Chapter 19
Everyone exploded with questions. One after another, I can’t take it. I was about to run back up stairs and stay in Edward ad I’s room but someone grabbed me द्वारा the arms pulling me back downstairs.
“Bella, आप need to do this sooner या later. Though I think sooner would be a better option. So how about we go back down with our family. I will be their every step of the way. I promise.” He said.
“Edward, I …I… I just can’t. I’m sorry” I कहा begging with my eyes for him to not make me do this.
“Bella, please you’re starting to worry me. I miss my wife. I miss my Bella” He कहा worry tight in his tone. I feel worst then I did before.
“Okay I will.”I said. He nodded and started back to the living room. “Edward, can आप hear me”. I asked through his thoughts. He looked relieved. I haven’t talked to him like this in months. He nodded. “I can’t deal with all the सवालों at once. When they do that I feel as though my head it going to explode.” I कहा though my thoughts.
“Okay” was all he said. “Guys आप need to be और patient and not over whelm her with thousands of सवालों at a time.” He said. He pulled me into his side and held me tightly.
“Thank you” I thought. He just kissed my head, silently saying he heard.
“Anytime” he stated.
Everyone looked at us patiently and waited. I started from the begging and explained what happened between Alice and I saw and how we were going to go to Italy. Everyone including Edward freaked out. I sat patiently and waited for everyone to shut up. Eventually everyone quieted down.
“Well finally. Only took about an hour” I stated after a few minutes. I wanted to laugh but I just couldn’t make myself.
“Yeah, yeah. Let’s go finish the rest of the story Bells” Emmett said, as he was laughing visibly hard. So I started up again. Hoping for no और interrupting.
I told them everything from the problem with Victoria to the problem I am in now. Throughout the rest of the story there were a few chuckles and a few gasps. Though the one thing that was weird was when I explained everyone had the looks respect and concern and worry, though the one look that was kind of frightening was of love.
“Bella, my daughter-in-law, आप need to promise me to आप will never do something like this again.” He said. I looked down afraid of what I would see. I knew it was coming. They would want me gone. I got up and I hugged him.
“My father-in-law, I am deeply sorry but I can’t keep that promise. My family comes first. Later on down the road, if something likes this happens. I will not sit back; I will fight and do whatever it takes for me to do.” I sighed and I waited to say the अगला thing. Knowing deep down my daughter and My husband will fight with me.
“BELLA! DON’T आप DARE” yelled Alice and Edward at the same time.
“I am leaving.” I said, they all gasp besides Alice and Edward for already knowing. I start to run but someone grabs me and I automatically felt a warmth build inside of me. This could only mean that he was going to stop me.
“Bella, Please” He said, his eyes begging me. “Please?” He begged. I couldn’t fight with him. So I just nodded and ran upstairs and packed and bag. I already got tickets for the both us. Knowing that he would come, he is just so stubborn.
An घंटा later we were saying goodbye to everyone and heading to the airport. Heading to the place we don’t know we would be back या not.
Everyone exploded with questions. One after another, I can’t take it. I was about to run back up stairs and stay in Edward ad I’s room but someone grabbed me द्वारा the arms pulling me back downstairs.
“Bella, आप need to do this sooner या later. Though I think sooner would be a better option. So how about we go back down with our family. I will be their every step of the way. I promise.” He said.
“Edward, I …I… I just can’t. I’m sorry” I कहा begging with my eyes for him to not make me do this.
“Bella, please you’re starting to worry me. I miss my wife. I miss my Bella” He कहा worry tight in his tone. I feel worst then I did before.
“Okay I will.”I said. He nodded and started back to the living room. “Edward, can आप hear me”. I asked through his thoughts. He looked relieved. I haven’t talked to him like this in months. He nodded. “I can’t deal with all the सवालों at once. When they do that I feel as though my head it going to explode.” I कहा though my thoughts.
“Okay” was all he said. “Guys आप need to be और patient and not over whelm her with thousands of सवालों at a time.” He said. He pulled me into his side and held me tightly.
“Thank you” I thought. He just kissed my head, silently saying he heard.
“Anytime” he stated.
Everyone looked at us patiently and waited. I started from the begging and explained what happened between Alice and I saw and how we were going to go to Italy. Everyone including Edward freaked out. I sat patiently and waited for everyone to shut up. Eventually everyone quieted down.
