when the met. “It won’t be pretty,” she thought.
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Two years ago, Selena’s boyfriend, David, moved away but promised to come back. Selena waited and waited. This was the first time she had cracked. But she missed him dearly. She never wanted him to leave. They were perfect.
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Selena looked around the room. Her eyes soon drifted to her dresser. On चोटी, शीर्ष was a framed photograph of her and David two years ago, just before he left. She stood up and walk over to the dresser and pick the picture up.
“Why?” she whispered. “Why did आप leave? Why did आप go? If आप loved me-“ Her voice broke off. She could not finish her sentence. She couldn’t say it.
Just then, her mother knocked on the door. Selena set the picture down and walked over and lay her forehead on the door. “Who is it?”
“Selena,” mom कहा in her sweet voice. “Dinner’s ready. Are आप coming?”
“I’m not hungry.” She कहा sharply.
“Honey, is something wrong?”
“No. I’d rather not talk about it.”
“Okay.”
Selena changed into her pajama’s and went to bed. All night she tossed and turned. She didn’t get an ounce of sleep. She had a dream were David was killed. It was too much for her to handle. She sat up in बिस्तर and gasped. She tried to tell herself it was just a dream, but it felt so real. “It was real.” Selena didn’t dare go back to sleep. Instead, she got up and dressed. She walked down stairs to have breakfast, at five in the morning. Selena “cooked” herself some cereal and had breakfast. Mom stumbled down the stairs and let out a small yelp when she saw Selena.
“Good morning, sweetie.” She कहा walk over to her daughter and gave her hug. Selena just nodded.
“Honey,” mom said. “You have to tell me what’s wrong.”
“It’s…” Selena hesitated, then all came out. “It’s David. He’s not coming back! It’s been two years!”
“But he pro-“
“If he did he would have been back द्वारा now!” Selena got out of her chair and ran up the stairs to her room, slamming the door behind her. She cried. Her cheeks were soaked and her eyes swollen. Her mom knock on the door.
“Sweetie,” she said. “We need to talk. Demi told me last night before she left. There’s a problem and I need to know.”
this my poem...I just wrote it randomly...Don't know if it's any good...what do आप think?
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If आप प्यार him,
Tell him so.
If आप प्यार him,
Tell him not to go.
The very worst,
He can do,
The very worst,
He can do is say no.
Don’t hide away,
Wishing all day,
Don’t hide away,
Just come out and say.
“Yes, I प्यार you,
I’ve told आप so.
And if आप प्यार me,
Please don’t go.”
“Yes, I प्यार you,
I’ve told आप so.
And if आप प्यार me,
Please don’t go.”
“Please, please,
Please don’t go.
Please, please.
Please, please don’t go.”
So, if आप प्यार him,
Tell him so.
If आप प्यार him,
Tell him not to go.
The very worst,
He can do,
The very worst,
He can do is say no.
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If आप प्यार him,
Tell him so.
If आप प्यार him,
Tell him not to go.
The very worst,
He can do,
The very worst,
He can do is say no.
Don’t hide away,
Wishing all day,
Don’t hide away,
Just come out and say.
“Yes, I प्यार you,
I’ve told आप so.
And if आप प्यार me,
Please don’t go.”
“Yes, I प्यार you,
I’ve told आप so.
And if आप प्यार me,
Please don’t go.”
“Please, please,
Please don’t go.
Please, please.
Please, please don’t go.”
So, if आप प्यार him,
Tell him so.
If आप प्यार him,
Tell him not to go.
The very worst,
He can do,
The very worst,
He can do is say no.
Little raindrops shiny,silver,
Dropping silently into the river.
A girl sitting quiet,alone,
Her smile is fading,her hope is gone.
It faded really long ago,
That sounds sad,i know.
She quickly wipes away a tear,
It's her secret so no one can hear.
She secretly cries every night,
It's her fate,so she cant fight.
She touches a raindrop and goes back inside,
She is so lost,she's losing her pride.
All she asks for is a friend,
Someone to be there and understand.
So help her to make her dream come true,
There's always something आप can do.
Dropping silently into the river.
