There he is just standing there, starring at आप with कुत्ते का बच्चा, पिल्ला dog eyes. He smiles briefly at आप breaking your heart. It’s all too much so आप so आप slam the door. Before the door shuts he sticks his foot in the door way stopping it.
“I just want to talk.”
“There’s nothing to talk about.” आप lie. आप don’t want to hear him apologize या even see him. What he did hurt आप like nothing else could, still आप knew that आप loved him and आप दिल ached for him. आप wish आप could turn back time to when आप both were happy but आप know that what’s done is done.
“How about us…” He tries to say but आप cut him off.
“There is no us” आप state yet आप can not look at him while आप say it. His blue eye look at आप sadly, clearly hurt द्वारा your statement.
“That’s not true, if it were true आप would be able to look me in the eyes and say that it.” His voice cracks at the end. आप try and tell him that आप don’t प्यार him, that there is not us.
“I can’t.” Looking into his deep blue eyes आप know he will eventually break your दिल but आप किस him away. आप let आप lips meet in a blast of प्यार and passion. आप wish आप could stop time and stay in his embrace forever. In his embrace आप feel सुरक्षित like nothing will ever hurt you.
“I प्यार you.” He whispers in your ear, meaning dripping off every word, making आप smile. All आप fears disappear with those three words.
आप both stand there not wanting to हटाइए from your current position, savoring each others warmth. आप knew it would be hard but eventually if आप both tried, maybe आप could restore what was broken. Maybe this would make आप stronger. आप had hope that it would be alright in the end. That time would heal the wounds.
“I प्यार आप too.”
Maybe just maybe it’ll be okay.
“I just want to talk.”
“There’s nothing to talk about.” आप lie. आप don’t want to hear him apologize या even see him. What he did hurt आप like nothing else could, still आप knew that आप loved him and आप दिल ached for him. आप wish आप could turn back time to when आप both were happy but आप know that what’s done is done.
“How about us…” He tries to say but आप cut him off.
“There is no us” आप state yet आप can not look at him while आप say it. His blue eye look at आप sadly, clearly hurt द्वारा your statement.
“That’s not true, if it were true आप would be able to look me in the eyes and say that it.” His voice cracks at the end. आप try and tell him that आप don’t प्यार him, that there is not us.
“I can’t.” Looking into his deep blue eyes आप know he will eventually break your दिल but आप किस him away. आप let आप lips meet in a blast of प्यार and passion. आप wish आप could stop time and stay in his embrace forever. In his embrace आप feel सुरक्षित like nothing will ever hurt you.
“I प्यार you.” He whispers in your ear, meaning dripping off every word, making आप smile. All आप fears disappear with those three words.
आप both stand there not wanting to हटाइए from your current position, savoring each others warmth. आप knew it would be hard but eventually if आप both tried, maybe आप could restore what was broken. Maybe this would make आप stronger. आप had hope that it would be alright in the end. That time would heal the wounds.
“I प्यार आप too.”
Maybe just maybe it’ll be okay.
she unloads his gun
She and he waits for this
he releases his love
In blue and green orbs
she gives him और and more
A million miles away
A million years girl
In a black woven chest
he digs his nails deep
She trusts in him for what he does
live in a house in the suburbs
He kisses the pain with blood and light
sleeping it off in the morning
A million miles away
A million years girl
In her world of his
she unloads his gun
In a world of his
she covers the sun
A million miles away
A million years
A million years girl
Well आप see
I'm not myself anymore
Well आप can see
What I've done
Blinded myself
लॉस्ट my direction
In this times
That are getting cold
In this moment
To behold
And shine
Here's a poem
For all the loved ones
Here's a grave
For all the dead
Here's the oxygen
For all the living
Here's a tissue
For tears that are shed
I'm लॉस्ट now
I'm here now
I'm लॉस्ट here
द्वारा Myself
I'm gone now
I'm लॉस्ट again
I'm lost
द्वारा myself
Well take your houses
Take your money
Take the things आप don't need
Live the life
You've always wanted
And then burn the memories
Take the good times and the bad
Take the happy maybe the sad
And turn, turn yourself around
I'm लॉस्ट in my own fairytale
Where I'm the winner
All over again
in my daydreams I've लॉस्ट all hope
All ambition
Looking and losing an only friend
I'm लॉस्ट now
I'm here now
I'm लॉस्ट here
द्वारा Myself
I'm gone now
I'm लॉस्ट again
I'm lost
द्वारा myself
I'm lost
I'm here
I'm लॉस्ट here
द्वारा myself
I'm लॉस्ट now
I'm here now
I'm लॉस्ट here
द्वारा myself
द्वारा myself
I'm not myself anymore
Well आप can see
What I've done
Blinded myself