“Well finally. Only took about an hour” I stated after a few minutes. I wanted to laugh but I just couldn’t make myself.
“Yeah, yeah. Let’s go finish the rest of the story Bells” Emmett said, as he was laughing visibly hard. So I started up again. Hoping for no और interrupting.
I told them everything from the problem with Victoria to the problem I am in now. Throughout the rest of the story there were a few chuckles and a few gasps. Though the one thing that was weird was when I explained everyone had the looks respect and concern and worry, though the one look that was kind of frightening was of love.
“Bella, my daughter-in-law, आप need to promise me to आप will never do something like this again.” He said. I looked down afraid of what I would see. I knew it was coming. They would want me gone. I got up and I hugged him.
“My father-in-law, I am deeply sorry but I can’t keep that promise. My family comes first. Later on down the road, if something likes this happens. I will not sit back; I will fight and do whatever it takes for me to do.” I sighed and I waited to say the अगला thing. Knowing deep down my daughter and My husband will fight with me.
“BELLA! DON’T आप DARE” yelled Alice and Edward at the same time.
“I am leaving.” I said, they all gasp besides Alice and Edward for already knowing. I start to run but someone grabs me and I automatically felt a warmth build inside of me. This could only mean that he was going to stop me.
“Bella, Please” He said, his eyes begging me. “Please?” He begged. I couldn’t fight with him. So I just nodded and ran upstairs and packed and bag. I already got tickets for the both us. Knowing that he would come, he is just so stubborn.
An घंटा later we were saying goodbye to everyone and heading to the airport. Heading to the place we don’t know we would be back या not.
im in the devils playground
dont know anyone round here
i will try to stand my ground
and not let anyone sense my fear
cant confisgate a reality that is based on lies
i will not negociate with my pride
foolish as i was i am no longer that person
yes try to hold my gaze
my will wont lesson
and i am in the devils playground
i have my own toys
i try to not look around
to the erie noise
scrapping nails apon the pavement
and dried blood up on the walls
a smell that so nauseating
i feel i might fall
light headed i cant be
not in this place anyways
i walk further trying to find a way out of this place.
how did i get here where did i go wrong my morbid curisoty
of a unrealistic song.driven to a brink thats almost sickning
i cant find myself.a way out of the devils playground. my own personal hell
dont know anyone round here
i will try to stand my ground
and not let anyone sense my fear
cant confisgate a reality that is based on lies
i will not negociate with my pride
foolish as i was i am no longer that person
yes try to hold my gaze
my will wont lesson
and i am in the devils playground
i have my own toys
i try to not look around
to the erie noise
scrapping nails apon the pavement
and dried blood up on the walls
a smell that so nauseating
i feel i might fall
light headed i cant be
not in this place anyways
i walk further trying to find a way out of this place.
how did i get here where did i go wrong my morbid curisoty
of a unrealistic song.driven to a brink thats almost sickning
i cant find myself.a way out of the devils playground. my own personal hell
10. Never use English around him – instead, bark.
9. Call him a अंतरिक्ष heater.
8. Tell him that कुत्ता make good pets, not good partners.
7. Ask him if he has RSVPed to the wedding yet.
6. Inform him that real men sparkle.
5. Walk up to him and claim आप have imprinted. Say आप प्यार him and demand his paw in marriage.
4. Tell him that even though he may run at a boiling 108.9 degrees, Bella doesn’t find him hot.
3. Inquire as to how Leah is… and if he dreams about Sam the way Leah dreams about Bella.
2. Ask him if he likes to do things… doggy style.
And the Number One way to annoy Jacob Black?
1. Make him a day-by-day flip calendar, counting down the amount of time Bella will remain human.
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9. Call him a अंतरिक्ष heater.
8. Tell him that कुत्ता make good pets, not good partners.
7. Ask him if he has RSVPed to the wedding yet.
6. Inform him that real men sparkle.
5. Walk up to him and claim आप have imprinted. Say आप प्यार him and demand his paw in marriage.
4. Tell him that even though he may run at a boiling 108.9 degrees, Bella doesn’t find him hot.
3. Inquire as to how Leah is… and if he dreams about Sam the way Leah dreams about Bella.
2. Ask him if he likes to do things… doggy style.
And the Number One way to annoy Jacob Black?
1. Make him a day-by-day flip calendar, counting down the amount of time Bella will remain human.
Source: link