I had just fallen asleep when the sun appeared, and woke me up from my slumber. Even though I've been asleep for all of two मिनटों I feel like, like,hot चॉकलेट on a cold winters night, या a cool breeze on a summer's day. My दिल leaped with joy, a happiness I haven't felt since my best friend died. I had no reason to be this happy, but yet all the reason in the world. I pushed the covers from over my head, got up I felt stronger, not muscle strong, but like a I'm going to make it stronger, like there is nothing I can't do! The whole world is mine, and I am no one's.
"Scarlet, Breakfast!" My mother called to me, I bounced down the stairs, "Good Morning, Mother, Father, how are आप today?" I kissed each of them, they looked stunned. I smiled "It's a Great दिन isn't it?" They looked at me "Well its time for me to head on to school, I प्यार आप guys." I left my parents stunned, and shocked for words. On the way to the bus stop my friend Nathaniel Fahrenheit, ran up to me. "Hey girl, whats got आप so happy?" He embraced me with a hug, "I haven't seen आप this happy since...." He trailed off.
I smiled "since Lyric died. Yeah I know, I think I finally made peace." Nathaniel nodded, "Well it's good to see your smile again Scarlet." He looked at me again, "something else is different about आप though, your not only happy, your like glowing'" I shrugged my shoulders, "I don't know Nat, I just feel Great! Like I can do anything. Be anybody!" Nathaniel grinned, "That's my girl, I've missed you, I'm glad your back." Nathaniel was/is my boyfriend, after Lyric died, things weren't the same between us.
He kissed me, and I kissed him, we both kissed each other. It felt so great, It feels so great, like I'm floating. Now on चोटी, शीर्ष of feeling like i can do anything, and be anybody, I feel like I'm on a personal high. We stopped when we heard the bus approaching "Wow, Wow!" Nathaniel said, "That was, That was Wow." I giggled, "Wow your self Mr. Man." Nathaniel took my hand, and we walked on to the bus.
While on the bus, I kept on hearing an annoying beeping noise. I turned to see where it was coming from, but when I did, I ended up in my bed. What how'd I get here? I was Just on the bus! I got out of my बिस्तर this time I felt like, like everything in my world was dark. Like the दिन I found out Lyric died, but this time its worst. I feel stupid, unloved, and like a very bad mistake.
"Scarlet, Breakfast" I went down stairs, "Mom didn't I-" She wasn't paying any mind to me, her and dad were glaring at each other, like they wanted to rip each other apart, instead of किस passionately, and other things. "Mom?!" She looked at me "What honey?" My dad looked at me too, "Didn't I already come down here? I was on the bus a few मिनटों ago." My parents looked at me like I belonged in the asylum. "No honey, आप didn't now go on to the bus."
I left with out a backwards glance, maybe Nathaniel would know what happen. I ran to the bus stop and he was already there, so was Rosemary. Nathaniel spotted me and quickly moved away from Rosemary. I pretended not to care "Rose, Nat, What goes on?" Nathaniel moved to my side, "Not much, Rose, was just, um Rose was..." He looked at Rose "I was just checking up on my past, seeing how everyone is."
It was a lie, "oh" was all I said, "Well Scarlet, how are you? आप know ever since Lyric died, I haven't seen आप around." "I'm good" I answered a bit harsher then what I wanted, "Good, good, and since were all good here Nat has something he would like to tell you." I looked at Nat, and got a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach, "Scarlet, we- we need to talk." I couldn't believe it, "Your braking up with me." Nathaniel shook his head, "No, No I think we should just, take a brake for a while see other people."
"Nathaniel रे Fahrenheit आप can not do this to me! आप promise we'd be together forever. FOREVER Nathaniel, आप and me, आप कहा nothing about Rosemary, and her fake....everything!" No one कहा anything, "Nathaniel look at me!!" He did, "I प्यार you, don't do this to me, to us." Nathaniel averted his eyes, "I'm sorry- I just can't."
I wanted to run home, but the bus came and it was to late. I set in the back, and ended up sitting in gum, Then to चोटी, शीर्ष it all off, I left my book bag at home, and I don't have my cell on me. I went to class, alone, no one talked to me and it felt as if the whole school was avoiding me. Even the teachers looked over me, didn't call on my name, skipped me when handing out papers. Lunch was even worst, everywhere I go someone would cough and then stair at me like I did something wrong.