लॉस्ट my direction
In this times
That are getting cold
In this moment
To behold
And shine
Here's a poem
For all the loved ones
Here's a grave
For all the dead
Here's the oxygen
For all the living
Here's a tissue
For tears that are shed
I'm लॉस्ट now
I'm here now
I'm लॉस्ट here
द्वारा Myself
I'm gone now
I'm लॉस्ट again
I'm lost
द्वारा myself
Well take your houses
Take your money
Take the things आप don't need
Live the life
You've always wanted
And then burn the memories
Take the good times and the bad
Take the happy maybe the sad
And turn, turn yourself around
I'm लॉस्ट in my own fairytale
Where I'm the winner
All over again
in my daydreams I've लॉस्ट all hope
All ambition
Looking and losing an only friend
I'm लॉस्ट now
I'm here now
I'm लॉस्ट here
द्वारा Myself
I'm gone now
I'm लॉस्ट again
I'm lost
द्वारा myself
I'm lost
I'm here
I'm लॉस्ट here
द्वारा myself
I'm लॉस्ट now
I'm here now
I'm लॉस्ट here
द्वारा myself
द्वारा myself
An एंजल
A Demon
A battle
Raging in
The night sky
Asphyxiation
A sweet sensation
No one knows the
Beckoning thought
In the bounds of your
Mind
The एंजल knelt down
On the cold winters ground
Spoke a soft prayer
Looked into the empty night air
Saw an image of himself
Asphyxiation
A sweet sensation
No one knows the
Beckoning thought
In the bounds of your
Mind
The demon summoned all his courage
And broke through the cage
He found no reason
He drew back his army
And walked to the एंजल in harmony
With a fanged smile
From the demon
A wicked gleam
From the angel
They made their truths
Asphyxiation
A sweet sensation
No one knows the
Beckoning thought
In the bounds of your
Mind
No battle
No challenge
Peace
Amongst two forces
Now bonded
Inseparable
A Demon
A battle
Raging in
The night sky
Asphyxiation
A sweet sensation
No one knows the
Beckoning thought
In the bounds of your
Mind
The एंजल knelt down
On the cold winters ground
Spoke a soft prayer
Looked into the empty night air
Saw an image of himself
Asphyxiation
A sweet sensation
No one knows the
Beckoning thought
In the bounds of your
Mind
The demon summoned all his courage
And broke through the cage
He found no reason
He drew back his army
And walked to the एंजल in harmony
With a fanged smile
From the demon
A wicked gleam
From the angel
They made their truths
Asphyxiation
A sweet sensation
No one knows the
Beckoning thought
In the bounds of your
Mind
No battle
No challenge
Peace
Amongst two forces
Now bonded
Inseparable
I need you
from the first moment i saw you
I need you
because you're the air i breathe
I need you
because you're the water i drink
I need you
because just the thought of seeing आप makes me want to get out of bed
I need you
because आप can with just one smile make my whole world starts to turning again
I need you
because आप make me wake up from my the most horrible nightmare without fear
I need you
because आप can give me hope when i don't have one
I need you
because even if I'm at the bottom,you're always there to help me stand up
I need you
because in this cruel world आप keep me alive
I need you
because i know that you'll never give up from me
I need you
because when no one believed in me आप were there to stand up for me
I need you
because you're everything for me
But the most important thing why i need आप is
because I'll always प्यार you!
This was in my head so i just thought to write it
from the first moment i saw you
I need you
because you're the air i breathe
I need you
because you're the water i drink
I need you
because just the thought of seeing आप makes me want to get out of bed
I need you
because आप can with just one smile make my whole world starts to turning again
I need you
because आप make me wake up from my the most horrible nightmare without fear
I need you
because आप can give me hope when i don't have one
I need you
because even if I'm at the bottom,you're always there to help me stand up
I need you
because in this cruel world आप keep me alive
I need you
because i know that you'll never give up from me
I need you
because when no one believed in me आप were there to stand up for me
I need you
because you're everything for me
But the most important thing why i need आप is
because I'll always प्यार you!
This was in my head so i just thought to write it
priceless and important,
gives आप the roads
and leaves आप choices
of which your luck depends on.
This is your life
and आप live it
wrapped द्वारा sadness
या happiness.
Who cares?
This is your life,
invisible for others.
आप pick the road
and pray that the choice
is right,
but life loves आप not,
that's आप who प्यार
the joy of life.
Life,
priceless and important,
gives आप choices,
unpredictable events,
grays and hope,
and life is all yours.
But, the सवाल is
will आप remain sane
even though your life
is cruel to your dreams,
will आप remain sane
even when your life
is dying in your eyes.