"Your awake"he कहा smiling that dazzleing smile,he had dazzled me one again.
"Ya,i was really tired sorry"i कहा getting akeward.
"Its okay i didnt mind"he कहा smiling even wider.
"Of corse आप didnt"i कहा and he laughed a bit i looked at my watch it was 9 o'clock.
"Where is charlie?"i asked.
"He called and कहा he would be घर tomorrow that something happened and he is sorry"he कहा back to me.I was going to be घर alone and i am pregnant something will happen knowing my luck.
"Um..do आप mind staying here tonight because i will be घर alone and me being pregnant makes me और unlucky"i कहा smiling shyly.He looked shocked.
"Ya of corse thats fine"he कहा in a normal tone but i could hear that he was well happy.
"The food"i कहा while trying to stand up but he got up before me he smile and held out his hand i took it and got up.
"I saved it,its ready for आप to eat"he कहा while holding out the chair for me to sit in.I ate my रात का खाना then decided to go to बिस्तर i was still tired.
"I am going to get changed then i am going to बिस्तर so,um decide what आप are going to do"i कहा then went up the stairs.
I dont go into the bathroom to get changed anymore since edward is never in my room,i got on some shorts then took off my shirt.Just then edward walked into my room i screamed and turned around,i heard the door close.
"Edward!"i shouted.
"I'm sorry i thought आप were in the bathroom"he कहा i could hear the smile in his voice.
"I dont have to get changed in their anymore your not in my room,and this is not funny"i कहा in a angry tone he laughed a bit.
"It doesnt matter i've seen आप naked before"he कहा sounding smug.
"Ya but that was when आप were aloud to,but we are not together anymore so आप cant see me like that anymore"i कहा to him he went silent.
"Sorry"he said.
"Well आप should be"i कहा then opened the door the चोटी, शीर्ष i was wearing was skin tight.
"What did आप want in my room anyway?"i asked while he looked me up and down.
"My eyes are up here"i कहा to him,he looked my in the eyes and smiled.
"Sorry and i am going to sit in the rocking chair if that is fine with you"he कहा to me melting me with his golden eyes.
"Ya fine"i कहा and moved out of the way of the door.He went in and sat in the chair.
I went and sat in my bed,it was really hot again but it was probebly just me.After a couple of मिनटों Renesmee started kicking,i gasped because it was like she was playing football.
"Whats wrong?"he asked concerend.
"Come here"i कहा to him,he got off the chair and stood beside the bed,i grabed his hand and pulled him onto the बिस्तर and put my hand to my stomack.Then Renesmee kicked again where his hand was he smiled and looked at me.
"That never gets old"he कहा then gasped realixing that he had just giving away that he had basically been in my room with me when i was asleep,he had been since the दिन jacob came to visit everynight but i never told him to go away it was nice having him here.
"Dont worrie i know that आप are in here everynight i'm not stupid"i कहा laughing a bit.
"H-how?"he stuttered.
"Well when your pregnant आप dont get much sleep,and आप are cold so when it feels like the have sunburn all over then coldness comes it normally means your water has broke या well in my case a vampire has their arms around you.And renesmee calms down when आप are here"i कहा if i could see him i would most likly see someone really shocked.
"Um-sorry"he कहा shocked.
"Its okay"i कहा then turned on my bedside lamp i turned back round to edward but he face was inches from mine we both breathed in we were about to kiss.
"I cant"i कहा then layed down.
"I know im sorry"he कहा then went and sat back down on the chair,after a मिनट of silence i asked:
"What are आप doing tomorrrow"
"I dont know i will probebly help them build the house what about you?"he asked
"I going up to La Push to visit jacob he asked me to come up"i कहा to him.
"Okay,be careful आप never know when they could आप know explode"he कहा trying to find the right words to say when they get angry and change.
"I know"i कहा to him.
"Goodnight"i कहा to him.
"Goodnight"he कहा i was half asleep in about 30 seonds so i was not really consious.
"I प्यार You"he कहा to me and without thinking as i was nearly asleep i said:
"I प्यार आप too"then i fell asleep.
