लेखन Article: Was It All Worth It? (a poem)

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posted by Rae-Ash

What do आप want from me?
A tortured body?
A broken soul?

What do आप expect to happen?
As आप kick me down
As आप rip me apart

Tell Me!!!!!!!!!!

What do आप want to happen?
As I close my eyes
And take my last breath

I कहा I would stay
Till I took my last moment
But now I'm leaving
A victim no more

I lived with your love
The प्यार आप showed with your fist
I died because of that love
Your प्यार was only Hate

Now someone else will take my place
Will live with your kind of love
Now someone else will receive your lies
Will know your treachery

What did I expect?
That you'd change?
That you'd learn to love?

What did I ever see in you?
That I ignored my needs
As I made excuses for you

Why Me!?!?!?!?

Why did आप choose me?
When there were others और accessible?
When I did nothing wrong?

How could आप do it?
When I begged for आप to stop?
When it became so unbearable that I passed out?

Why did I let it happen?
When I knew I deserved better?
When I knew nothing would change?

This unending cycle
Was all आप ever knew
Is all you'll ever have

'Cause no one wants an abuser
No one wants a murderer
No one loves a cheat

आप may have my life
But you'll never take another
So as I leave this world
I just have one question...

Was it all worth it?

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Story-Writer Why are all the poems so long!!

Rae-Ash I don't know... when I write them I just let them flow. When I looked at what I had wrote, this is what was there.

Story-Writer Ohhhhhhhh........ I wrote a 2 stanza one.

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**scroll down for translation**

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posted by para-scence

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