A girl sitting quiet,alone,
Her smile is fading,her hope is gone.
It faded really long ago,
That sounds sad,i know.
She quickly wipes away a tear,
It's her secret so no one can hear.
She secretly cries every night,
It's her fate,so she cant fight.
She touches a raindrop and goes back inside,
She is so lost,she's losing her pride.
All she asks for is a friend,
Someone to be there and understand.
So help her to make her dream come true,
There's always something आप can do.
what I'm लेखन isn't exactly an लेख , but I hope आप will enjoy it ^_^ ..
Girl; Do I ever पार करना, क्रॉस you'r mind ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Do आप like me ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Do आप want me ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Would आप cry if I left ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Would आप live for me ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Would आप do anything for me ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Choose me या you'r life ?
Boy; My life .
The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says ....
*The reason आप never पार करना, क्रॉस my mind is because आप are always on my mind .
*The reason why I don't like आप is because I प्यार आप .
*The reason I don't want आप is because I need आप .
*The reason I wouldn't cry if आप left is because I would die if आप left .
*The reason I wouldn't live for आप is because I would die for आप .
*The reason why I'm not willing to do आप anything for आप is because I would do everything for आप .
*The reason I chose my life is because आप are my life .
Girl; Do I ever पार करना, क्रॉस you'r mind ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Do आप like me ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Do आप want me ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Would आप cry if I left ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Would आप live for me ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Would आप do anything for me ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Choose me या you'r life ?
Boy; My life .
The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says ....
*The reason आप never पार करना, क्रॉस my mind is because आप are always on my mind .
*The reason why I don't like आप is because I प्यार आप .
*The reason I don't want आप is because I need आप .
*The reason I wouldn't cry if आप left is because I would die if आप left .
*The reason I wouldn't live for आप is because I would die for आप .
*The reason why I'm not willing to do आप anything for आप is because I would do everything for आप .
*The reason I chose my life is because आप are my life .
inch द्वारा inch
bringing me closer
to my doom
तितलियों of
anticipation
flutter nervously
in my stomach
knuckles whiten
jaws clench
what have I
gotten myself into
the suspense
is killing me
I'm going to hate it
I'm going to प्यार it
I might lose my lunch
but I don't care
heaven help me
here it comes...
...
I hold my breath...
...
and then
I scream
my stomach
drops
my breath
is stolen
my heart
is pounding
adrenaline
courses
through
my veins
amid screams
of sweet terror
I fling up
my hands
and ride on
the wings
of Thrill!
I remember the दिन I fell in love.
Not just simple love.
No, this was head over heels, I'd die for आप love.
I remember where I fell in love.
A small middle school in a small town.
A place आप could easily miss.
I remember the my matchmaker.
A short women, but with और आग then आप could ever imagine.
और passion for what she does then I had ever seen.
I remember my girlfriends who were with me.
My athletic, sassy, fun-loving chicks.
My flirting consultants.
I remember him.
Good God, he was beautiful.
Yes, I remember the दिन I fell in love.
True Love.
Head over heels love.
With..................
Basketball.
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This is dedicated to my first real बास्केटबाल, बास्केटबॉल, बास्केट बॉल coach. She taught me not just how to play basketball, but how to be part of a team. I have so much respect for her and I know I should thank her everyday for helping me fall in love. For Coach Joy.
Not just simple love.
No, this was head over heels, I'd die for आप love.
I remember where I fell in love.
A small middle school in a small town.
A place आप could easily miss.
I remember the my matchmaker.
A short women, but with और आग then आप could ever imagine.
और passion for what she does then I had ever seen.
I remember my girlfriends who were with me.
My athletic, sassy, fun-loving chicks.
My flirting consultants.
I remember him.
Good God, he was beautiful.
Yes, I remember the दिन I fell in love.
True Love.
Head over heels love.
With..................
Basketball.
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This is dedicated to my first real बास्केटबाल, बास्केटबॉल, बास्केट बॉल coach. She taught me not just how to play basketball, but how to be part of a team. I have so much respect for her and I know I should thank her everyday for helping me fall in love. For Coach Joy.