I woke up that morning feeling not as tired as i normally did,probebly because i knew edward was there.I sat up and edward was in the rocking chair,smiling again.
"Goodmorning"he कहा to me.
"Goodmorning"i कहा back to him.
"Your hair looks like a haystack"he said.
"Where have i heard that before"i कहा to him he smiled again.
"I think आप should have some breakfast now dont you?"he कहा while getting up.
"Yes i have to change first,and dont come in this time"i कहा to him while getting up aswell.
"I'll try"he कहा then left my room,i went into the bathroom did what o had to do in there then got changed.I was wearing a blue चोटी, शीर्ष with comfortable trousers.Then i went downstairs,i went into the रसोई, रसोईघर and edward just serverd eggs on my plate i sat down and started eating.
"Thank you"i कहा to him.
"Your welcome"he कहा back smiling.
After a while of talking about the house and how edward would come over and help me explain to charlie about moving out and edward will be moving with me.
"I have to go to jakes now"i कहा to him because it was now two o'clock.
"Ya i better get going aswell get started on our house"he कहा in a normal tone again but i could hear he was full of happiness of saying our house.
"Okay then Cya later"i कहा to him.
"Cya"he कहा then drove off,a couple of मिनटों later jake turned up I walked outside and jake came out of the car and huged me.
"Hello"i कहा to him.
"Hello and hello to आप too renesmee,you are getting bigger द्वारा the day"he कहा while putting his hand on my stomack.
"I know"i कहा to him we got in his car and drove to La Push.We got there and got out of the car.
"So what are we doing?"i asked.He looked a bit nervous.
"I have a picnic set up for us on thre beach"he कहा while taking my hand and leading me to the beach.
"This lookes lovely"i कहा while sitting down on the mat that was layed down,it did look lovely i was hungry.
"Good"he कहा and sat down too.
We ate our खाना aswell as talking about,wel everything renesmee,rene and how she was coming over but i didnt tell him about edward ad the house and my new apatite for blood.We were finally finished it was really nice.
"Thanks jake that was great,it was very knid of you"i कहा while standing up and so did he.
"Bella i have to ask आप something"he कहा to me in a nervous way.
"Okay shot"i कहा to him but then he got down on one knee and pulled out a ring then looked me in the eyes.
"Bella will आप marry me?"he asked OH MY GOD why is he doing this to me i thought he knew how i felt about him,i wish i didnt have to do this but i do.
"No....i'm sorry jake"i कहा then ran off,i looked back he was still in the same position shocked....hurt.I kept on running until i was at his house i took out my phone and called alice because i didnt have my truck jake brought me here.
"Hello?"it was edward why was he on alices phone.
"Edward wheres alice?"i asked crying.
"Their hunting i am the only one here are आप okay?"he asked getting worried.
"Ya...um can आप pick me up?"i asked still crying.
"Yes of corse where are you?"he asked.
"Im at la push dont worrie i'll walk to the line"i कहा remembering the treaty line.
"Thank you,i'll be right there"he कहा then hug up.
I walked to the line i was crying the hole time,when edward showed up i was still sniffling.I walked over to the car and got in,he looked at me and his eyes widened then narrowed probebly thinking what could have made me cry.He started driving i was calming down but my breaths were still sharp and quick.
"Are आप okay?"he asked in a low voice.
"Not really"i managed to say.
"Did he hurt you?"he asked noticeabley getting angry.
"No"i answered back,it was getting better to breath and talk now.
"Is he hurt?"he asked,he really wants to know.
"Not physically but defentally hurt"i कहा in a low sad voice.He didnt speek.
"What hapened then?"he asked not looking at me just staring out the windsheild.
"He purposed to me"i murmered,then all of a sudden the car stoped i grabed onto the chair so i wouldnt fling forward.I looked at edward,he looked angry,sad,shocked and heartbroken and scared.The his eyes shot down to me left hand looking for a ring.
"I कहा no"i whispered.He let out a sigh of relife but then looked at me and saw i was in pain because of what i had done to jake.
