~Chasing Cars~ [song my Snow Patrol]
Over Thanksgiving, Alice had convinced me to let her cut my hair. And surprisingly, I absolutly प्यार it. I keep thinking about what Edward will think about it, then I remember me and Edward aren't going to happen. I have Mason to think about and his wife passed away only a साल ago.
Black Friday had been crazy. Alice got in a fight with some blonde over a giant नितंब, गधा tv to go in her room. Alice won. Rose got the boots she had been dying for, and Emmett's tool set. I had been able to get Mason's new बिस्तर set for his room. He has been hounding me about giving him a new room because his room is for babies. So, after his सॉकर game on Saturday, he's going over to Alice's so I can do his room.
I dropped him off with Rose, on time today, and made my way to the hospital. I clipped my I.D. on my srub and made my way up the stairs.
"Belly! You're on time." Emmett yelled to me.
"I know! First time since ever." I laughed.
"Morning, Ang." I smiled.
"Morning, Bella. Oh, Dr. Cullen wants to see आप in his office."
"Okay." I took a couple steps then stopped. "Wait, which Cullen?"
"Edward." she smirked, then continued her computer work.
Thud. Thud.
I could ear my दिल beat in my ears, I could feel it beating against my rib cage.
I walked down the hall, trying to steady my दिल rate, to Edward's office and knocked on his already opened door.
"You wanted to see me, Dr. Cullen?" I asked.
He looked up and laughed. "Did आप just call me Dr. Cullen? Last time I checked I was Edward."
I blushed. "Okay. आप wanted to see me...Edward?"
"Yes I did." He smiled. "I haven't got a chance to properly thank आप for talking to me last week." He sat on the edge of his desk, his hands in his lap.
I walked over to him and placed my hand on his. "You don't have to thank me, Edward. आप needed to talk and for someone to listen."
"Well, I feel like I do. So, how about I make रात का खाना for आप tonight? At my place? I think it would only be fair to let आप into my home, since आप let me in yours."
"Thank would be great but-"
"Bring him." He stated simply.
"Edward-"
"Bring Mason, bring yourself, and I will bring myself. I will call आप to give आप directions."
"Edward." I sighed.
"Now, I have a sick little girl I need to go check on." He winked and left, brushing my shoulder as he passed. "Oh." he turned around. "Your hair....beautiful." He turned back around and turned the corner.
I took a deep breath and turned the same corner.
"Bella!"
I jumped and covered my दिल with my hand. "God, Alice."
"Sorry. I know, 'You know the rules about scaring me when I'm thinking about boys'." She laughed. When she would scare me back in high school, I used to tell her that for laughs. The only boy I ever thought about was Riley. Now...Edward.
"Thinking about Riley, again?" she sighed and hooked her arm thorugh mine.
"No." I sighed. "Not this time."
"Thinking about Edward?" she asked simply.
"Yeah."
She nodded, her cue to tell me to continue.
"I don't know what to think, Alice. I mean...I really do like him. He's nice, and honest. He's beautiful, he makes me smile so easliy. But I have to think about Mason."
"Why do आप always have to think about Mason? I understand he comes first in your life. Your घर life. Mason shouldn't decide who या whne आप date. आप need to give a guy a chance then bring Mason into it. Think about आप for a moment. Think about what आप want. What would make Bella happy?"
"Edward."
"Then let Edward make आप happy. I know he asked आप out to रात का खाना tonight because he ran it द्वारा me first. He's trying to open up to आप Bella. He's trying to make आप happy, so let him." she stood infront of me and placed her tiny hands on my shoulders. "I प्यार you, Bella. You're practily my sister. I want आप to be happy and आप deserve to be happy. Please try? Just let Edward in."
I nodded.
"Thank you, Bella." She smiled and dropped her hands. "You'll thank me one day. Oh, and i doubt Edward told आप this, but dress nice."
"Momma?"
I was tucking Mason's कमीज, शर्ट into his pants. "Yeah, Baby?"
"You look pretty." He smiled.
"Thank you." I smiled and kissed his cheek.
"Are आप done getting me ready? I'm ready to go to Edward's. He कहा he used to play सॉकर and I want him to दिखाना me some stuff. Can I bring my ball?"
I stood up and helped him put on his coat. "I guess. But don't forget and leave it over there."
"Yes!" He grabbed his ball and took off for the front door.
I laughed and shook my head as I slipped my sweater on and grabbed my keys.
"Don't run!" Mason was out of the car and up to Edward's door before I could blink. "Knock!"
He curled his little fist and beat the door three times. The lock clicked and opened दिखा रहा है Edward with a grin on his face.
