Thx shiver-zimmy for helping me write this chapter!!
~NeeNee14


I cried for days. I lied and कहा I was fine when my parents asked. They were so excited that I was home, I was too, until it happened. They went out again tonight. It was funny how often my parents went out, yet they never came घर drunk, just extremly happy. I wished I had that, but it was taken from me. I crawled under my covers and let the tears come, और forcefully then before.

I wanted to make myself hurt. I figured that if I cried about everything tonight, I would be out of tears. He wasn't the only guy in the world. Everyone has to get their दिल broken at least one time. This was getting ridiculouse though. That was twice in one year.

I cried about having sex with my ex-boyfriend, I cried about every single time I made my parents hurt, I cried about all the stupid things me and Ryan used to laugh about. I cried for falling for the guy. I cried and cried.

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Morning came slowly. I woke up with red puffy eyes, but I felt better. I didn't feel normal, but like I might just repair. It was a strange feeling. I smiled in spite of myself.

I got up-after fixing myself-and went to breakfast. That's when I knew I must've scared the hell out of them. There was bacon, eggs, waffles, variouse juices, milk, and my personal favorite, the stuff they let me decorate my खाना with.

They were sitting with a cup of coffee just talking and laughing. When I walked in they grinned up at me. "Sorry hunny, we wanted to welcome आप घर properly. Last night आप really weren't in the mood. . ." she let her voice trail off.

I snorted, "I wasn't huh?" I laughed and pulled up the last chair from our little table. "Thanks mom, it means a lot to me." I kissed her cheek and sat back down. "And dad, thanks for being their, like आप always are." I got up and kissed him on the cheek too. I sat back down and piled stuff on my plate.

"Kammie, Rose and Alice know you're home. They can't miss the oppertunity to buy आप new clothes. They'll pick आप up soon," mom informed me. I rolled my eyes.

"They're wasting their money. We have uniforms. I can't wear the clothes to school."

My dad raised his eyebrows at me. "So you're saying that आप got to school, go to your dorm, and just sit there until the अगला day. Come on Kammie, आप know आप go elsewhere."

I actually didn't. I was usually on the phone with Ryan back in the dorm, just talking for hours. That wouldn't happen again. I grimaced slighlty. "I still don't need the clothes. But I suspect they don't need the money either. They're always getting me new-and unnessicery-new things."

"You won't talk them out of it Kangaro," my mom smiled at me. I smiled back and ate breakfast having a nice conversation with my parents.

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"I like this one," Alice threw a कमीज, शर्ट at me. I tried it on and walked out. "I like! Rose, what about this?"

"CUTE!"

It was a white shirt-and it was covered in sequins. They threw a pair of skinny jeans at me and I put them on. They were dark and looked good with the shirt. Rosalie threw some red pumps at me and I put those on. The outfit looked great. I smiled.

"We're getting it Kammie!" Alice enthused.

"It's so cute!" Rosalie gushed.

We bought that-and much more-and came home. My parents were sitting on the सोफ़ा, सोफे all cuddled up. I smiled at them and went to my room.

The rest of my time at घर was spent wisely. When I went back to school I went to my first class. I noticed a hot blue eyed-blonde hair-killer muscle boy. He sat beside me and I blushed. When the घंटा was over, he spoke.

"So, I'm having a party tonight. I have a huge apartment. आप should come." He wrote down an address and left without saying anything और to me.

The party was just what I needed to get my mind off things. I knew exactly what I would wear too. . .

I walked into building and followed where the noise was coming from.I entered and saw a lot of people I didn't know so I walked over and got me a कोक to drink. I felt someone touch me and I flinched from contact. I turned around and saw the guy who invited me here.Her leaned in towards me.
"I'm glad आप came."He said."I'm Cole द्वारा the way." He leaned back and smiled at me.
"Kameron."I कहा and pointed towards me."But most people call me Kam या Kammie."He grabbed my arm and pulled me onto the dance floor.We danced all night.
He grabbed my waist and pulled me into him.
"Your very pretty."He कहा to me.I smiled a little."I was wondering if आप wanted to go on a तारीख, दिनांक with me."I pulled back and looked at him.
"I barely know you."I कहा to him.He smiled at me and leaned in.
"Isn't that the whole point of the date..Is to get to know me?"He कहा to me.I laughed and shrugged my shoulders.

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"Where are आप from?"He asked me as we sat in an ice cream shop.
"I;m from a small town called Forks, but my parents decided to हटाइए to Seattle." I कहा and put a scoop of ice cream in my mouth.He stared at me with his intense blue eyes.
"What?"I asked him.He broke out of his trance and shook his head.
"It's just that आप look like this model,Bella Swan."He कहा and laughed nervously,looking down at his bowl.
"Most people say I look और like my dad."I कहा and laughed a little.He looked up at me and smiled.

"Can आप swim?"He asked me as we walked along the किनारा, शोर of a little lake. I looked at him,eyebrows raised.Before I could answer he picked me up and threw me into the water. I screamed and yelled, laughing while doing it.
"You ruined my shirt!"I exclaimed and took it off, good thing my Aunt Alice wasn't here या she would die. I felt his hand touch my tattoo.
"What does it mean?"He asked me.
"The stars represent my dreams and hopes, and the lily represents my loved ones and the people I care about."I कहा and looked down at him.He smiled at me and stood up. He leaned in towards me until our lips met.....