"He shouldnt have asked it,he knew i didnt feel that way he could have saved himself this pain and saved me this pain because i had to break his heart,and watch the pain overcome his face the pain i caused!"i कहा as my voice got higher.
"Its not आप fault"he finially कहा his voice sad.
"It is i कहा no to him i broke his heart"i nearly shouted.
"But आप कहा what आप felt and the answer to his सवाल he wanted and answer if आप wanted to spend the rest of your life with him and आप कहा no"he कहा to me,he was right.Then we turned into his drive way i dont care that we were going to his house as long as it was away from jake.
We went into his house and sat on the sofa,i sat stareing at nothing not saying nothing just thinking about what had just happened and how jacob must feel.Then Renesmee kicked she was sad too.
"Its okay dont worrie"i कहा and edward looked at me wondering why i was talking to myself.
"I was talking to Renesmee not myself she calms down when i talk to her"i कहा rubbing my stomack.
"I see,but how did आप know i was thinking about that?"he asked.
"Its not hard to guess i would be wondering the same thing"i कहा laughing a bit.Then i heard:
"She can be so strange sometimes"it was edward i looked at him and he was smiling.
If i wasnt strange i would be me"i कहा to him,he looked at me with wide eyes.
"How did आप know that?"asked me shocked.
"You just कहा it"i कहा to him.
"No i thought it"he कहा to me.
"Oh....renesmee"i whispered.
"Maybe"he said.
"Well how else could i read your mind if it wasnt renesmee"i कहा to him.
"I dont know it seemes to be her"he कहा but then i got a idea.
"If renesmee can hear peoples thoughts cant आप hear hers"i asked.
"Maybe"he कहा then started listening.
"Nothing its like a tinnie buzzing because your womb is protecting it"he said.
"Try moving closer"i कहा to him,"Its okay just try"i said.
Then he moved his head up against my stomack then i heard:
"Daddy can hear me"i gasped and so did edward we both heard her edward sat up again.
"I heard her"he whispered.
"I heard her too"i कहा to him both of us were in shock.
"I can hear whats in her head because she is a part of me,so she can read minds so when she hears someones thoughts i hear them too"i कहा finally figuring this out.
"Yes but she only lets आप hear when she wants too"he whispered.
"She also feels what आप feel because she is a part of आप thats why she was upset earlier bacause आप were too"he कहा
"She is very smart"i said.
"Yes she is her mind is very mature she can understand things that are very complex"he कहा then कहा in his mind"just like her mother".i smiled at him.
"Its going to take a while to get used to आप being able to hear my thoughts"he said.
"Yes"i कहा laughing a bit.He smiled then कहा "God i प्यार her laugh"then he looked up at me and i was trying not to smile.
"Darn this is going to be hard"he said.
"Now आप know why i am happy आप cant read my thoughts"i कहा laughing.
Then everyone came in the door,then saw me and edward laughing an edward was still very close to me.
"Sorry are we interupting something"emmett कहा then sai in his mind"As if she could do anything shes pregnant"i laughed.
"Nothing emmett"edward कहा a bit angry about what emmett कहा in his mind.
"Why are आप two so happy?"jasper asked then thought"Probebly got back together".
"No jasper we havent got back together"i said,jasper looked at me shocked.
"Oh ya,Renesmee can hear thoughts and when she hears thoughts and she wants bella to hear them well she lets bella hear"edward said.
"And i can also read renesmee's mind"he added,everyone looked shocked.
"That is amazing"carlisle said"Bella and renesmee amaze me और everyday"he कहा in his head.
After that everyone was asking और about the baby and what she was thinking until i finally said:
"She has gone to sleep now"everyone smile so did i because i wasnt ablw to hear anyone thoughts anymore it was giving me a sore head.
"What else is wrong bella i can feel anger,sadness and आप also feel apologitic"jasper said.
"Oh ya something else happened today aswell"i sais to them.
"What happened now,renesmee change आप into something else"emmett joked.
"No,jacob purposed to me"i कहा then everyone's eyes got wide but they all went silent.