I went to the one person who would tell me what was going on no mater what. "Maria, Maria" I ran down the hall way trying to catch up with her. "Wait up!" She stopped, but looked around like she didn't want to be seen. "What's up, why is everyone treating me this way?" She looked down "I can't talk to you." Then she walked away leaving me with बिना उत्तर question.
Then the beeping stared again, it was louder then before. I turned around, and found my self back in my bed. "Ugh!!" I sighed in exasperation, "why dose this keep happening to me!!!!????" I laid back on my तकिया and closed my eyes Only to have my Mother bust in to my room. "Your still in bed?" "Come on get up its time for school! Oh and Lyric is here to see you." Lyric, my dead best friend came in to my room. I looked at her.
"What? I Thought आप were dead." Lyric looked at me, "Wow Scarlet आप have got to stop drinking sprite before आप go to बिस्तर आप know it mess with आप mind. Now hurry, before आप get us late." Lyric stared digging threw my closet, "Put this on and lets get going." She threw me a pair of Jeans, My I <3 पैरामोर T-shirt, and my all stars. I got out of bed, and went over to her. Poked her "I have got to be dreaming" Lyric looked at me.
"Are आप okay? Maybe आप shouldn't go to school." I shook my head, "I'm okay, i've just been haveing...Dreams." Lyric looked at me, "Well you've got to tell me all about it, later. Right now we need to hurry up and go to school." Some one stared to throw rocks up at the window. It was Nathaniel "you girls coming या what?" He yelled up to the window. Lyric looked down, "yeah yeah don't get your boxers in a bunch." Lyric looked at me, "Ready?" I nodded and we were off to school.
~Before I go, I'll leave with this. Are आप really Awake?~
"Scarlet, Breakfast!" My mother called to me, I bounced down the stairs, "Good Morning, Mother, Father, how are आप today?" I kissed each of them, they looked stunned. I smiled "It's a Great दिन isn't it?" They looked at me "Well its time for me to head on to school, I प्यार आप guys." I left my parents stunned, and shocked for words. On the way to the bus stop my friend Nathaniel Fahrenheit, ran up to me. "Hey girl, whats got आप so happy?" He embraced me with a hug, "I haven't seen आप this happy since...." He trailed off.
I smiled "since Lyric died. Yeah I know, I think I finally made peace." Nathaniel nodded, "Well it's good to see your smile again Scarlet." He looked at me again, "something else is different about आप though, your not only happy, your like glowing'" I shrugged my shoulders, "I don't know Nat, I just feel Great! Like I can do anything. Be anybody!" Nathaniel grinned, "That's my girl, I've missed you, I'm glad your back." Nathaniel was/is my boyfriend, after Lyric died, things weren't the same between us.
He kissed me, and I kissed him, we both kissed each other. It felt so great, It feels so great, like I'm floating. Now on चोटी, शीर्ष of feeling like i can do anything, and be anybody, I feel like I'm on a personal high. We stopped when we heard the bus approaching "Wow, Wow!" Nathaniel said, "That was, That was Wow." I giggled, "Wow your self Mr. Man." Nathaniel took my hand, and we walked on to the bus.
While on the bus, I kept on hearing an annoying beeping noise. I turned to see where it was coming from, but when I did, I ended up in my bed. What how'd I get here? I was Just on the bus! I got out of my बिस्तर this time I felt like, like everything in my world was dark. Like the दिन I found out Lyric died, but this time its worst. I feel stupid, unloved, and like a very bad mistake.
"Scarlet, Breakfast" I went down stairs, "Mom didn't I-" She wasn't paying any mind to me, her and dad were glaring at each other, like they wanted to rip each other apart, instead of किस passionately, and other things. "Mom?!" She looked at me "What honey?" My dad looked at me too, "Didn't I already come down here? I was on the bus a few मिनटों ago." My parents looked at me like I belonged in the asylum. "No honey, आप didn't now go on to the bus."
I left with out a backwards glance, maybe Nathaniel would know what happen. I ran to the bus stop and he was already there, so was Rosemary. Nathaniel spotted me and quickly moved away from Rosemary. I pretended not to care "Rose, Nat, What goes on?" Nathaniel moved to my side, "Not much, Rose, was just, um Rose was..." He looked at Rose "I was just checking up on my past, seeing how everyone is."