"Mason!" he picked Mason up and tossed him up in the air.
Mason laughed a belly laugh I hadn't heard since he was a baby. I couldn't help but to smile.
"I brought my ball! Can आप दिखाना me how आप do all those tricks and stuff."
"Sounds like a plan. Where's your mom?"
"Right here." I huffed. "He ran." I laughed.
"At least आप made it." He smiled. "Come one in."
He set Mason down and let us in. His apartment was clean. Black, white, and grey clean. It didn't look much lived in. But then again, he hadn't really been "living".
"I hope आप guys like chicken nuggets and french fries." Edward looked down at Mason.
"Dinosuar shaped?!" Mason gasped.
Edward nodded. "T-rex."
"That's my favorite! Do आप have red coolaid?"
"Of course. Red is my प्रिय color." Edward spoke in an obvious tone.
"Mine too!" Mason smiled. "Hey, you're just like me."
Edward laughed and nodded. "I guess I am."
I could really get used to this.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
The अगला chapter will continue the dinner. hope आप liked!! :)
Over Thanksgiving, Alice had convinced me to let her cut my hair. And surprisingly, I absolutly प्यार it. I keep thinking about what Edward will think about it, then I remember me and Edward aren't going to happen. I have Mason to think about and his wife passed away only a साल ago.
Black Friday had been crazy. Alice got in a fight with some blonde over a giant नितंब, गधा tv to go in her room. Alice won. Rose got the boots she had been dying for, and Emmett's tool set. I had been able to get Mason's new बिस्तर set for his room. He has been hounding me about giving him a new room because his room is for babies. So, after his सॉकर game on Saturday, he's going over to Alice's so I can do his room.
I dropped him off with Rose, on time today, and made my way to the hospital. I clipped my I.D. on my srub and made my way up the stairs.
"Belly! You're on time." Emmett yelled to me.
"I know! First time since ever." I laughed.
"Morning, Ang." I smiled.
"Morning, Bella. Oh, Dr. Cullen wants to see आप in his office."
"Okay." I took a couple steps then stopped. "Wait, which Cullen?"
"Edward." she smirked, then continued her computer work.
Thud. Thud.
I could ear my दिल beat in my ears, I could feel it beating against my rib cage.
I walked down the hall, trying to steady my दिल rate, to Edward's office and knocked on his already opened door.
"You wanted to see me, Dr. Cullen?" I asked.
He looked up and laughed. "Did आप just call me Dr. Cullen? Last time I checked I was Edward."
I blushed. "Okay. आप wanted to see me...Edward?"
"Yes I did." He smiled. "I haven't got a chance to properly thank आप for talking to me last week." He sat on the edge of his desk, his hands in his lap.
I walked over to him and placed my hand on his. "You don't have to thank me, Edward. आप needed to talk and for someone to listen."
"Well, I feel like I do. So, how about I make रात का खाना for आप tonight? At my place? I think it would only be fair to let आप into my home, since आप let me in yours."
"Thank would be great but-"
"Bring him." He stated simply.
"Edward-"
"Bring Mason, bring yourself, and I will bring myself. I will call आप to give आप directions."
"Edward." I sighed.
"Now, I have a sick little girl I need to go check on." He winked and left, brushing my shoulder as he passed. "Oh." he turned around. "Your hair....beautiful." He turned back around and turned the corner.
I took a deep breath and turned the same corner.
"Bella!"
I jumped and covered my दिल with my hand. "God, Alice."
"Sorry. I know, 'You know the rules about scaring me when I'm thinking about boys'." She laughed. When she would scare me back in high school, I used to tell her that for laughs. The only boy I ever thought about was Riley. Now...Edward.
"Thinking about Riley, again?" she sighed and hooked her arm thorugh mine.
"No." I sighed. "Not this time."
"Thinking about Edward?" she asked simply.
"Yeah."
She nodded, her cue to tell me to continue.
"I don't know what to think, Alice. I mean...I really do like him. He's nice, and honest. He's beautiful, he makes me smile so easliy. But I have to think about Mason."
"Why do आप always have to think about Mason? I understand he comes first in your life. Your घर life. Mason shouldn't decide who या whne आप date. आप need to give a guy a chance then bring Mason into it. Think about आप for a moment. Think about what आप want. What would make Bella happy?"
"Edward."
"Then let Edward make आप happy. I know he asked आप out to रात का खाना tonight because he ran it द्वारा me first. He's trying to open up to आप Bella. He's trying to make आप happy, so let him." she stood infront of me and placed her tiny hands on my shoulders. "I प्यार you, Bella. You're practily my sister. I want आप to be happy and आप deserve to be happy. Please try? Just let Edward in."