"HA"emmett shouted,that woke up renesmee so i could hear everyones thoughts again"why did he ask that he knows he cant have her she is having a half vampire baby for goodness sake!"it was rose saying in her head but everyone elses thoughts were like that too.Then they thought"what did she say?"they all looked at my hand for ring,they sighed when they didnt see one.
"I कहा no"i murmered.
"I'm sorry"esme said.
"how did he take it?"alice asked me.
"Not well"i कहा then esme and alice came and sat beside me
"He was still in the same position when i left him......down on one knee"i कहा like i was in pain because i was i had broken his heart.
"Awww bella,its okay its not your fault he shouldnt have put आप in that position"esme कहा lovingly.
"I know but he looked so hurt"i whispered.
"It alright"alice कहा then gave me a hug.
"I better go घर charlie will be घर soon"i कहा to them.
"I'll bring you"edward volountered.
"Thanks"i कहा then stood up with the help of esme.
"Cya"i कहा to everyone.
"Cya tomorrow"they all said.
I got in edwards car and he started driving,i was feeling sad,sorry and nervous.
"Whats wrong?"edward asked i forgot when renesmee is awake she feels what i feel and edward reads her mind.
"I am nervous charlie has probebly heard what happened from billy and he is going to सवाल me about why i कहा no and all that"i कहा to him.
He didnt say anything until we turned up at my house.
"Yes he is going to सवाल you,sorry"he कहा to me then sighed.
"Its okay its not youre fault"i sighed then got out of the car.
"Thank you,for everything"i कहा to him.
"Your welcome"he कहा back to me.
"Goodbye"i कहा to him.
"Goodbye"he कहा then i closed the door and drove off.I walked into my house and into the रसोई, रसोईघर charlie was sitting at the तालिका, टेबल पढ़ना the news paper.
"Hello"i कहा to him.
"Hello"he कहा in a dissaproving tone,ugh this is going to be a long evening.I took some खाना out of the fridge and put it in the microwave.
"I heard about what happened today"he कहा like it was a normal conversation.
"And...."i added on so he would continue i might aswell get this over with.
"And i think आप made the wrong choice"he कहा then sighed.
"I dont think so,i am pregnant for one thing,i am going to be moving in with edward and i dont प्यार him so i think that is enough reasons to say no to him"i कहा back to him and he knew i was right because my reasons were good.
"You are not going to be pregnant forever so when आप are not pregnant आप could have got married.Jacob could have moved in with आप instead of edward if आप कहा yes,and आप could learn to प्यार him आप havent tried to प्यार him,you are always around edward he is holding आप back"charlie कहा giving ulternatives to my reasons.
"No dad आप cant learn to प्यार someone it just happenes,and of corse edward is around me i am having his child i will have this child for as long as i live and edward will want to see his daughter so edward will always be in my life,and what makes आप think i dont प्यार edward?"i कहा to him,he was not prepared for me to have answeres to his questions.
"After all he has put आप through आप still प्यार him"charlie कहा shocked.I thought about what i was going to say अगला because i hadnt actually decided myself if i still प्यार edward so i will be telling myself aswell as charlie.
"Yes i still प्यार him,once आप प्यार someone it doesnt just fade away and there is nothing आप can do to change my mind okay charlie"i कहा to him his eyes widened then narrowed.
"Okay"he कहा as i gave him food.I ate my रात का खाना then went up to my bedroom.I got changed and sat in my बिस्तर i started listening to my cd edward made it for me when i listen to it renesmee calms down.
I fell asleep a while after that but i soon heard edward coming in y window.I didnt open my eyes i just let him come in,this was one of the ways he got to be with me and renesmee.I felt him come and lay down beside me and put his hands on my stomack:
"Dont worrie i will get your mum back even if its the last thing i do"he कहा then kissed my stomack.
He seemes very determined maybe just maybe i will give him a chance to make up for what he has done to me.
Bella's Stomack
Mary Alice Brandon (cartoon version)
Maybe this could be the teen Renesmee? *Disclaimer-I own nothing*