It was a lie, "oh" was all I said, "Well Scarlet, how are you? आप know ever since Lyric died, I haven't seen आप around." "I'm good" I answered a bit harsher then what I wanted, "Good, good, and since were all good here Nat has something he would like to tell you." I looked at Nat, and got a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach, "Scarlet, we- we need to talk." I couldn't believe it, "Your braking up with me." Nathaniel shook his head, "No, No I think we should just, take a brake for a while see other people."
"Nathaniel रे Fahrenheit आप can not do this to me! आप promise we'd be together forever. FOREVER Nathaniel, आप and me, आप कहा nothing about Rosemary, and her fake....everything!" No one कहा anything, "Nathaniel look at me!!" He did, "I प्यार you, don't do this to me, to us." Nathaniel averted his eyes, "I'm sorry- I just can't."
I wanted to run home, but the bus came and it was to late. I set in the back, and ended up sitting in gum, Then to चोटी, शीर्ष it all off, I left my book bag at home, and I don't have my cell on me. I went to class, alone, no one talked to me and it felt as if the whole school was avoiding me. Even the teachers looked over me, didn't call on my name, skipped me when handing out papers. Lunch was even worst, everywhere I go someone would cough and then stair at me like I did something wrong.
I went to the one person who would tell me what was going on no mater what. "Maria, Maria" I ran down the hall way trying to catch up with her. "Wait up!" She stopped, but looked around like she didn't want to be seen. "What's up, why is everyone treating me this way?" She looked down "I can't talk to you." Then she walked away leaving me with बिना उत्तर question.
Then the beeping stared again, it was louder then before. I turned around, and found my self back in my bed. "Ugh!!" I sighed in exasperation, "why dose this keep happening to me!!!!????" I laid back on my तकिया and closed my eyes Only to have my Mother bust in to my room. "Your still in bed?" "Come on get up its time for school! Oh and Lyric is here to see you." Lyric, my dead best friend came in to my room. I looked at her.
"What? I Thought आप were dead." Lyric looked at me, "Wow Scarlet आप have got to stop drinking sprite before आप go to बिस्तर आप know it mess with आप mind. Now hurry, before आप get us late." Lyric stared digging threw my closet, "Put this on and lets get going." She threw me a pair of Jeans, My I <3 पैरामोर T-shirt, and my all stars. I got out of bed, and went over to her. Poked her "I have got to be dreaming" Lyric looked at me.
"Are आप okay? Maybe आप shouldn't go to school." I shook my head, "I'm okay, i've just been haveing...Dreams." Lyric looked at me, "Well you've got to tell me all about it, later. Right now we need to hurry up and go to school." Some one stared to throw rocks up at the window. It was Nathaniel "you girls coming या what?" He yelled up to the window. Lyric looked down, "yeah yeah don't get your boxers in a bunch." Lyric looked at me, "Ready?" I nodded and we were off to school.
~Before I go, I'll leave with this. Are आप really Awake?~
This is a story; my story. I am Damien Cole Demidov. My grandparents are full-blooded Russian. I am twenty-one years old, and I’ve been locked up in an asylum for four years.
I have black hair about four inches from my shoulders. I am vampire pale. I have crystal blue eyes. I’m 5’9’’.
I have met many a person in my time. Maybe you’ll meet some of the throughout the story.
Anywho, I live in the U.S. now, shipped over with my mom when I was twelve. I live in New York City at the moment. My mom is back in Russia with my father, and grandparents.
Now, let’s see what’s in store for us.
I have black hair about four inches from my shoulders. I am vampire pale. I have crystal blue eyes. I’m 5’9’’.
I have met many a person in my time. Maybe you’ll meet some of the throughout the story.
Anywho, I live in the U.S. now, shipped over with my mom when I was twelve. I live in New York City at the moment. My mom is back in Russia with my father, and grandparents.
Now, let’s see what’s in store for us.
"It's something unpredictable, but in the end is right."
I can still remember the disappointment in those hazel eyes the moment I told him I was leaving. I couldn't stay - I had no choice. I still can't decide whether it hurt और to leave him, या to know I had been the one who caused the pain. What was I supposed to do? This child needed guidance and protection now और than ever, and I couldn't help him. For so long I had been the one to console him - make him feel सुरक्षित - and it was coming to an end. It was... the rule.
"I need to go away, Alex. It's what imaginary फ्रेंड्स do....