I nodded.
"Thank you, Bella." She smiled and dropped her hands. "You'll thank me one day. Oh, and i doubt Edward told आप this, but dress nice."
"Momma?"
I was tucking Mason's कमीज, शर्ट into his pants. "Yeah, Baby?"
"You look pretty." He smiled.
"Thank you." I smiled and kissed his cheek.
"Are आप done getting me ready? I'm ready to go to Edward's. He कहा he used to play सॉकर and I want him to दिखाना me some stuff. Can I bring my ball?"
I stood up and helped him put on his coat. "I guess. But don't forget and leave it over there."
"Yes!" He grabbed his ball and took off for the front door.
I laughed and shook my head as I slipped my sweater on and grabbed my keys.
"Don't run!" Mason was out of the car and up to Edward's door before I could blink. "Knock!"
He curled his little fist and beat the door three times. The lock clicked and opened दिखा रहा है Edward with a grin on his face.
"Mason!" he picked Mason up and tossed him up in the air.
Mason laughed a belly laugh I hadn't heard since he was a baby. I couldn't help but to smile.
"I brought my ball! Can आप दिखाना me how आप do all those tricks and stuff."
"Sounds like a plan. Where's your mom?"
"Right here." I huffed. "He ran." I laughed.
"At least आप made it." He smiled. "Come one in."
He set Mason down and let us in. His apartment was clean. Black, white, and grey clean. It didn't look much lived in. But then again, he hadn't really been "living".
"I hope आप guys like chicken nuggets and french fries." Edward looked down at Mason.
"Dinosuar shaped?!" Mason gasped.
Edward nodded. "T-rex."
"That's my favorite! Do आप have red coolaid?"
"Of course. Red is my प्रिय color." Edward spoke in an obvious tone.
"Mine too!" Mason smiled. "Hey, you're just like me."
Edward laughed and nodded. "I guess I am."
I could really get used to this.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
The अगला chapter will continue the dinner. hope आप liked!! :)
I probaly कहा thank आप thirty times.
When I heard that they didn't have a place to stay i offered for them to stay here. They aren't living in out hotel room but they are only to doors away.
When i woke up i turned to susans side.She wasn't there. A note took her place.
It read
Dear Chris,
I am pretty sure i got आप with the note!
The guys कहा आप would think i left. (it worked)
We are hanging out in their room and we are playing spin the bottle. (what!)
Love,
Susan ps. got आप again!
I looked at her hand लेखन it was very pretty.
I got dressed and walked to the elevator.When i noticed i pressed two when i didn't even have to change from 11 the doors closed.I pressed the 11 button mabye 5 times.When it went up I sighed.
...
to be continued...
When we reached my घर mason was crying and reenesme was trying to comfort her little brother.Alice and esme were talking very fast so I only caught little bits and pieces of the conversation .But it seemed that we were going to have to wait till edward and jacob and the other boys came back.while esme and alice were disscussing the subject reenesme and i were trying to comfort mason.At the same time i was worriying about edward I noticed reenesme looked very deep in thought.Then alll of the sudden esme is calling me ,my daughter,and my son to come quickly.Whehn we got there alice looked like she would be crying if she could cry.When I asked her what was wrong all she managed to choke out was Edward.Imediatly I knew something very bad had happened.
Ok guys i correct all my writings i hope आप can understand them better!! please comment!!!
I didn't know how my life will be as vampire, how things should work with Charlie and Mom, keeping my self away from them is torturing my self.
I felt like I’m trapped without an exit
the only thing that keeps me strong is my family
Edward and Rennesme, now that they are not in और danger I feel और in peace.
But what will I should tell Charlie when the time to हटाइए arrives?
How will he react to this, He will have too many सवालों and how I suppose to explain it to him? I think that he already knows what we really are, but he is too scared to say it या just think about it.
But what I really know right now is that we are सुरक्षित and will start our Happy Ever After no matter what happen या what people think about us.
I think
I didn't know how my life will be as vampire, how things should work with Charlie and Mom, keeping my self away from them is torturing my self.
I felt like I’m trapped without an exit
the only thing that keeps me strong is my family
Edward and Rennesme, now that they are not in और danger I feel और in peace.
But what will I should tell Charlie when the time to हटाइए arrives?
How will he react to this, He will have too many सवालों and how I suppose to explain it to him? I think that he already knows what we really are, but he is too scared to say it या just think about it.
But what I really know right now is that we are सुरक्षित and will start our Happy Ever After no matter what happen या what people think about us.
I think